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MOE TAP interview

2010-12-08T14:36:00.002+08:00

yay back from MOE TAP selection interview with zandra :)
well i think the atmosphere is kind of relaxed, haha cos it's a group interview.
8 ppl, 1 interviewer, at one round table
i tried my best in answering those qns asked alr :)
and during the interview, i can see many passionate ppl, all very enthu abt teaching
haha u can tell from the way they answer those qns.
so well, *cross finger and pray hard*
HOPE I CAN GET INTO THIS TEACHING ATTACHMENT PROGRAMME ^^

OSEA 2010

2010-12-05T20:41:00.004+08:00

LOL i've been neglecting this site cos i really don't know what to update =X
but anyway on a happier note, we're free from Alevels!
so now it's really our HOLIDAY!!!
can slack all day long without having to feel guilty for not completing homework etc. :D
time to chiong my drama^^

oh and i've just completed my 4 day temp job this week :)
at suntec convention centre, OSEA 2010 !
so basically, it's just a trade exhibition for businessmen
it's my first time working and generally, i had fun
and guess what, i'm shocked when i reported for work on the first day
because...... i'm the ONLY girl (and the youngest) doing event usher.
LOL! imagine 9 guys and 1 lonely girl.. >.<
haha but things got better after a while.
as in after the so-called ice-breaking period :)
but come to think about it, standing on heels for 8 hours for 4 days straight is tiring.
haha !
and on our 2nd day of work, emily and i joined the rest of the class for BBQ
too bad we have to miss the class chalet =X
but at least, i turned up ok! LOL it's kind of rare that i turn up for class outings =X

and now that the trade exhibition has ended , i kind of miss working there
haha pray hard that i wont screw up my MOE TAP interview this coming wed!
if not i have to go on job-hunting again. haha!

national day

2010-08-09T14:16:00.009+08:00

*photo credits to angela (i kop frm facebook de. haha) *

i believe all of us had an enjoyable time in school on friday !
the releasing of balloons as a school is really nice !!!
imagine all the 1000+ balloons flying in the air ! :D
but it doesnt look like the flag in the air, the balloons are just flying all over the sky!
haha but still, it's nice... really!
the mass singing in the hall is crazy and high. LOL.
it's funny how we can all sing the national anthem so loudly in the hall on friday, but not on normal schooldays. haha!
then after the celebration, S10 and S26 had a mini farewell with ms wong !
she's leaving for sweden soon ! :(
then we cam-whore for a while
omg and i was very tired when i reached home that afternoon ...
after all the jumping and zi-high moments in the hall. LOL >.<

so anyway HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !
lol and back to reality check : 92 days to Alevel ... OMG !!!!!!!!!! :(

kbox

2010-06-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

i went safra's kbox on tues with REGINA and YUNFANG ^^
to have a mini birthday celebration for dear fangfang
haha. regina and i tried to decorate our own cake at the icing's room
DAMN FUN !!!
and i'm proud of our end product ^^
although most of the decorations were done by me ! LOL :D

and REGINA i noe u're reading this
just want to tell u...
I'VE SAVED THAT PHOTO IN MY COMPUTER ALREADY!
AND I'M TEMPTED TO POST IT HERE !!!
HAHAHAHA

work hard for mye

2010-05-31T14:19:00.003+08:00

there's so many things to revise for mye
until i dun even noe where / how to start... >.<
and my brain memory is not sufficient enough to store everything lah!!!
OMG !

i got a bad feeling that history will repeat itself again...
and i will flunk my mye >.<
oh no, cant let this happen again.
Alevel is nearing..
omg i shall add more oil and pull up all my grades.
STUDY !

shopping

2010-05-29T15:12:00.002+08:00

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE !!! <3 <3 <3

let's shop, people!
shopping makes me happy...
studies makes me depressed ...
LOL !

just now after our tuition, we (mandy, emily, regina and me) spent nearly 1 hr in Cotton On.
haha. window shopping is fun, sometimes.
esp when u need a break from all the studies shit. >.<

OMG
how i wish our lecture notes + tutorials + assignments etc... can turn into stacks of $$
then we can shop till we die..
without looking at price tags.
OMG HOW NICE ^^

last day of term 2

2010-05-27T17:20:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF TERM 2 !!!!!
like.... FINALLY!
i've been waiting for this day since long long time ago...
seriously, going to sch is a chore now...
i've kind of lost all my motivations and confidence
after failing so many tests consistently, i guess i've alr lost that confidence of doing well
it's demoralising and painful , as always
like falling right to the bottom from the sky

i need to regain the confidence again
so that i can find back my motivation to study and ace Alevel...
i used to be very determined
but i guess my hopes were completely dashed when i heard ppl getting 4As and yet, cant get into NTU business...
and i seriously think i've made a wrong decision
i should have chosen arts stream instead of science stream!
like, if u look at my results since sec sch, it's kind of obvious that i'm more inclined towards the arts subjects and i suck at math and science
but in the end i ended up struggling in science stream...
i have super extreme percentiles...
" GREAT! " >.<

5 more months....
i shall endure and finish the last lap
as long as i've worked hard enough, i will have no regrets in the future :)

let's just admit it
we have to get into the university
we have to get a degree
because... this is WHAT the SOCIETY wants..
not what we want....

pain thumb

2010-05-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

long time no post. haha.
so apparently, i'm kind of suay today...
firstly, i sprained my right thumb while having napfa today >.<
cos of the weird position that i landed with during SBJ... quite stupid i think...
then next, i did VERY VERY badly for the gsc compre assignment that we did last week
cos i wrote as slow as a snail that day and thus, i didnt manage to finish the paper
like seriously, what kind of stupid grade can u expect when i left the entire 15marks qn blank totally?! didnt even have time to look at the qn at all la. >.<
guess i really lack time management.... u should see how i struggle to finish my econs essay on time during exams everytime!

OMG and i become very emo during gsc today
almost cried out.. i think mandy saw it.
it's not like i'm being competitive or what.
but its like since young, i have high expectations for my chinese
and seeing this kind of shit grades, i just couldnt take it
even though it's just some minor class assignment.
but nvm, i noe i screwed up that assignment becos i wrote too slowly
it's not because i dunoe how to do.. so ya self-console. LOL :)
i dont care whether ppl call me cheena or what, cos i admit i am...
and i dont see the reason why some ppl detest chinese to the core
i mean, afterall it's our roots, our mother tongue!

blah blah blah...
i dont want type anymore...
my thumb hurts T_T

release of pw results :)

2010-04-16T18:35:00.002+08:00

i still rmb the number of hours spent on pw last year
those msn conversations at nights, those days of rushing out PI, EoM, I&R etc...
and most importantly, the countless number of times we tried to edit our WR and make sure it's as perfect as possible
the countless number of times we rehearsed together as a group, or as a class for OP
it's not easy trying to strike a balance between the other core subjects and pw
but we did it, and personally, i learnt a lot of pw
it taught me how to manage my time properly, and how to be more efficient
and also, how to work together as a team. :)

i'm glad that i'm in a very cooperative group
at least we didnt really have quarrels last year
at least we are still quite efficient because we managed to finish everything ahead of the deadline given
i'm proud to be in PJ068 :)

and so after months of hardwork, today is finally the day when all of us receive our fruit of labour
and i'm so glad that together as a group, all 4 of us got our A !!!!
i mean, that's the reason why we tried so hard last year
i can sense the eagerness and determination to get that A
and everyone is trying his/her best to achieve that goal
AND YAY, WE DID IT :D :D :D
when i saw that grade on the paper, i really feel like crying
because our efforts and hardwork did paid off
i rmb the day before submission of WR final, i travelled to 3 different places before i could finally find a shop that offers coloured printing service
i rushed like mad that very afternoon, and travelled via bus / mrt / taxi to different places
yes, 3 different modes of transport, i've tried them all...
it's really tiring...
and we spent ALOT of money on the printing. seriously. >.<
BUT....... when i recalled all these moments, everything becomes so less significant
cos at the end of the day, all of us received our fruit of labour :)

now i can finally put my heart at ease
and focus on the other core subjects for Alevel :)
i believe, if we work hard, we will achieve the As !
we shall overcome this major hurdle together, as a class :)

and once again, i have to say....
I LOVE PJ068 !
and a big big thank you to each and everyone of u.
Kay, Gracia and Eric.

screwed percentile

2010-04-04T12:10:00.002+08:00

i wont blog about CT results cos i dun feel like doing so
but all i can say is, CT just wakes me up from my lalaland, once again
it just proves that my way of studying is not right.
LOL.
i cant continue focusing on the subjects that im good at, and neglecting (almost giving up totally) on subjects that im weak at anymore!
well, actually that's how i studied right from primary school!
i tend to focus my attention on subjects that i can do well more, so that i can secure that A
but now, esp at J2 level, i cant work like this anymore...
cos the CT result shows that....
i have a super screwed percentile!
like super extreme ones!
the percentile for subjects that i can do well in is definitely much much higher than the ones that im weak in
u will noe what i mean when they give us back our result slip with the percentile printed on it. -.-
i think, if the school decides to give out awards such as "student with the most extreme percentile", i will definitely be the FIRST to get it.
LOL!
and im serious >.<

so from now onwards, i shall TRY to like chem
for the sake of that A grade on my cert at the end of the year
i noe this goal may seem impossible to achieve, considering my current chem results, but i believe with hard work and determination, it is possible!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !!!
A for chem. >.<
if not, i can say bye bye to all my dream courses in uni alr...

SHERO album

2010-03-27T14:27:00.001+08:00

WHEE i'm super happy now
cos i've just gotten my SHE SHERO album !!!
all thanks to regina, emily and mandy <3 <3 <3
there are 2 versions to choose from
and i chose the above version.
well but i kop this pic from internet de. haha :)
nice nice, i like it ^^

i was feeling kind of moody this morning, during tuition
until they gave me the SHE album
haha SHE makes me happy :D

changed song

2010-03-26T11:09:00.002+08:00

for the sake of REGINA NG who treats my blog as her private music player, i shall change my blog song. LOL! in case she starts complaining again... >.<

going out with 4P1 clique later. :)
i love the slacking mode after exams!!! so relaxed^^
nvm, we shall slack for one more day then chiong tutorials tmr. haha

end of CT

2010-03-24T21:06:00.001+08:00

END OF COMMON TEST !
yay ! i've survived the 3 days... :D
but with super bad performance, i think?
i guess i wont be able to survive the getting back of papers... >.<
but well, let's just leave all the worryings and tears to next week or so bah
i shall enjoy my 2 days of break!!!

common test

2010-03-17T20:35:00.003+08:00

omg!
i'm super worried for my common test becos i think i will do really badly
but i'm not feeling any stress at all these few days!
i just studied with a really really slow pace...
OMG !
i nid to find back my motivation before everything end up in a mess >.< u know, the feeling of falling all the way down from the top is really unbearable... T_T i had enough of it already!!!! I NID TO STUDY AND STUDY AND STUDY !!!!!!!!

up till today, i still dont have the courage to add u on facebook
i dont want to look at the pics / blogs / anything related to u
becos i'm afraid it will change my initial impression of u
let's just keep the perfect image of u in my mind
and i shall not ruin that image by clicking on ur profile....
sometimes, ignorance is bliss

holidays finally

2010-03-13T16:14:00.001+08:00

YAY !
i'm feeling less stressed now.
COS MARCH HOLIDAY IS FINALLY HERE !!! :D
not as if we can slack for the whole week, becos there's still common test after the holiday
but at least, i can now study at my own SLOW pace. :)
without having to worry abt not being able to finish ttrl by the next day etc...
LOL

sweet 18

2010-03-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
just came back from the family dinner cum birthday celebration
i think my moodswing is getting worse and worse
one moment ago, i can be happily eating my dinner
and the next moment, i just get abit angry with the slow serving of food
(but it's not their problem, cos the restaurant is full-house today)
and while waiting for the food to be served, i just get overwhelmed with all the shits abt school work, and get worried becos i'm only left with tmr to complete all the ttrls. -.-
i actually had to go to the toilet to calm myself down.
because i dunwant to show the emotional side of me in front of my family and relatives.
HAIX WHEN CAN ALL THESE SHIT END????
i noe i just have to hang in there for the next 7 months.
but sometimes, i really have doubts.
what if i just break down before Alevels?
and all my efforts will go down the drain.... >.<

thats why sometimes, i psycho myself to be indifferent to all the stress
and not to be easily affected by the ppl around me.
it's easy to console others when they are stressed.
but i find it hard to convince myself to be indifferent.
haix nvm i shall try... :)

today is 6 march.
and so i shall not let all these shit affect my birthday mood.
haha anyway, thanks ppl for ur birthday wishes :D

release of alvl result

2010-03-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

today we went to the hall to witness the release of Alevel results.
of course, there are ppl who have done really well.
and it's kind of a motivation for all of us, becos there are ppl with L1R5 of 17 and above doing very well! AAAB or sth like that, cant really rmb.
so if they can do it, so can we :D

after that, we went to the classroom with the rest of S10
and watch them get back their chinese results.
OMG and i cant believe i actually broke down in class today!
in front of all my classmates and ms chan!
i cant rmb what exactly did ms chan said, but the impact is there...
i dunoe.
it's not on impulse, but it's more like a release of all the stress and disappointment that i've been accumulating over the past few weeks. :(
i hope i didnt scare anyone, cos i just broke down suddenly in the middle of ms chan's speech.
so yea, anyway ppl, thanks for ur concern!
i'm feeling better now already :)
the kids in feiyue kind of cheered me up, with all their craps. LOL!
but they are extremely noisy and high sometimes, and difficult to control. haha

and yea, although the next 7 months will be a really really tough one, i will still put in my very best.
but if u happen to see me feeling unhappy/emo in school, just leave me alone.
and i'll be fine.
*dont try to talk to me during vulnerable moments like this*

CNY visit to Mr Lim's hse

2010-02-26T20:18:00.004+08:00

actually i wanted to talk abt the visit to Mr Lim's hse last weekend de.
but i decided to wait till kay upload the pics :)
i dont know why i look sleepy in both pics... but well, never mind.
LOL!
and eric is the only guy who went !
the rest of the guys pangseh. haha
and to think of it, i think this is the FIRST time i actually go for class outing
haha. :D

Mr Lim's son is so cute can!
mandy and i had a lot of fun playing with him last sat.
haha.
and look at how unglam ROU is. OMG haha!

we had to draw lots to determine which angbao we should take.
haha Mr Lim actually put different amounts inside different angmohs! so cute^^
then ROU is the lucky one who got $20, then eric $12, and i got $10. :)
the rest all get either $6 or $4, i think?
but it's the thought that counts, not the money, right?

and back to serious part...
they should be getting back their Alevel results next week.
and that means we are getting closer and closer to the dreadful month of Alevel already :(
OMG!
and it's like one year later, we will be the ones who are anticipating our results!
it's really scary to think about all these.
and to make things worse, the 3 universities are raising their cut off points every year!
ABB may seem like a decent grade in the past, but with this kind of grades now, u dont really have lots of choices to choose from!
and all the courses that i'm interested in are those who require STRAIGHT As!
like wth ?
here i am struggling with chem and sometimes gp, and here u are telling me that i need straight As to get into business school ???? :(
really really demoralising to the max !
mandy and i were chatting abt this that day and we actually share the same view!
that is, if we cant get into business, we would rather not study.
at most, go private school like SIM to study.
after 10 years of education (OMG make me sounds so old), i realise the importance of having an interest in what u're studying.
like for example, i really love econs alot, and thats why i can do well in that subject.
and on the other hand, i hate chem to the core and thats why i get really really lousy grades for chem.
so ya, i would rather spend the extra money to study something that i really like, than to anyhow choose a random course to study and end up flunking uni...
it's not worth it at all.
just like how i regret taking chem in JC..
in the first place, i shouldnt opt for science stream at all!
cos from pri sch till sec sch, science is always my weakest subject !
but it's no point regretting it now.
i just have to yao jing ya guan and jian chi xia qu until Alevel :)

the feeling of falling all the way from the high high sky to the solid hard ground is not nice at all.
and i seriously hate to be in the solid hard ground.
but how can i climb back to the sky ??????? :( :( :(

bai nian

2010-02-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

WHEE!!!! TODAY IS FRIDAY AGAIN!
but before u realise it, it will be monday again -.-
argh 2 days are not enough la! :(
oh and im going mr lim's hse tmr to bai nian with S10^^
haha can take hongbao and see his cute son. :D
children are very cute when they are young, but they will gradually turn into monsters as they grow older. LOL !

omg and i think i'm becoming more like a bad student nowadays
i left my tutorials blank, and happily go to sleep early.
but dont even feel guilty at all ! LOL!
have the same feeling as lmp :)
oh no, just cant find the motivation to study.
econs is the only subject that is fun. the rest are just crap -.-
HAIX !

new year

2010-02-13T12:13:00.002+08:00

the long-awaited cny break is finally here ...
OMG i really need this break to recharge myself >.<
but seriously, i just cant feel the cny festive mood...
all i can think of is, lots of undone ttrl, upcoming tests, and getting back test papers....
wth i'm getting more and more no-life nowadays
but it's like we cant afford to slack too much or else we'll die a very horrible death

i shall slack for these few days then start finishing those ttrl after that
xiangqin, regina and i happily slacked ysd by enjoying ourselves at PartyWorld!
YAY!
but i guess that will be our last time going for singing sessions alr.
the next time shall be.... hmm.... after Alevels? :(

sour...

2010-02-08T20:49:00.001+08:00

no matter how hard u try to avoid it, it still wont help
cos the feeling is still...... suan suan de T_T

OMG i'm starting to get really sick of school already! >.<
school's so FUN to the max... lol

sch is insane

2010-02-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

school is insane.
homework is gay.
LOL!
i'm mentally and physically drained. >.<
just dont feel good when i cant even catch up with the workload
the mountain-like number of homework can never disappear
and all i see is alien-language T_T
and it leaves me wondering, whether i have the ability to achieve the number of As that i want...
i noe self-doubt is demoralising
but i just cant help it...

the only thing that keeps me going now is the many long months of holiday after the dreadful Alevel...
and the overseas trip that my clique is planning to go...

i shall psycho myself by saying
I CAN DO IT
I CAN DO IT
I CAN DO IT
I CAN DO IT
I CAN DO IT....
:(

mundane

2010-01-30T19:22:00.002+08:00

school's getting more and more mundane and stressful ever since 11 jan 2010 -.-
yuan lai j2 life bi wo xiang xiang zhong hai yao stressful ! :(
haix... now im starting to wonder whether i have enough determination and energy to finish the whole race
i told mandy that i feel like jumping off this bullet train, but there's no turning back alr!
haix, like what she said, if we jump off jiu dont have hope le.
if stay inside the train and continue the journey, maybe still have chance
hmm alright, i shall TRY to think more on the brighter side
.... >.<

can someone slow down the speed of the bullet train???
omg it's like so damn fast! T_T

and ysd when i walked home, i heard some J1s saying "i think jc life will be fun"
OMG LA !
i love munpheng's reaction !
"when school starts, with all the hwk and tests, see how they'll cry"
LOL !!!! :D
we shall see whether they can still say "jc life is fun" when they're in J2. :)

first week of J2 :(

2010-01-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'M SO GLAD THAT TODAY IS FRIDAY !!!
like omg, it's just one week of school and i'm already so exhausted -.-
from all the stupid tutorials and tests that are coming up.... T_T
how i wish weekends are longer........
and now i finally noe why teachers and seniors used to say "when u're in jc, u will realise how weekends are so important and precious"
so true lah! i really need the pathetic 2 days to have a short break and catch up with the week's work
haix....
and this is only the first week
HOW TO SURVIVE THE REMAINING 10 MONTHS !!!! OMG!
bullet-train speed lectures
never ending tutorials
tests after tests
............................................................
like what belle said, it's like taking a huge leap forward when u're not fully ready for J2 -.-
i wonder how my Alevel results will be :(
but there's no turning back already so i guess, we should just 硬着头皮撑下去
*add oil*

yay hwk done!

2010-01-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

school's starting next monday! :)
im kind of looking forward to it, but yet dreading it cos of all the stupid tests/exams/Alevels
yea so it's kind of like a mixed feeling.
but at least i'm almost done with all the holiday assignments.
YAY!
went to library with ahber today and chiong-ed the remaining 3 chapters of maths
and whee! I'M DONE WITH THAT STUPID ASSIGNMENT THAT KILLED MILLIONS OF MY BRAIN CELLS T_T
*sense of satisfactory for conquering that math assignment * LOL!
so i'm done with gsc and more or less done with chem and math
(except that i left quite a few qns blank -.-)
and now.... econs! OMG i still have 2 more essays to go!
JIAYOU !
must aim to finish everything by this sunday :)

oh and btw mandy's turning 18 in another one hour's time!
haha!
and my turn will come 2 months later -.-
not looking forward to it ok!
it's like we're getting older and older....
going to hit 20 like... 2 years later?
OMG! time flies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rewind time

2010-01-06T12:24:00.002+08:00

if only there's this REWIND button in life.... awww :(
突然有股冲动想把时间倒流，回到从前
如果可以的话，我绝不会让历史重演，不会让事情演变成像今天无法挽回的地步
现在回想起来，觉得当时的自己真的很傻... >.<

HAPPY 2010 !

2010-01-01T11:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
Hope 2010 will be a smooth and great year ahead :)

but it's a bit ironic to wish someone "happy 2010"
because seriously, how can 2010 be happy when there's Alevels in nov ??? >.<
haix nvm. i'll try to make my 2010 a little less stressful :)
and i shall not talk abt my new year resolutions anymore since they are the same every year ! LOL!

found my goal!

2009-12-31T12:08:00.002+08:00

yay im happy! :D
cos i found the exact "ideal course" that i always wanted already.
http://www.nbs.ntu.edu.sg/undergrad/BUS/Prog_Struct/Bus_Prog_Struct.asp
now im following my cousin's path, just that the area of specialisation is different.
ok thats provided IF i CAN get into NTU business -.-
which sounds a bit mission impossible given my current grades, cos it is really a very well sought-after course that many people are aiming for -.-
nvm i shall work hard towards this goal :)
because thats why i chose to enter JC at the start of this year, instead of going to NP tourism and hospitality management

i even put motivational quotes on my study table to motivate myself
LOL!
so i shall stare at that sheet of paper (with the quotes and NTU business cut-off point) whenever im having doubts about whether i can make it or not >.<
i can imagine how hard it will be to conquer Alevels next year
because during the promos period, a few of us already cannot stand the stress and even broke down a few times. T_T
so imagine Alevels ...... OMG !
i rmb i always feel very emo during promos period.
and i even send emo msg to huilin, telling her that i feel like giving up
LOL but luckily, i managed to overcome everything with the help of friends' encouragements :)
i should really thank huilin for "bringing me back to reality" whenever i send her emo msg
it's like her replies will always make me feel encouraged and it's good to know that ur friends do support u no matter how lousy ur grades may be
so we shall continue to support and encourage each other and overcome the big As together !
B.I.P ! <3

AND I MUST WORK VERY HARD ON MY CHEM NOW!!!
i dont want to fail anymore -.-

BIP BBQ tmr

2009-12-28T13:28:00.003+08:00

yay! after many failed attempts to confirm a date where everyone is free, B.I.P's bbq date is finally fixed! LOL.
and it's TOMORROW ! :D
and this shall be the funniest bbq i've ever attended.
cos it's only like 5 of us? LOL!
but huilin's mum is so nice lah! she alr help us buy all the food needed AND she's cooking curry tmr! THANKS AUNTY! (omg i just ate curry ysd, but who cares! LOL tmr eat again bah.)
eh xiangqin, must finish all the curry arh! cos u order that dish de. :)

and if anyone is wondering what B.I.P stands for...

this is the answer!
LOL yes, B.I.P stands for bananas in pyjamas!
it all started with some lame group project that we have to do during sec 2.
then i rmb each group has to decide on a grp name.
then i just randomly say B.I.P and *tada* we're stuck with this name until now.
LOL! :D
but i think B.I.P sounds cute. haha.
and maybe next time we shall organise a B.I.P gathering with a theme
and guess what? i shall make everyone wear pyjamas!
LOL dress code that matches our clique name. COOL! :)

really hope we can be good friends forever.
cos they are the ones who made my BP life more enjoyable with all the childish acts.
LOL!
eh xiangqin, if u are reading this.... grow up ok! hahahaha!
next year 18 years old alr, must be more matured. XD

CHRISTMAS !

2009-12-25T11:19:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

i'll be going out soon for family lunch
and then going for family gathering later at evening again
LOL my usual christmas "celebration"
it had been this way ever since i was young :)
cos christmas also happens to be my cousin's bday
so happy 22nd birthday, cousin!
although i dont think u will be reading this. haha!

enjoy ur holiday, people!
cos next year will be real hectic.
so we shall play as much as we can now.
LOL.
but dont lose the momentum to study also :)
and once again, merry christmas ^^
haha.

reflecting

2009-12-24T12:03:00.003+08:00

yesterday i was thinking of sth....
when i realised
my circle of friends has decreased.
i guess its because i've began to build some sort of a wall around me and prevent certain people from entering my social circle >.<
dont ask me why.
but i just lost the trust somehow.
it's hard to maintain a friendship when u have problem communicating with each other.
and after things that happened, u will realise who are ur real friends, and who are not.
知己不需要多，一两个就已足够
同样的，好朋友不需要多
一个真心的朋友胜过几个hi-bye friends :)
and i rely on my clique alot
and sometimes i will wonder, if one day we have a major quarrel, i will be left with no friends :(
LOL !

hmm some people believe that in this world, there is always a person who is ur guardian angel
the one who will be there for u everytime u are unhappy
the one who will somehow sense that something is wrong without u having to mention it
and if this is true, i believe i've found mine. :)
and im thankful that i have them to turn to when im unhappy.
they are my angels. my closest friends.
the only few people whom i allow to enter my "comfort zone"
haha :D

and this reminds me....
WE ARE HAVING B.I.P BBQ NEXT TUESDAY ^^
im not looking forward to the food, but more looking forward to meeting the people!
it had been quite some time since i last met chingching and yamyam :)

btw i think this song is very meaningful
at least the lyric is very true :)
你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到对的人出现
在眼角
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要
是一种对照
谁愿意为了一份爱
付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
oh～yeah～

movie

2009-11-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

i FINALLY got to see my dear chingching after months of not seeing her :D
haha we had a B.I.P movie outing today
yamyam didnt go cos she's still having her odac overseas cip
we used the M1 1-for-1 promotion thing, and it's super cheap
like buy 2 tickets ($20) then got 2 free
so 4 tickets + 2 free popcorn combo, only $20 ! CHEAP!
cos it's just like $5 per person, way cheaper than the usual student's price :)
and anyway we went to watch 2012
it was shocking to see almost all the seats fully occupied, despite the fact that 2012 was already screened in cinema since like 2 weeks ago.
and the B.I.P president seems to be really enjoying herself throughout the movie
with all her funny sound effects and actions. LOL !
(it's a little bit embarrassing to sit beside her during movie. haha joking.)

i think we will be having a complete B.I.P outing again 2 weeks later (with yamyam)
BBQ, if im not wrong.
yay! we shall try to meet up as many times as possible this holiday before school reopens.
honestly speaking, im kind of dreading 11 jan 2010.
cos it means the start of new school term = j2 + Alevel -.-

and anyway huilin said i've changed
LOL !
she means i've becomed more studious, i think?
but i guess its the sense of urgency that makes me change.
afterall Alevel is really million times different from Olevel T_T
and im working hard towards my goal as well.
JIAYOU TO B.I.P
AND JIAYOU TO MYSELF :D

holiday!

2009-11-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

yay happy !
cos no need to go sch anymore, until 11 jan 2010 :D
and this reminds me of sth, we're not J1s anymore !
LOL
but i think this isnt sth to celebrate afterall...
cos J2 = super hectic timetable = Alevel coming :(
and i think i really have a lot of academic stuff to catch up on during this holiday
esp CHEM :(
but i doubt there's even sufficient time for me to really do self-revision on those J1 topics
considering the number of assignments and tutorials for us to complete T_T
and the more i attempt to do those assignments, the more depressing it gets
seriously, i must buck up so that i wont get stuck at every few qns anymore ! :(
and sometimes, the teachers' words (esp mr chu's) made me wonder if i'm really ready for J2
i've been thinking a lot since the day we got back our promotional status
worried that i cant cope with J2 topics (i browsed through the chem reference book and realised the J2 chem topics are like .... alien language to me... T_T)
worried that i might screw up Alevel...
i've heard about people who cant get into the faculty they want with even AAB !
so i'll be worse :(
and there's still GP to worry about. >.<

nvm, i shall stop thinking for the worst and procrastinating for the time being
think positively and things will get better :)
oh and i've found some quotes to motivate myself.

They can because they think they can.
Virgil

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
Thomas Jefferson

The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
Frank Loyd Wright

Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.
Robert Collier

promoted

2009-11-13T14:43:00.003+08:00

the timetable is crap
we went to sch on wed morning for only about 1 hr, just for GPF filing
then we went to sch ysd for just 30 mins, just to take back results -.-
cant they put these 2 events on the same day ??? !!!
nvm its over

so we got back our results ysd
got promoted, of course. but not with fantastic results.
i think my results look disgusting though, although im alr quite contented with it. (lol abit ironic here)
cos i think i didnt put in my 100% effort this time round, and i screwed up some papers for promos
so yea, my results is alr satisfactory le. :)
BUT I THINK I COULD HAVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER IF I WORK HARDER !!!!
its like so many Bs on my result slip, and not a single A -.-
cos for both gsc and econs, my B is the very high B type. i think around 67 or 68, after adding in CA and MYE etc... >.< wth la!
i hate it when this kind of thing happens.
its like the A is so near yet so far T_T
so although i feel so much relieved after taking back my results cos i didnt expect to get so many Bs, BUT im still disappointed with myself
i know i could have done so much better
so as promised, during the holidays, i shall go mug with xiangqin, huilin and regina !
and like what i've told mandy ysd, we shall all pull up our socks high high until we look like a nerd ! LOL not literally though. :D
if becoming a mugger can convert all my Bs to As, why not ?
seriously, i really hope i can score better for the next exam.
afterall, next year is alr the Alevel year (OMG time flies !)

also, im glad that most of us are promoted to J2 and we can still remain as S10
we entered PJC as 09S10, and we shall ace Alevel together as 09S10 too ! :D
but im sure i'll miss qiaohui, atikah and josiah, in one way or another.

anyway, congrats to my dear gf (HUILIN) !
u've done really well, im so proud of u !
how i wish i can have ur results lah ! :(
nvm, i shall work harder during the holidays to catch up.
and hopefully, i can score as many As as u next year :)
jiayou !

i dont really like it when people look at my results, and say i've did well
cos i know i've failed to meet my own target :(
i have my own target, my own expectation
this kind of shitty grades is not good at all
like hello, i cant even get into the course i want in uni if i were to score this kind of grades in Alevels !
NTU business school is damn hard to get in >.<
but i will definitely work harder to meet the entry requirement.

done with OP

2009-11-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

we had OP yesterday and i think on the whole, my group did well :D
in fact, i think yesterday's presentation was the BEST, as compared to our other rehearsals
at least, we managed to stay calm and didnt really screw up our Q&A
which was great ! *insert thumb-up*
so now left with I&R final, which im doing later
and we're done ^^
omg i love my PW group, PJ068 <3
at least we didnt have quarrels although there may be some slight unhappiness sometimes
at least we can work efficiently as a group and get things done ahead of the due date
yay and now, i shall pray hard for our whole group to get A for PW :)
i want an A for PW !!!!
hmm if really no A, at least a B.... *pray hard*

OP

2009-11-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

we'll be having OP tmr!
quoted from angela "second last work of PW alr"
so jiayou and all the best, esp to S10 :D
im feeling quite calm now, but i think i'll feel damn nervous tmr...
really scared i'll screw up my Q&A !
hope the assessors will ask sth "simple"
after tmr, then must chiong I&R final draft
and then go sch on wed for GPF filing and tada, we'll be released from the torture of pw ! :D
have been looking forward to this day since the start of the year.
haha but actually, there are still memorable parts abt pw... :)
and so, back to OP, good luck people! stay calm^^

i was looking at some of my archives
and i realised my JC life is so mundane as compared to the past !
omg >.<
and suddenly, i just miss the days when i can talk abt everything under the sun with potato...
unfortunately, we've somehow lost contact already and so, i've lost one of my best listening ears :(
but still, i wish potato good luck for the upcoming Alevel exam.

sch again ...

2009-11-02T19:53:00.002+08:00

after 5 days of school-less days, sch officially start tmr
the word "officially" means that there will be the usual H2 / H1 lessons again...
to be specific, lectures. -.-
but actually i prefer lectures to tutorials.
cos it's more productive and i can absorb better :)
but the thought of 8am - 4+ pm (on average days) lessons everyday makes me >.<
that means no more skipping of schools, cos there wont be any more chinese lessons...
haix...
and it also means the whole studying (or mugging) cycle will start again..
hmm nvm, at least it's better than rotting in school, doing nth productive -.-
in fact, i think im quite excited for lessons :)
haha.
i shall switch myself to the studying mode from today onwards !!!
and hope the determination will stay as long as possible...

i dont want to be so hopeless in chem anymore ! :(
must jiayou ^^

hate it...

2009-10-27T19:47:00.002+08:00

i hate it when ....
- people always associated me with "mugger" when im NOT!
- people always expect me to get good results
- whenever i say i did badly/will do badly, very few people believe me -.-
- people have high expectations for me when i noe i will definitely let them down in the end
- people say i did ok/well when i noe i didnt

i just need some time to be alone
i just dont feel like talking cos the more i talk, the more i will hear things that i dont want to hear
and when i say sth more than twice, I REALLY MEAN IT!
so stop bugging me with the same few qns over and over again -.-

and i realised, it has been quite some time since i last talked to people
as in really talk to them abt my problems etc.. not those craps...
but i just dont feel like talking..
cos nobody noes how i feel actually...
what makes u think im contented? IM NOT AT ALL!

nvm, PW first ^^

promos results

2009-10-22T11:49:00.002+08:00

got back promos results on tues
was quite disappointed cos i didnt meet my expectations again -.-
but GP was a total surprise, to me and maybe mr lim too. LOL!
and the rest... haix, cnt up to my expectations
but nvm, i will work extra harder during the holiday to catch up
must build a strong foundation for J1 topics for this holidays
if not, next year i will be struggling with J2 topics like mad. >.<
and seriously, i dunoe what the hell is wrong with me for chem!!!!
DAMN DISAPPOINTING!
haix... :(

have been chiong-ing pw these few days
and after PW, i shall start on my revision all over again! :)
hope i'll find the motivation to do so.
haha. I REALLY WANT TO DO WELL ...

maybe i should consider lowering my expectations by a little bit
cos it seems too impossible to meet the target, given my current capability. :(
and the more hopes u have, the more disappointed u'll get after receiving ur results
should i lower?
haix but i always believe in "aim high, score high"
nvm, i shall drag B.I.P to library and mug with me during the holidays!
we will do well next year together, as one! :D

team skipping

2009-10-13T20:42:00.003+08:00

so we had inter-house games today!
8am-6pm. gosh -.-
and i swear.... i wont skip anymore! at least for the time being lah...
my thighs damn suan can, and my toes hurt... OMG!
we've been skipping and skipping for so long this morning
and im so proud of our team cos we managed to persevere until the end!
*3 cheers for darwin team 1, esp S10!*
we entered the finals with the top score lah! OMG! was so shocked by our score!
and i think i screwed up totally for the final round.
cos its just 10 mins of rest then another 40 mins of skipping for finals
so i had no stamina! :(
OMG i screwed up.... but nvm, thanks teammates for encouraging me when im really really on the verge of giving up. :D love u guys, <3!
anyway although i screwed up the whole thing during the finals, im really proud of ourselves
although we may be very very tired, although our legs hurt like mad, we didnt give up!
GREAT JOB DARWIN!
i think overall, darwin did a fantastic job today!
we FINALLY broke the record of being 3rd every year! (YAY)
we came in 2nd, just behind POLO :)
so overall, i think i enjoyed today's IHG, because of the strong house spirit and the great classmates that i have :D
if not for the encouragements from S10, i think i would have given up alr.
cos towards the end, i really have no energy to jump anymore. ><
but i just forced myself to jump because i dont want to disappoint my classmates.
so ya, IHG was fun today!

ok i shall end off this post with another whinning....
my legs very suan now!!!!! as sour as a lemon! omg...
LOL!

pw...

2009-10-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

i think this week is going to be boring T_T
sian....
and we'll be having pw, pw and more pw!
OMG! can die man!
hope i can survive pw... :)
cos i dont want a screwed-up grade for pw on my Alevel cert.
so.. jiayou! another one month and we'll be free from pw^^

and i've been browsing through some of the graduation photos they took for this year, on facebook
and i got reminded of our own graduation day last year.
its a lot of dragging friends to cam-whore, and touring the kampong-like school at teck whye for the last time... LOL
i really miss BP a lot.
esp the Class of 2008! (our batch)
i miss all my lovely BP friends !!!!
and i realised the white and maroon red uniform doesnt look that ugly anymore, after i graduated, LOL
afterall, i've been wearing it for 4 years alr...

tmr is inter-house game
jiayou darwin... :D
OMG this post doesnt flow la!
seriously, im just typing down whatever that comes to my mind.
haha

survey

2009-10-07T22:45:00.003+08:00

OMG this is so freaking true!
i went to belle's blog and saw the personality test that she did.
then i did the test also, out of curiosity, to find out how accurate it is
AND OMG OMG OMG THE RESULT IS REALLY VERY ACCURATE!

here's what i've got :

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative. If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

cant believe this can be so accurate -.-
so this also means that im giving myself too much stress is it?
lol but who dont want to excel?
i dont want an Alevel cert at the end of 2 years, with lousy results which cant get me into the course i want... ><
i want to choose my own course in uni, not the uni choose me -.-
ok ok, maybe im really giving myself too much pressure alr.... LOL

and anyway kaijun, xiangqin, huilin and i went to TopOne KTV at bugis today :)
we went there to try it out since its so much cheaper than kbox
and it turned out to be not bad eh... :)
can consider going there next time...
its just $18 for 7 hours....
cheaper than kbox :D
and there's even lighting effects etc... so ya, not bad

whee and IM GOING BACK TO BP TMR !!!!
got dragged by huilin de
we are supposed to go there and bai mei, while eugene they all promote PJ
lol..
u noe, every year they will have like JC ppl (tcher+alumni) going back and promote the school to the sec4s? ya that type lor... -.-
but nvm, i dont care if we look stupid tmr just standing there and doing nth
cos its BP :) i love going back to BP
there's always this homely-feeling
like how the song lyric goes : "this is home truly, where i know i must be..."
BP is my second home, and i'll always rmb it for creating an impact on my life :)
ONCE A BPIAN, ALWAYS A BPIAN

end of promos

2009-10-05T21:13:00.003+08:00

had my last paper today!
so promos officially ended for me.... FINALLY -.-
i've been waiting for this day to come since dunnoe how long ago... LOL
its really very stressful la
and now... although promos has ended, the worst has yet to come -.-
i DONT WANT to get back my results!
screwed up big time for promos.... ><
im dead.... haix
and once again, i've let myself down cos i DEFINITELY wont be able to meet the target i've set for myself at the start of the year....
and i guess i've become numb to all these le....

i dont mind mugging, if it can produce results
but im demoralised because no matter how hard i mug, i cant seem to get all the As that i wanted to!
very demoralising can!
am i stupid or what o.0

nvm, i shall think positively. before huilin starts nagging me again. HAHA!
and yay i dont have to go to school for the rest of this week ^^
shall have a good break from all the hardcore mugging
before starting on the very packed pw schedule timetable next week ><
jiayou, i can do it de! :)
LOOKING FORWARD TO WED's KBOX WITH MY USUAL KBOX CLIQUE !!!
we shall sing loud loud and forget about all the stress^^

organic chem

2009-09-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

haha i randomly found this pic online and cant help but agree totally with this statement! :D
organic chem is seriously a killer lah.
who the hell invented organic chem?! -.-
without organic chem, i think i will enjoy chem more.
at least i can still pass my chem... T_T
hmm nvm. still 1 week left for me to squeeze all the idiotic mechanism and reagents/conditions into my small brain....
i hope i can really memorise everything and apply them during the exam!
i cant afford to get a big fat U for chem, just because of that organic chem -.-
jiayou!

i will love organic chem from now onwards, so that i will ace in it in time to come. :D

emo emo

2009-09-17T19:26:00.002+08:00

at this rate, i think i will be stressed to death even before promos!
how am i going to survive through Alevels when promos is already enough to make me emo everyday! :(
like what mandy said, my mood today was like riding a roller coaster.
after gsc to before lunch break, my mood was terribly bad
and i broke down in front of them, for the FIRST TIME !
its really the first time i cry in front of close friends!
(minus away the times when i cry in front of B.I.P because those are more like bu she de leave BP that type.... not counted)
pw lecture today was really a bad experience, for me and lmp. (or issit just me?)
econs tutorial wasnt that good also...
but after lunch, i became happy again
LOL roller coaster -.-

the stress level and guilty level are really killing me!
whenever i think of ______'s face + words, i will feel really really guilty
times and again, i disappointed her because of my lousy results
i noe she has high hopes on us. i noe we can do it.
but somehow, we just failed to meet our target.
why is it so hard to maintain the standard?
why is it so hard to get an A this time round?

and if u see me emo in school, just leave me alone.
and i will be fine after a while...
i really hope all these craps will end after promos....
after pw....
after everything....
I WANT TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN WITH MY DEAR B.I.P!!!!!
and im glad i have very good friends around me who show their concern when im emo-ing...
and im sorry if i've affected anyone's mood today, because of me...
im feeling better now already :D

proud to be a BPian

2009-09-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

i was looking at the BPGHS facebook profile
when i realised the science team emerged as the national champion for this year's science challenge!
the one that is on channel 5, i think? i nvr watch channel 5 de. LOL!
OMG la! 3 cheers for them^^
and as i look at all the pics taken, the pride of being a BPian comes back almost immediately
i saw a group of BPians sitting among the audiences, happily waving the school flag
the ever-familiar white blouse with maroon red skirt... the uniform which i once hated when i was in pri 6/sec 1.
i saw tiger tan waving the school flag proudly.
i saw the team of 5 which had done BP proud, holding the big trophy, with mr lee!
honestly speaking, i think mr lee is the best ever principal i've ever seen.
can tell that he always give motivational talks to the graduating classes. (cos i blog-hop juniors blog sometimes >< )
we are lucky that he took over as principal during our most important year :)
and made a significant impact in my oh-so-wonderful BP life. :D

the pictures really bring back lots of memories....
BP BP BP! <3

mugging with B.I.P

2009-09-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

went to the library today again with B.I.P to study
i swear, i didnt even study that much back in BP la!
JC has indeed transformed all of us into muggers...
no more last minute work, or else u'll die.... ><
haix
and saw kaijun when we were camping outside the library, waiting for it to be opened
had lunch with her, updated her with lots of PJ gossips (mostly B.I.P's de)
then i went home with her :)

and became moody for a while after dinner
suddenly think of something
i thought i've forgotten about it long time ago
but actually, memories still stay...
nvm, i wont let it affect my mood de :D

and i want to whine again...
IM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY SCARED FOR PROMOS !!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH !!!!!!! :(

你知道我在想你吗?
if things didnt turn out like this, maybe i will consider finding out THAT answer which i've been wanting to find out...
but nvm, its not important now.... :)

jiayou

2009-09-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

i was reading some of my last year's posts
when i saw this :

就算多麽不如意的事情，
也要懂得对自己说：我忍得住！
就算多大的挫折，
也要懂得对自己说：我撑得住！
就算再怎么伤心欲绝，
也要懂得对自己说：我看得开!

ok i will rmb this whenever im feeling down
i realised ever since the start of JC, i've been feeling emo quite frequently...
the kind of emotional breakdown...
when u realise u got lots of tutorials left uncompleted
when u realise how badly u've scored for a particular test
when u realise how far u are from the target u've set from urself at the beginning of the year
when u realise u're drifting apart from friends
when u realise u dont understand a single sh** about the lecture notes
when u realise pw + schoolwork + cca = stresssssssss
etc....
but just leave me alone, and i'll be fine after a while :)
although its stressful, but JC has always been my ideal route
the so-called "easier" route to uni...
and since i made the choice to come JC myself, i shall be strong :)
promos is coming!
EVERYONE, MUST JIAYOU OK!
WE CAN DO IT DE!

my minimum target for promos : MUST PASS EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT, including GP!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
for the sake of getting good results, and not disappointing myself once again,
i shall be a guai student and TRY to turn into a mugger....
i mean TRY.....
but i will work hard this time round.
cos i want to meet the target that i've set for myself at the beginning of the year when i made the choice to come to JC... :)

WORK HARD PPL! esp B.I.P and 09S10 <3

Be Yourself Day pictures

2009-09-02T15:58:00.010+08:00

as promised, Be Yourself Day photos!
but some of the pics are blur, cos lmp got shaky hands!
LOL!

this is before the celebration.
when the whole school is outside for their 3km Aces Day walk, we are busy cam-whoring at the hall! LOL!

me and kay

me and mandy

OMG I LOVE EMILY's PINK SUNGLASSES!
DAMN NICE!!!!!!!!!

09S10 representatives! the "lucky" 5....
and if u are observant enough, u should be able to spot the difference
*tada* i changed from pink sunglasses to white sunglasses!
cos the pink one, i "ge-ai" and lent it to weijiang...

us on stage...

the paparazzi in action

yay and everything ended in abt 1 min -.-
LOL so fast lor...
but we had our fun :D

reading competition

2009-09-02T10:18:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!
PJC reading club took part in this 全国校园超级阅读明星比赛
and our entries are chosen for votings now!
so do help us by casting ur votes!
just have to enter ur particulars and write a short comments (of not more than 60 words)
u stand a chance of winning the lucky draw when u vote too :)
i noe the voting may be tedious, cos have to enter comments
but ur votes are important to us!
votings will contribute 30% to overall results
so do help us by going to http://www.hansvision.com/cn/readsingapore09/ to cast ur precious votes now!
online voting period will end on 8 Sept.
so hurry!
and.... THANKS PPL! :D

teachers day celebration

2009-09-01T10:40:00.002+08:00

had teachers' day celebration in school ysd
but we didnt managed to watch most of the performances
cos we were at the backstage
ya, the 5 of us were so "lucky" enough to be selected for the Be Yourself Day thingy.
then at first, we were very sian and not enthu, even felt like pon-ing the whole thing
but then after we changed in to our costume, all of us became very excited! LOL!
*great contrast*
and we thought maybe we could stand a chance of winning de.
cos we thought eric's costume kind of match the theme... hmm but nvm.
at least we had some fun at there on stage, although its just like 1 min! LOL!
shall post pics next time.
when i got the time to upload the pics from my camera :D

then after the celebration, BPGHS-Pioneers walked back to BP in one big gang!
its so cool la!
and just like what fiona said, there is this BPGHS-patriotic feel :D
although we may not be very close with all the 60+ BP-Pioneers, but we are all from the big BP family!
and as we walked back tgt in one whole gang, and meeting the other AJC/NJC gang on our way,
i really feel the BP spirit coming back!
all the familiar faces, all the familiar voices of the teachers....
it just makes me feel HOME.
and i know i can never feel the same way for PJC..
cos for some reason, BP just have the homely feeling that PJ cant provide.
and so, i still love BP the most :D
once a BPian, always a BPian.

jealous

2009-08-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

just found out abt sth...
thought i wont have any feelings after reading it
but i was so wrong...
hmm.........

it was so near yet so far

sick

2009-08-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

received the most dreaded PROMOS timetable today
we'll end exams quite early, as compared to the rest! whee :D
but the bad thing is, all our papers are quite packed in one week
so there's no extra day/break to study :(
unlike MYE...
and im really scared that i'll screw the 60% this time round!
cos recently, i havent been catching up with the lecture pace
its like im still trying to understand chapter A, and the lecturer has already started on chapter C!
depressed :(

and im sick today!
what a "nice" timing to get sick...
i need my precious weekends to catch up with my tutorials and lectures de!
hope will recover by tmr. :)
anyway we had celebration for ms xiao today!
cos she's leaving to taiwan for her further studies :(
so sad. cos she's a wonderful maths tcher!
cam-whore a bit.
i think i look weird/pale in the pics, cos seriously, i dont feel well today
slept for the whole afternoon just now, and skipped CIP as a result
(anyway thanks lmp, for ur sms!)
lets hope our next maths tcher will be nice also...
heard that its a male tcher.
i dont like male tcher to teach maths! i dont know why.
but all along, since pri school, my maths tchers are always females!
except sec 1 and sec 2. LOL!

so its officially about 1 month to promos!
STRESSED!!!!
pray hard that i wont screw up my promos...

continued from previous post

2009-08-16T17:20:00.002+08:00

haha i asked the 3 of them to read my previous post ysd
then mandy and lmp had the same first reaction when they received my sms!
they thought im up to no good :(
LOL surprise doesnt necessary means negative de things ok!
and then after a while, lmp told me she cried after reading my post
HAHA got so touched arh?
and these few days, we have been talking more and hence, got closer :) (both of us think so too)
becoming more like jiejie and meimei now. haha!
and then i told her
she's my talking parter and listening ear
mandy's my mugging parter
belle's my crapping and retarded parter
haha! :D
so they are equally important.

ok i shall not say anything more
just in case, later lmp sees this and cry again. LOL!
ysd after tuition, emily reminded us that its 6 weeks more to PROMOS!
OMG! time flies!
6 weeks more!
its not even enough for me to finish doing my revision
its not even enough for me to fully understand and catch up with the bullet-train lecture pace! (esp for chem)
and let alone, doing tys and practise extra qns...
-.-
omg omg omg omg stressed to the max~

kinderjoy

2009-08-15T19:27:00.002+08:00

omg i forgot to mention how touched i was ysd morning.
all because of the ultra sweet lmp!
on thur afternoon, i suddenly had mood swings.
andi felt moody for the whole of thur, even at night!
then when we were sms-ing each other on thur night, i randomly told her i was sad and felt like crying...
it was already 9+ pm, i think
and that sweeter-than-honey lmp actually went out of her house to the nearby store and bought kinderjoy for me!
when we had maths test the next day!
she sacrificed her revision time to buy kinderjoy for me! OMG!
and to be frank, when she gave me the kinderjoy ysd morning, i was really really very touched
but of course, i held back my tears :)
THANKS A LOT, LMP! (my 幼稚鬼 mei mei!) <3
that kinderjoy was the sweetest kinderjoy i've ever eaten. haha!
and i really appreciated ur efforts in trying to cheer me up
thanks mei mei! <3

although i've only known them for about 6 months, somehow, i just feel very comfortable telling them all my unhappiness and my secrets....
in fact, i think they know more about my secrets than any other friend does.
because since they are not from bp, they wont know who im talking abt (although they name the person's name)
and so, i feel really very comfortable telling them everything
pls la, i even told mandy abt _______, when i've promised to keep that secret to myself!
so which means nobody knows abt _______, except mandy!
OMG cant believe i actually told her that la

im glad that i actually sticked to the RIGHT PEOPLE on the first day when 09S10 saw each other, during orientation
at that point of time, i dont even noe a single person from 09S10 la!
i was secretly whinning abt how i didnt end up being in the same class with any BPian although 60+ BPians are in PJ!
and so, i just randomly followed a group of RS girls and sticked to them throughout the whole day!
and guess what, they turned out to be really fun and good friends! :D
thats why i call them the right people!
cos i can act normally in front of them.
i can be as unglam as i want.
i can crap as much as i want.
and they can still tolerate...
LOL!

hmm and in case u are reading this, YES im referring to u!
老老鬼 (mandy) , 赖皮鬼 (belle) and 幼稚鬼 (lmp)
6 months of friendship, and still counting....
haha and im looking forward to knowing u girls further
(i aim to be RS stalker! haha)

LOL!

2009-08-08T16:23:00.002+08:00

LOL i want laugh until stomach burst alr.... haha
this is what happened ....

i switched on my hp, saw the sms sent by this unknown number
so i replied "who are u"
then that guy told me his name.
but i dont even noe anyone whose name is what he told me!
so ya, we concluded that he sent the msg to the wrong person, or his hp got bogus.
then he asked how old i am.
i told him mine, he told me his...
then he asked if i got facebook.
told me his email then i went facebook and take a look
AND THEN, I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE!
entered that email add. looked at the mutual friend list!
and guess which name appeared!
MANDY LOO!
LOL ya.....
so it turned out that the guy is MANDY LOO's GORGOR!
OMG LA. so funny can!
now i noe how come he got my number when i dont even noe him already
cos that funny girl saved my number in his phone last time.
LOL!

I WANT LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH BURST LE LA!
FUNNY TO THE MAX! :D :D :D

ndp celebration

2009-08-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

LOL had NDP celebration today
the whole thing started out quite sian...
the usual NDP speech etc. and 1 h 45 min of PW!
when our class didnt even noe abt it until today
so everyone came unprepared, like totally!
so we slacked and wasted our 1 h 45 mins
then proceeded to the hall for NDP concert
where 09S10 got damn hyper and high^^
during the singing part, we were like dragging ms chan to join us
and we sang loudly, we jumped and we screamed....
things that happened during campfires, happened today in the hall -.-
LOL!
then ms chan got influenced by us, and got high also! HAHAHA!
and the boys carried "peter" up! omg!

they came up with all sorts of weird english name ysd s
dunnoe why
wenjie become peter
xuewei become maria?
then suddenly, they changed my "chiabomb" to "terror" -.-
but i still think chiabomb sounds nicer
cos it had been my nickname since pri sch...
im very used to it alr.... :D

and im wondering how come my dear S10 become so hyper these 2 days!
ms chan said we ate wrong medicine! LOL!
first time got so high while singing NDP songs -.-
but still, i love my class! :D
(although today they keep saying i belong to *another class*... but nvm i still belong to S10 ok!)

bunny

2009-08-06T21:51:00.001+08:00

thats how retarded my class is!
everyone got bunny in front of msn nick la!
CUTE!
i suggested it de :D
whee 09S10 is becoming more crappy and fun! <3

gym

2009-08-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

went to the school gym for the FIRST time ysd during pe....
it was hot and stuffy la. cos cnt switch on air con -.-

and funny lmp sent me 64 smiley faces using sms ysd night
just when i was feeling very down...
the msg came at the perfect timing!
so i shall be happy :D :D :D :D
the smiley faces can last me for 2 months.... so yea, see how bah.

MR CHU ANNOUNCED THAT THERE WILL BE AN ECONS TRIP TO SYDNEY THIS DEC!!!!
mandy, wenjie and i are very excited!
but not sure if can get selected mah. (cos priority given to 4H2s -.-)
but who cares!
if my parents allow me to go and i got selected........
I'LL BE DAMN HAPPY ! :D
i want go! i want go! i want go! (bu the trip abit ex la)

omg this post is seriously very very disorganised...
haha!

stress :(

2009-08-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

not a little, but is too stressed!
overloaded with homework this week
EoM final draft, 3x2 econs essay qns, chem test, and lots of tutorial left uncompleted.
OMG !!!!!!!
im lagging behind tutorials since last week
how do u expect me to complete my tutorial when i dont even understand what the lecturer is talking abt?! :(
OMG!
now, im very looking forward to the long weekend break this friday-next monday
then i can study at my own pace, and hopefully finish up the tutorials
i feel guilty going for lessons with tutorials left blank -.-

even lmp, belle and mandy also think that im weird this week
maybe its because of the stress
i just dont feel like crapping that much these few days
and they have been asking me why i suddenly become so quiet and emo
to be frank, i also dunoe
one min ago, i can be laughing and crapping with them
and the next min, i can just sit there and keep quiet for dunoe how long
haix.... :(

and im starting to get very worried for my promos
whats the use of scoring so many As when u fail GP?!
fail GP = maybe will get retained :(
actually, during parents meeting last sat, i almost cried when talking to ms chan
cos i can tell that she expected more from me
even she also noe im disappointed with my own results
cos its too extreme, i can do extremely well for econs and extremely lousy for gp -.-
and when she asked "this is not enough right? u want more right?" (referring to results)
i nodded my head and tried to hold back my tears
and im serious.
i just dunwant to drop tears in front of teacher/parents
i want to act happy
i want to act stress-less
but sometimes, its really hard...

bang ur head and forget all the stress! :)

S.H.E !

2009-08-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

YAY i got my S.H.E book today le! :D
went to collect it after my parents meeting session.
as usual, its the same few comments.
quiet, hardworking etc.
was very very shocked when i saw my percentile for econs!
too high/good until i cant believe it la!
but then on the other hand, my gp percentile sucks to the max!
spoil my whole result slip la! :(
haix!
omg promos 60% leh! die!
must buck up le. cant afford to flunk that 60% !
and ms chan said she cant guarantee if we will be promoted to J2 if we fail GP -.-
maybe can, maybe cannot.
haix!
nvm work harder! :D

and btw lmp and i were talking craps via sms last night
when we suddenly decided to find a clique name for ourselves! LOL!
its based on lmp's kou tou chan.
so after some discussions, we concluded that....
mandy = papa = lao lao gui
belle = mama = lai pi gui
me = jiejie = hu tu gui
lmp = meimei = you zi gui
LOL! now u noe how lame lmp and i can be alr...
this is not the worse.
wait till u find out abt our "secret place" and the story behind it! LOL!
yay! BELLE, in case u read this post....
now u got no chance to not acknowledge the gui gui jia zu le!
cos i've posted this on my blog! haha!

camwhoring in school

2009-07-29T20:54:00.007+08:00

ok like what i've mentioned in the previous post
i joined in the usual camwhoring session on monday, before maths tutorial!
im feeling very high these few days, all thanks to lmp the abnormal girl

actually there's a lot of unglam pics
so i'll just post some "nicer" ones. (spastic!)
haha

told u we're spastic!
actually kay is supposed to act as if she's drinking from the cup. (which she managed to do it successfully!)
but i failed! cos my hands are too low. im suppposed to be hugging the whale. -.-

this one erm.... i dont know what we are doing
im just doing whatever scary is doing.... haha

we're wanted! OMG!
but i like this pic.
i think it's one of the nicest pic we took that day.
although its a bit dark.

lecturer in action!
LOL! look at kay's expression!
classic!

u're seeing doubles! :D

and more doubles... scary looks really scary! she looks like a ball! LOL!

and more doubles! uno got nice hairstyle...
haha!

so ya, this week is the craziest and happiest week ever since term 3
all thanks to lmp for entertaining me!
continue being like this for the rest of the year! :D
oh and we brought mandy to our "secret place" today!
and told her the "story".... haha!
and so, we concluded that lmp and i have weird imagination.
(i think by the end of this week, i'll have sore jaws. cos laugh too much le. LOL)
so i shall control my laughter now. try not to laugh!
i dont want the recording of my laughter for my 18th birthday present! (haha belle!)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
ok before i turn crazy again, i shall start on my pw now.
off to pw~

fun day in school

2009-07-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

OMG today is like.... the craziest day since the start of term 3!
firstly, our dearest lmp finally smile, laugh and joke with us THROUGHOUT the day!
she's a happy girl today! which is so unusual....
hmm but continue to be like that bah. :D

and then, i was like trying to control my laughter the whole day
im trying very hard not to laugh out la!
all because of belle!
she said my laughter is very funny. got 2 different pitch de.
then in the end, mandy keep trying to hear me laugh! -.-
u noe, its so hard to control ur laughter, ok?

and then, during our 3omins break before maths tutorial,
i dunoe why suddenly i just joined in the cam-whoring session with kay, gracia, uno and likhoon
its so fun la! cos of all the cute cute backgrounds and effects.
we had a great laugh
and i really enjoyed myself very much :D
i think its kind of rare for me to mingle so well with the rest of my classmates?
cos i realised lmp, belle, mandy and i always hang together as a clique
so ya, its good to mingle with the rest too.
im curious to see the end-result of all our crazy cam-whoring!
cos i didnt have a chance to take a look at the photos in school.

and the last thing, is really damn random and crazy!
the 3 of us anyhow mix me with _______
and even come up with an equation. (or should it be receipe?)
wth la! they damn jokers!
made me laugh and laugh during gp lessons today!
and i cant believe im that blur to actually almost wrote _____'s name on the paper im passing to lmp! luckily, mandy caught me in time! if not, i'll be so dead.....
blur queen in action T_T
and seriously, i dont want to end up to be lmp no.2! (inside joke. they should noe what im referring to)

haix so in conclusion, i had the craziest day in school today
with lots of craps and laughters
there's no such thing as monday blues
when u've crazy friends with u! :D

爱的3温暖

2009-07-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

yay i went to popular and pre-ordered my <<爱的3温暖>> just now!
HAPPY^^ :D
whee im now looking forward to 31 july!
hope the popular staff will call me asap!
then i can rush down to popular and collect my beloved book!
WHEE!!!!!!!!!!
IM HAPPY XD

gp

2009-07-21T19:04:00.003+08:00

hmm maybe i should really force myself to pay attention during gp lessons
and do his assignments faithfully and seriously
if not i will be stuck with the _____ grade for the rest of my JC life!
OMG!
(i shall take liquid paper and erase away my gp grade when we get back our result slip!)
LOL! :D
i like gp
i like gp
i like gp
omg................ fine! i admit im cheena! -.-

LOL i didnt expect myself to get 2 As for MYE this time
cos i didnt really study very hard, as compared to that WONG HUI LIN! :(
so im very contented with my results le, with exception of GP!
and i tyco tyco get first in class!
LOL first time in my life^^
and i shall use it as my source of motivation to push harder for better results :D
must score more As next time!
i've found my motivation again! yay happy!
lets hope this motivation will stay long...
at least until end of promos
i really really really want to score well for promos. :)

harry potter

2009-07-16T18:59:00.002+08:00

HARRY POTTER IS OUT TODAY^^
haha will be watching it with dear regina tmr after school, provided that we can get the tickets :)
i know its ridiculous to watch movie during schooldays
but i want to study hard, play hard.
haha dont want to end up like a nerd who only noes how to study but have no life -.-
anyway i shall treat it as a reward for my MYE results
although my results are not very perfect and i didnt meet the expectation/goal i set for myself....
but at least i know im scoring above average :)
im contented already, seriously. cos i know i didnt put in a lot of effort in revising
AAD/B. (shall not mention the stupid gp....)
although my chem results sucks. cos it destroys my nice As and B....
but i've tried my best. so its ok :)
will work harder to achieve better results!
hopefully, can be in top 3 in class!
i wish they will print our class position and level position on our result slip -.- (like BP's one)
cos it really serves as a source of motivation for me....
at least i know where i stand, and how im doing as compared to the rest
hmmm.....
i want to get my AAA/A!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but how to get A for chem?! :(

luckily regina and i didnt go for the BP Opera Performance at RP last sunday
cos i heard that a lot of ppl who went got sick in the end
fever, flu etc....
OMG H1N1! scary....

results

2009-07-15T16:48:00.002+08:00

got back most of my papers, except econs
hmm i should say.... the results are more or less what i've expected myself to get
judging at how unprepared i was during the MYE period
judging at how i made lots of stupid careless mistakes when i've already written the correct answer somewhere on my script (arh, forget it, u wont know what im talking abt unless u look at my pathetic script -.- )
yea, so im feeling neutral right now
maybe a little disappointed for GP.
CT period today was scary
cos whatever ms chan said was like, exactly what we're thinking/doing
that makes my guilty level rise even higher -.-
but i'll work harder for the rest of this term, for promos!
hope that by then, my results can improve by at least one grade. ><
seriously, when i look back, o level is CHICKEN FEET la! (compared to now....)

o level, if u nvr study, can still get a decent grade
but now, even if u study, the results also like ______
haix the difference is really big lor :(
and just when i thought im already hardworking enough as compared to some other ppl, what ms chan said today brings me back to reality again
according to her, im LAZY!
she didnt pin point names la.
she just list out those characteristics that belongs to a lazy person, or something like that
"when u open ur TYS and realise a lot of qns look alien to u, u freak out and start convincing yourself not to scare yourself further, and so u close the TYS and forget abt it"
"when u reach home, bathe and finish ur dinner, u study for abt 1-2 hours every night"
"what did u all do during free periods? sit down and talk? or study?"
etc etc......
she said a lot of things which i can totally relate to!
cos there's what i do most of the time! (unfortunately)
ya so, thats lazy! :(
which means i must study a lot more in order to be hardworking -.-
sooner or later, i'll just turn into a nerd la! :(
but nvm, i'll rather suffer now than suffer in the future
the opp cost of retaining/not scoring well for Alevel is really very big!
she did the calculation at the start of the year before. the sums are scary, really!

so i should not live in my own fantasy world anymore
sadly, im not as hardworking as i thought i was :(
its time to return back to reality. although its cruel and stressul ><
work extra extra hard for promos!
no more time to play anymore.
the opp cost of slacking for 1 hour is already very big
i dont want to fall extra hard in order to learn my lesson!
i WILL do well for promos.
and im working towards that goal.
shall go mug at the library with B.I.P (esp HUILIN!) whenever its possible
must study with friends who will motivate u to study :)
JIAYOU^^

PW IS STRESSFUL TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doom's week

2009-07-12T12:47:00.002+08:00

school starts "officially" tmr....
the past 2 weeks were just exams and some boring post-exam activities ><
next week is doom's week, for me. cos we'll be getting back our papers
somehow, im mentally prepared to face all the lousy results le.
i told regina ysd that its better to die a fast death than a delayed one. (that reminds me of The Green Mile, the movie we watched during GP lecture)
so i rather get back all the papers in one single day and just die on that particular day
than to get back results day-by-day, and die everyday -.-
foundation not good, and everything starts pilling up like mountains T_T
that shows how "intelligent" i am...........
haix nvm, im prepared to face the truth le
faster give us back all the papers and get done with it bah!
*and pray hard that i wont get too lousy results*

but on a happier note, i FINALLY got to meet up with dear ysd!
after weeks/months of not seeing her!
managed to noe some things at her :D
and i wish her good luck. LOL!
(u dont have to know what im talking abt, cos as long as dear noes, jiu can le. haha)

and we cam-whore in the toilet.
a bit paiseh la! cos those aunties were staring at us as if they had never seen ppl taking photos in their entire life before.... -.-
thats why we look weird/unglam in most of the photos, as a result. LOL!
so this is the only decent photo. (although its still not very decent -.-)
nvm, next time meet up then take more pics. :D
anyway im kind of touched by what dear said that day (in her sms)
cos i finally told her what happened and how ______ managed to almost brain-wash me abt *something negative*
and to be honest, i really feel very very guilty abt this
cos i actually almost believed _______ and almost lost trust in my 8 years de best friend!
WHY AM I SO STUPID ?!
and luckily, dear didnt get too offended by my stupidity.
im very touched by what she said, "why let an outsider affect our friendship"
ya, i wont be so stupid and naive anymore!
i've seen ______'s true colour.
no matter what, we'll still be gf forever! :D
thanks a lot, dear! for tolerating my stupidity. ><

and i admit im very very stupid last year
cos i did a lot of stupid things and hurt a few people
and i've decided to keep all these secrets.
dear is the only one who noes how stupid i was last year
and im so glad i have her to turn to last year
whenever i did something stupid and end up hurting another person
ok better not say anymore.
i'll be more mature in the future! :D

huilin's house

2009-07-09T20:52:00.004+08:00

OMG la!
this week is damn slack can!
i dont need to go sch on tues and tmr
which means, i only go to sch ysd and today!
LOL and i actually survived ysd's 4 hours of GP -.-
today's pw wasnt as boring as i thought it would be la. so hai hao :)
and i think the China's Social Norm de talk today was quite interesting too
cos the speaker said a lot of jokes.... haha

oh and today we went to huilin's hse to slack !
i think the last time i went to her hse was during o-level period T_T
OMG thats like so.... LONG ago la!
if chingching also join us then jiu hao le
cos then, it will be B.I.P gathering liao! :(
nvm, there's still next time
i really miss the days when B.I.P will see each other everyday, everytime in school :(
i miss the times we stick together like glue. LOL!
and i also miss my dear.... XUANNY!

at the end of the day, i dont want to just get good results, but lost all my good friends :(
i want to strike a balance between good results and close friendship.....
i will try my best to do so.... :)

anyway enjoy this!
all of us had a great laugh when the tcher showed us this before pw lecture
LOL! how i wish they will show us one funny video everytime before a lecture
it keeps me awake! haha :D

yuki yaki

2009-07-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

went to Yuki Yaki today for buffet
it was meant to be a belated bday celebration for yunfang de LOL
so the 5 of us (regina, yunfang, shuli, wanting and me) had lots of fun today
esp the D.I.Y ice cream part LOL!
i will always rmb how retarded we are
staring at the liquid ice cream and wondering why it havent start to freeze
and panicking and thinking that we've spoilt their cold pan
when its us who forgot to switch on the cold pan de switch T_T
LOL la! i guess i've spread my blur sotong virus to them liao....
haha!

and Marina Square doesnt seem as far as i thought afterall
the mrt ride was only abt 40+mins? (luckily we didnt take the red line)
and i took bus home with wanting after that
cos we got direct bus from marina bay to bukit panjang :)
and the two of us slept until very shuang during the bus ride
LOL! :D

ok this shall be my last time playing liao
im still in a holiday mood
must quickly switch back to the "mugger" mood liao
and i shall start to learn how to study smart
and not study hard
cos i realise although i may seem very hardworking, but the content doesnt get into my head -.-
its time to change my study method le. perhaps?
hope can see improvements......
im not satisfied with my test results at all! :(
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY....
I DONT WANT TO GET RETAIN!

exams over

2009-07-03T13:06:00.002+08:00

im happily slacking now!
cos MYE officially ended today^^
i shall reward myself by slacking as much as i can this weekend
before the everyday-study-like-mad days start next week... T_T
i think im still in a holiday mood......
dont think i can adapt quickly when lessons resume ><
its scary how time flies
which means PROMOS is getting nearer too
i think i better start revising whenever i can, so that i wont start the ball rolling again....
as in i got a lot of uncleared doubts when im doing my revision for MYE, esp chem :(
and i enter the exam hall without truly understanding all the concepts
haix..... where did all my motivations to achieve my goals go to?!
at this rate, i dont think i can be able to achieve the targets i set for this year.... :(
haix jiayou jiayou jiayou^^
i want study with B.I.P !!!! cos they give me motivations to study....

faceboook !

2009-06-25T11:28:00.002+08:00

somehow i think the Likeness quizzes on facebook are quite accurate
i mean the results, yea.
did a few quizzes and most of the results i got are quite true, at least for me la. :)
and i just did one on "Which Clique Should You Be In?"
and the results is freaking true la!

Chia took the What Clique Should You Be In? quiz.

(Even if you're already in a clique, this quiz'll tell you which one you oughta be in.)

Chia Jia Min's result is "The Smart Kids"

Your social life's important to you, but so are getting good grades, expanding your mind and securing your future. You should find friends who feel the same way. Find other smart kids to hang around by joining academic clubs and chatting up folks in advanced placement classes. Who knows - you might even find some hot nerd romance while you're at it.

SEE! true right? haha
cos B.I.P consists of all smart ppl! (im the odd one out, i guess) LOL
and in 09S10, my clique is also quite smart de lor !
munpheng, belle and mandy! :D
haha. but i love it this way
cos they will motivate me to study harder and slack less :)

and studying together with B.I.P makes me feel stressed ><
esp HUILIN!
she looks damn stressed out ok!
must relax! i know u can do it de. i help u add lots of oil :)
and XIANGQIN! must start revising on other subjects also, dont keep doing maths! haha
CHINGCHING! jiayou for ur mye also! (although the topics that u've learnt for maths looks very very very scary and tedious) nvm, we'll get to learn those topics soon :(
and YAMYAM.... i just realised i havent study with u for this june holiday yet. haha but anyway all the best. :)
ok i've dedicated msg to B.I.P le. im in love with them^^ LOL!
and now the B.I.P blog looks very nice
but must continue to keep it alive ok! dont let it be dead anymore :)
and B.I.P president and vice president havent post on the blog before right?
LOL must post sth :D
update chingching abt our life, so she wont feel left out :)
haha!

ok enough crapping.
now its time for studying!

photos from today!

2009-06-19T21:42:00.005+08:00

KBOX PLUS HUIQING'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

woo! i am fast!
i just came home like 1 hour ago, and im already done with all the pics.
LOL! so ya, we celebrated chingching's birthday although her actual birthday is like 3 weeks ago.
she actually believed us when i said huilin and i will join them later cos i need to buy sth!
and after buying the strawberry cake which huilin and i think it looks super delicious at first sight... we suprised the so-called birthday girl :D
LOL luckily she nvr see me beforehand, if not the well-planned surprise will be ruined by me, the ultra blur sotong!
cos on our way to the kbox room, i actually took the cake and walked past the room without knowing! and according to huilin, i almost opened the door! LOL!
luckily, the birthday girl didnt see me. ><
i cant believe im such a sotong T_T

so this is the strawberry cake, with the birthday girl !

see! the cake looks so nice and delicious right ?! haha :D

and our messy table which is full of food. LOL !

and of course.... B.I.P group photo!
NOT FAIR LA! i just realised their heads are so much smaller than mine!
cos they are hiding at the back. ><
next time i shall hide at the back when taking photo also. :)

i think they got no excuse to say they cant hear my voice today!
cos we didnt put the singer's voice as background
and the mic voice is damn loud today!
so i can hear my voice super clearly la! LOL for the first time -.-
i dunoe why, they always say my voice is super soft even with the mic... haix
huilin nvr use mic, also louder than me la! LOL!
and they are like so HIGH today! keep shouting and screaming.
and somehow, i pity the group of people who are in the room beside us -.-
its like, they can even stand up and scream when they are singing a slow song la! LOL.
and i kind of got influenced in the end....
although i did not scream like mad people.... :D
and yay! i didnt get emo today during our kbox session.
cos i didnt get to sing *that song* in the end. 5 hrs passed so quickly la! :(

i dunoe when's the next time we'll have BIP outing again.
but i really hope we will have another outing asap! :)
and anyway all the best for the upcoming MYE! JIAYOU!
BIP will excel together! yay! :D

B.I.P outing :)

2009-06-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

yay we're FINALLY having our once-per-holiday B.I.P outing tmr!
after deciding and changing the date like dunoe how many times
i still rmb everytime chingching asks me when we are meeting, i'll always reply her "erm dunoe leh, will confirm with u again asap"
and now....... we're counting down to tmr!!!!
whee! im very excited
cos very very very long nvr see chingching le!
i think if im not wrong, the last time B.I.P officially gathered together is march holiday bah?
when we mugged in cck library.

anyway we're going back to the same place for B.I.P outing
which is...... kbox!
LOL its my second kbox trip this june holiday le.
i've charged my camera already! must take lots of pictures tmr^^
i'll force them to take pics too. :)
and hopefully, we can take another B.I.P group photo
i just realised we dunhave much group photos leh...
most of the time, the photos are not complete de. as in not all 5 of us are inside the photo. ><
oh ya, and that reminds me....
WHEN ARE WE TAKING OUR NEOPRINT ARH?
its like... we've been talking abt it since sec 1....
and yet, we still havent take our neoprint until now. ><
LOL!

i miss B.I.P!
i miss the days when all of us will joke/eat together during recess time
i miss the days when we study together for Os
i miss the fateful day when all of us isolate ourselves from the rest (and gather behind the hall, facing the field) and ask abt each other's results and which JC we are going etc. and end up crying....
i miss the time when we cry together because we will no longer be in the same class... (last day of sec 2) *i still rmb how our dear BIP president starts crying first and end up influencing all of us*
*and how i end up crying more when _____ asks me not to cry*
I MISS SEC 2 DAYS!!!!
AND I MISS BP MORE THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD!
i thought i will just leave BP without much memories
but i was wrong....
its only after graduating from BP that i realise all my wonderful memories are the days in BP! (or in particularly, like what xiangqin said, lower sec days)
the friends, the teachers, the environment, the bonds we had etc.... everything!
things are just different now....
how i wish we can go back to BP again.
seriously, i dont mind wearing the maroon red skirt again.
i used to complain BP skirt is ugly cos its maroon red.
but if we can turn back time and go back to BP again, i wont complain anymore
i really miss BP..... T_T

kbox with xq, hl and kj!

2009-06-12T11:56:00.002+08:00

ysd's kbox was fun!
it has been a long time since im so relaxed le
anyway, my mood was like a roller coaster ride ysd afternoon
one moment, i was very happy
then the next moment, i just sat there, keeping quiet and refusing to take the mic and sing
LOL! sry xiangqin, huilin and kaijun!
if i've scared u guys ysd.
i'm just being reminded of sth unpleasant after singing a particular song.
*memories*
i guess im being very emotional nowadays...
must be the stress....
maybe i shouldnt think too much. ><

then after kbox, we went to subway for dinner
and i refused to eat the subway sandwich
(for a particular weird reason that only close friends will know)
haha then we sort of gossip a while.
and found out a lot abt each other's secret! *woot*
then huilin, kaijun and i stood at cck mrt station there and continued talking for like 30 mins?
before we finally went to mac and continue our girls talk. LOL!
but i left earlier halfway through the talk, at about 9.20pm?
its way later than the curfew i set for myself le! LOL
ya, i set my own curfew whenever i go out. ><
i treat it as self-discipline. but occasionally, i still break my curfew de.
like ysd.... haha!
at first im not very comfortable abt talking abt all my problems face-to-face de
but in the end, i still did!
i bet kaijun and huilin must have thought im very very stupid last year.
i admit i was. ><
but if the same thing happens again, i wont do the same thing le. =X
nvm, its for us to know, and for u to find out. haha

and now back to serious stuff, the 2nd week of june holiday is ending
and i've done nothing productive yet!
OMG! im so dead for mid years! :(
but i just cant switch myself back to the study mode again!
esp after LTC.
haix.... DEAD!

BACK FROM LTC :D

2009-06-09T12:12:00.002+08:00

whee!
im back from LTC 2009 :D
and i survived the 15km hike!
during the later part of the hike, my blister was like bleeding throughout the journey -.-
2 plasters also not enough la! my socks and shoes got stained with blood, as a result.
LOL! T_T
then when we went down to the sea to test out the life jacket before kayaking, it was damn painful! *ouch*
but nvm, i had fun during the camp :)
shall elaborate more next time. when i feel like it.
haha i need time to organise my thoughts first. lol :D

*and i broke 2 records during the camp. but it was not sth to be proud of though. haha nvm shall talk abt it in my next post*

GSC tmr!

2009-06-02T15:43:00.001+08:00

GP paper down!
will be having GSC paper 1 and paper 2 tmr.
hope that the topics i studied for will come out tmr. :)
i want to secure my grades for GSC
(since its like the easiest subject to get an A, so far. i think la.)
LOL!
and i want to score higher than ________! (cant stand his attitude sometimes-.-)
ok jiayou ppl!
after tmr, then must mug hard for the rest of the H2 papers after holidays le! :D
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL MY KBOX DATES!!!!!
KBOX!!!!!

15km?!

2009-05-31T12:33:00.003+08:00

i feel like dropping out from the Student Leadership Camp from 5-8june :(
there's this overnight trekking on 5 june.
must walk all the way from PJC to the campsite at Lim Chu Kang!
about 15km. !!!!
OMG! and somemore, we have to carry our super heavy backpack with us all the way!
yea, i hope i wont drop dead along the way ><
walking 15 km at night is already ...........
walking + carry the ultra heavy backpack (with 1.5litre bottle filled completely with water) is like hell :(
and worse is, we have to walk past a cemetery on our way, i think?
OMG! freaking scary!
and the very very very very very (x10000times) scary height element games (flying fox etc...) and the very very very very very (x10000times) scary kayaking. (i dunoe how to swim! -.-) maybe, i should really considering pon-ing the camp T_T

its sounds so much like OBS
but the thing is, i think im way too fortunate during OBS last time
cos my group didnt have the chance to play the height element games (THANK GOD!)
and while most ppl are kayaking, ours is the small boat(or whatever its called. i forgot le) with 8 ppl de, then got steering wheel de. so its much more stable and wont capsize so easily.
thats why my group dont have capsize drills. (LUCKY!)
yea, see. i survived OBS happily because i successfully escaped from all those activities tat i seriously have a phobia in. (i.e. height and water!)
and im serious.
im really scared of height and water.
phobia for height is normal la. (at least for girls)
but phobia for water LOL. i dunoe why. but im scared of water since young (as in swimming pools, sea etc. those type of water la!) last time i wanted to learn swimming de. but i ran away the moment i stepped into the swimming pool! LOL ><

someone, tell me how im going to survive this year's leadership training camp!
there's no way i can escape from height + water this time round -.-
arghhhh! kill me bah.....

but on a happier note, my camp group members are quite fun to talk to :)
and im in the same group with HUILIN! (cos same cca mah)
ok thats the only happy thing that is worth to be mentioned.

haix, but i'll just treat the camp as a challenge bah
if i can survive this camp (i.e. overcome my phobia), there'll be nth much to be afraid of in the future :)
but if i cant, yea, u'll see me crying during the camp. (maybe i'll be standing on the pole, dunoe how many storeys above ground level, and crying cos i dun dare to jump down. hmm or worse, maybe i wont even dare to climb up that pole)

ok i shall stop imaging the worse now.
can someone pls stop the time NOW?
so that 5 june wont come so early?
seriously, i need time for mental preparation. ><
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh and before i forget, my gp tcher indirectly said im cheenah during gp lesson that day! -.-
whats wrong with speaking chinese all the time?
whats wrong with reading chinese newspapers/books/magazines?
whats wrong with listening to chinese songs?
so what if i dun like to read english stuff?
hello!
although i admit im cheenah -.-
but not to the very extreme ok!
i still speak english when there's a need to
i still read english newspapers when there's a need to

its because of all those naive ppl who hate chinese to the core, that chinese is dying out
ysd, serene was like saying, chinese is our roots, our culture.
why must we abandon chinese, just because english is the global language of communication?
how can u call urself a chinese when u suck at the language?
*high five, serene!* LOL!

i noe i sound rather mean here.
but my point is, im not extremely cheenah ok!
i can be bilingual, if i want to
i can switch to speaking in english, if i want to
but its just that, i find it easier to communicate in chinese. ><
wth.
one more time someone claim that im cheenah, i swear i'll start reciting tang poems in front of u! (LOL)

i dont mind if u say it in a joking manner
but i'll get offended if u mean it in a serious manner -.-

busy

2009-05-25T21:32:00.001+08:00

argh im damn busy!
got homework.
got tests.
got GP mid year this friday! (OMG!)
got a lot of cca stuff to settle.
got pw.
got a lot a lot of other random stuff....
ARGH!
so many commitments. so little time.
can someone please stop the time? like NOW?
OMG OMG OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*i hope i wont get another emotional breakdown again*

chinese post

2009-05-24T16:12:00.002+08:00

如果你曾经努力过，但还是不成功，至少你对得起自己。
但如果你什么都不做，不付出也不努力，就算失败了，也没人会可怜你。
成功是要靠自己努力的。
不是坐在那边，守株待兔，就会有结果。

i dunoe what u're thinking.
but i just feel that, since u've already chosen the jc route, u have to put in the extra effort to work hard.
after all, nobody can help u if u dun help urself.
if u dun help urself, and if u dun allow others to help u, there is nth much we can do.
and like what belle (huihui gongzhu!) said tat day,
if u dun put in effort to study or revise consistently, u'll pay the price at the end of the year.
as a friend, i really dunwant to see such a thing happening to u.
so please wake up!!!!!!!

* im NOT referring to any particular person here. so dont be overly-sensitive and think im referring to u! *

shopping for farewell

2009-05-23T18:13:00.002+08:00

just now after tuition, i went shopping with regina !
ok not shopping literally, but shopping for next wed's farewell presents!
haha spent like nearly $40.
and i got to carry 2 big bags of stuff home.
it has been a long time since i last stepped into mini toons / more than words le
so its fun looking at all the cute cute things :D
and i think one of the game prizes is damn cute lah! (got winnie the pooh on it)
*feel like keeping it for myself* LOL!

and i realised its not easy to shop for presents too
cos got to make sure its suitable for both girls and boys
and at the same time, must make sure i dont exceed our budget
and i really dunoe what to buy la.
so ya, anyhow randomly pick 5 stuff for game prizes :)
i'm quite excited for next week's farewell!
cos of the game we'll be playing. haha
shall not reveal the secret here first :D

and back to studies, NEXT FRIDAY IS GP PAPER LE!
SHIT! :(
i've more or less given up hopes on gp liao.
but still, i hope i can get a decent grade. since its mid year exam!
i dont want to be greeted with results that are horrible....
so *pray* no failure pls!

stressed

2009-05-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

quoted from dearest CHING CHING! : "It's not nice to find out that i'm actually dumb."
yea, so true!
sad. :(
and when i do the stupid facebook quiz, the results are always the opposite!
wth.
i got "AAA-GP B" for the "what is ur a level grade"
and "NERD" for the "what type of university student are u"
and "over-achiever" for the "what type of student are u"
AND I OFFICIALLY DECLARE, ALL THESE RESULTS ARE CRAP!
they should give me accurate results like "dumb" or whatever -.-

i cant secure an A for tests anymore!
maybe becos the topics are getting harder.....
and maybe becos i've getting more and more tired after school everyday.....
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT MY As !!!!!!!!!!!!!
to me, getting 40+ is NOT EVEN A PASS although its considered as sub-pass in jc
PASS = 50 marks and above!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thus, the MINIMUM grade i can accept is a D!
PLS, not anything lower than that!
omg. i must work extra hard during the june holidays le.
i want my mid year grades to be nice :)
*hope the exam qns wont be that difficult*
*hope that i wont blank out again during tests/exams*

life is stressed........

GPP

2009-05-11T14:42:00.004+08:00

met up with PW group members in the morning to do GPP just now.
should be quite effective bah, since we finished our GPP within 2 hours. (i think so?)
then its home sweet home :)
oh ya! and guess who i saw at library today????
CHING CHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we are like, just 2 tables apart from each other. haha!

SO PPL, PLEASE HELP ME DO THIS SURVEY FOR PW
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=xC9VxkTjn25O0Bje2BDHJw_3d_3d
THANKS ALOT :D :D :D

ok did i do anything productive this long weekend?
no, i didnt!
OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and im starting to wonder, if i will ever put studies as my top priority and neglect friends along the way....
cos frankly speaking, i think im becoming more and more introvert le.
besides going for tuition, i dont even want to step out of my hse during weekends.
its not as if i chiong hwk 24 hrs a day (IM NOT A HARDCORE MUGGER!!!)
but like what regina said, after studing econs, we'll start to weigh our priority
and realise that going out to play during the weekends is too much an opportunity cost incurred
we'd rather use that time to study or do other meaningful things
OMG! is that what econs do to us!!!!
how come regina shares the same thought as me! LOL!
i dunoe. but as much as i put studies as my top priority, i really hope i wont neglect friends as well.
cos i really feel bad for pangseh-ing them for outings so many times, ever since school starts. ><
BUT...... I PROMISE I WONT PANGSEH U GUYS ANYMORE DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS!
cos i believe in study hard, play hard :)
WE SHALL MEET UP DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS!!!!
i miss going out with u guys!
ppl like xuanny, kaijun, ching ching etc....

VP :)

2009-05-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

ok just when other CCAs are still having their exco interview,
we already know our posts liao
so ya, xiaohui got president
and i got vice president :)
LOL the teachers said we he zhuo wu jian (chinese)
cos we are best friends^^
and P and VP are supposed to work hand in hand mah
but its good, at least i can communicate with xiaohui :)
haha.
and since the J2s are stepping down soon, its time i become more responsible le
i hope i can show more leadership this time round.
cos frankly speaking, i dont think i did a very good job in being the PL for guides last time ><
but this time round, im determined to do a better job!
haha jiayou to xiaohui also! :D

and mid years is coming!
its time to mug and mug liao :D

strangers...

2009-05-03T14:08:00.002+08:00

suddenly, i realised u're no longer the person i once know
is it u who changed too much
or is it me who didnt change.
i dunoe.

为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空渐渐阴霾.............

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人

physical distance is not the main problem
as long as we can stay emotionally attached....
but, can we?

upset

2009-05-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

it always takes two hands to clap
i cant be the only one who is putting in effort
if u dont do anything abt it....
i really dunoe how we will end up to be.....

labour day

2009-04-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

finally.... there's another long weekend!
3 days for me to catch up with school work
im starting to get blur during lectures now, both econs and chem
econs was quite manageable all along, but not after costs of production
i find myself staring at the ppt slides blankly without understanding the concept....
chem was also quite ok, but not after atomic structure and chemical bonding
i cant do my tutorials! :(
i guess its all about reading the notes before lecture bah
its either im too busy or too lazy to read up on my notes before lecture nowadays...
thats why keep getting confused nowadays
WHERE HAVE ALL MY PASSION FOR STUDIES GONE TO????
at the start of the year, im really determined to do well and to excel
i read my lecture notes before attending lectures
and i do my tutorials happily
but since the start of term 2, the passion seems to have disappeared.
i stare blankly at the screen during lectures
i attend tutorials with half-completed work
i dont have much confidence during class tests anymore.

mid year is coming.
MUST BUCK UP LIAO!
cant afford to lag behind anymore.
i will constantly remind myself of the goal i set for myself at the start of the year
must chiong towards the finishing line!!!!!!!!!
and hope i wont drop dead even before reaching the finishing line.....
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D

life is getting more and more boring nowadays
its always studies studies and more studies
but thats jc life :(
and ms chan is so right.
why are we grumbling abt how tedious jc life is?
even if u choose a poly life, it doesnt mean life will be so much easier....
thats how life is in singapore.
face the reality.
in the end, its still the piece of stupid cert that matters.
and im not going to let the piece of paper ruin my future.
i've had enough regrets.... i dont want more!
so...... lets study
*in the process of turning into mugger*
(somehow, i got a bad feeling that i wont do well for mid year. haix)

4P1 outing

2009-04-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

this week seems to be a busy week ahead
i've already started my tutoring CIP every friday afternoon
then got 4 hrs of econs tuition this sat. (to make up for the lesson i skipped last sat because of hsk)
and 4P1 CLASS OUTING IS ON THIS SAT!
heard that is steamboat :)
though im still not sure if i can go, but i'll try to go
hope yunfang is going too^^
oh and i think, we got to go tiong bahru for some stupid NE trip this sun too
as a class :)
which means, my weekends are fully packed to the max!
argh
im still thinking of asking my dear out this sat afternoon to watch movie
cant rmb the movie's name but it seems nice! (from the advertisement)
nvm, next time bah

and i think dear is not really happy in her class
but the beginning is always the most difficult stage!
sooner or later, u'll get used to it de :)

omg and i think im starting to struggle abit with sch stuff
keep getting stuck while doing tutorials
and i keep falling asleep for the last 10 mins of lectures
BUT WHEN I DOZE OFF, I STILL HEAR WHAT THE LECTURER IS SAYING
which means i still noe my stuff and content
just that my eyes are closed for that 10 mins? LOL!
omg i think im clever! can listen while sleeping! LOL!
and the most li hai thing is, i even dare to sleep in mr chu's lecture!
for 2 times le, i think?
and the most funny thing is, when i hear some important stuff, i'll open my eyes and write down notes, then sleep again!
LOL OMG LA. i really think im clever :D
and I MUST GET BACK MY FOCUS ASAP!
aim for this week : dont doze off again for any lecture / tutorial anymore XD

HSK :)

2009-04-19T17:00:00.004+08:00

had HSK exam ysd at tiong bahru
erm, i think it wasnt as difficult as the sample paper they gave us last time
maybe because we did act cheena and mug for hsk on our way to tiong bahru? LOL
i think the ppl standing near us at mrt will think we're crazy cheena ppl....
we're like discussing abt the qns in a rather loud voice.
LOL!
and we attempted to speak idioms whenever we talk. 4 words-4words.... haha :)
and i think ysd's paper was manageable.
i was damn happy when i saw the compo qn
cos chen zhu ren gae us edrei's model essay on that topic last year :)
the qn was somewhat similar to one of the hcl qns we had for mid-year exam last year
so i survived the written paper and the compo (happily)
BUT my confidence level dropped to zero after finishing the stupid oral
wth la. it sounds so stupid to record ur oral using a tape recorder
and i just anyhow crap like shit.
i dun even noe what the hell im crapping abt la!
one word : D-E-A-D!!!!!!!!
if i cant get my level 11 cert, it means i screwed up my oral real badly. (maybe i will fail oral....)
WTH :(
nvm its already over.

then went to have dinner at tiong bahru plaza
shopped for a while after dinner
got a lot of cheap and nice clothes!
but we cant buy ><
must control my temptations.
then went home at 8.30pm
and ironically, although i said i want to save money, i took a cab home :)
if u noe me well, u will noe that im the type of person who dont like to go home when the sky is dark!
which means, i'll try to reach home by 6+ or latest by 7-8pm if i go home
and if im going home after 8pm, i'll most probably take a cab home unless the place is damn near to my hse. :)
oh shit, i sound like a pampered spoilt brat here.
but its really scary to walk home alone at night lah!
i think the only time i dont feel scared when walking home at night was the time when _____ accompanied me home. ><

oh and dear's starting sch tmr!
which means it will be harder for us to meet le. :(
i got lots and lots to tell her!
but sometimes i cant complain everything to her, cos she wont noe what im talking abt if i keep rambling on and on abt jc stuff -.-
but dear! we must meet during holidays ok!
i miss u lots!
and hope u'll enjoy ur poly life.
we shall jiayou together :D

PI is a pain :(

2009-04-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

very long nvr post le
im like burried under piles and piles of hwk everyday :(
still got quiz, tests etc....
im half dead!
but although its tiring and stressful at times, i still enjoy my life pretty much.
and i noe i wont regret my choice ever again.
when u think of the end result, when u compare the two choices and the opp cost, its all worth it :)
i've survived for one term plus already.
jiayou!

BUT...........
i seriously think PW is a pain!
spent so much time on PI when its only a miserable ___% of the overall marks
its a waste of time sometimes.
the amount of time spent could be spent on studying lah! (opp cost quite big leh)
but nvm, we shall do our best for PW
and forget abt it next year :D
somemore, i think my group members are all very cooperative
we can do it de^^

im not in a good mood today
but i noe my dear girlfriend isnt too
i really feel like rushing over to her hse this morning when i saw her msg
i wanted to give her a big hug
and listen to what she has to say
seriously, i dont feel good at all when i noe my dear is upset abt _____
i dunoe if _____ is worth ur tears or not.
but i just want to say, no matter what, i'll be there for u when u need a listening ear :)
CHEER UP DEAR <3

movie date^^

2009-04-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

LOL ysd's class lunch was pathetic
seems more like a clique lunch, instead of class lunch
only 7 ppl turned up >.<
then we sat outside mac to gossip!

went to watch the shinjuku incident with xuanny today :)
my first ever nc16 movie. LOL!
the movie was quite nice lah. just that its a bit too bloody.
then towards the end, xuanny was covering her eyes with tissue papers!
LOL! :D

somehow, i think my opp cost is quite big (lol econs -.-)
that means i got to rush hwk tmr cos i slack for the whole of today!
but its ok.
since i hardly meet my dear nowadays.... :)
i got lots to tell her la.
but dunnoe where to start from. >.<

surprise

2009-03-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

got new timetable today.
but sadly, our timetable didnt change much.
as in our dismissal time still the same. >.<
and i realise our timetable is kind of lousy, as compared to the other classes
in terms of dismissal time and etc. argh!
and i pang-seh regina today
was supposed to go lunch with her but in the end, i pang-seh her and went for 09S10 class lunch instead :)
LOL sry regina!
anyway we managed to surprise miss koh today cos we are changing GP teacher le :(
so we sort of had a farewell party today
wrote notes as a class and combined them into an essay and handed in to miss koh as our "punishment" cos she will make us do a 2500 words essay whenever we are late for lessons
so ya, the class waited at the cafe area after maths lecture today to ensure that we are late for GP lesson (on purpose!)
then when we finally stroll to the classroom, miss koh's face was like damn scary
she got the very pissed-off face cos we are "late" for like 10mins?
ya then got cake too.
i think she's really touched by our class cos she looks like she's going to cry any moment when we present the cake and "essay"
LOL and munpheng and i also feel like crying too
cos im the sort who will cry easily whenever another person cries
thats why i cry very easily when i watch drama, when the character cries, my tears will flow too. LOL :D
then we eat the cake while listening to her talk.
took class photo. :)
and gossip again during class lunch.
now BELLE becomes HUI-HUI GONG ZHU
_____ becomes WANG ZI (shall not write the name, if not belle will kill me)
super funny ok. u should see how lame and crappy my classmates can be.
im liking 09S10 more and more now :)
opps and i think sooner or later, the class will noe my nickname since some people already noe it. >.<
OMG i got the same nickname since pri school!
its like 6P ppl started it.
then somehow the guides and some other BPians also started calling me that nickname.
and now sooner or later, i think 09S10 will know abt it too.
but its ok. i've gone used to the nickname :)
yea its the CHIABOMB.
u noe during our pri sch days, neopets is quite popular and tats how my nickname came abt. -.- but there's always this form of 亲切感 whenever someone calls me by that nickname
cos only ppl who are close to me noe abt it, i guess?

argh and we cant join external CCA anymore
wanted to apply for guides YA with huilin
but when i check the guides website, the dateline for application is due on end feb!
so we are like, ultra late now?
argh! should have decided earlier last time.
i took a very long time to decide whether to join YA or not
and now, the application date is over -.-
(i need sth to make my testimonial look nicer!)

--------------------------rolls eyes----------------------------
ok i noe this post is super crappy and disorganised
cos i forgot what i wanted to say initially
so i just type whatever crap that comes to my mind. >.<
LOL.

i love BPGHS!

2009-03-24T17:06:00.004+08:00

ok i saw quite a few friends doing this. seems fun. :)
and since im slacking now, i shall just try it out bah.
haha. (though im supposed to do this using facebook note, but i dunoe how to use it! LOL im noob at IT stuff -.-)

yea here goes :

If you enjoyed your high school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your high school years

Bio Data

1) Which school did you go to?
BPGHS! (the best school ever :D )

2) What classes were you in?
105, 205, 3P1, 4P1

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
hmm can i say HCL lessons? LOL told u i'm cheena!

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
10.55am?

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
actually i always skip meals back in BPGHS. >.<>.<
so-so bah? i hope?

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
B.I.P! <3 and BP GUIDES!

3) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
gossiping with XUANNY on our way to school everyday.
crapping and be retarded together with REGINA NG (esp during english lessons).
B.I.P!
planning weekly meetings, campfires and camp'08, after we took over as Guides PLC'07-08.

Co-curricular Activities

1) What type of CCA were you in?
Girl Guides.

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
patrol attendance book, uniform, PT kit, long socks, boots

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
tie hair into two plaits or bun.
wear long socks.
be alert during drills. LOL

4) Got injured?
no.

Crushes/Lovers

1) Who was your first crush?
erm i think many ppl should noe this?

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
so-so

3) Have you ever made out in school?
nope.

Closing Ceremony

1) How did high school changed you?
made a lot of friends.
learnt many things. (dunoe how to put in words)

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
"Bukit Panjang, Bukit Panjang, how proudly our school stands amid the hills. Diligent in study and practice is our motto and our will."

3) What was your favourite question?
"HUH?"

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
almost everyone. everything.

5) Any memories you will not forget.
alot!
BP holds a lot of fond memories!

-the end-

OMG THIS REMINDS ME OF HOW MUCH I MISS BP NOW!
its ironic how i started to cherish everything only after i've graduated...
oh and i really miss the BPian SPIRIT in BP!
which i cant seem to find anywhere else.
PJ's school spirit is definitely not as great as BP's!
BPIAN SPIRIT IS THE BEST LA!
i miss BP
i miss BP
i miss BP.....

sad

2009-03-22T17:04:00.004+08:00

had a very very bad bus experience ysd!
i swear, it was the most unpleasant bus trip that i've ever had
actually its not because of the trip, its because of one stupid person!
really have the urge to scold vulgarities at that person ysd.
but in the end, i didnt. cos im a nice girl :)
and the worse thing is, when im alighting, i accidentally stepped on that person's feet
and i actually said sorry to him!
saying sry has become a habit. so much that im actually stupid enough to apologise to him.
gosh!
why am i so stupid? T_T
and when im complaining to xuanny dear, i was almost on the verge of crying
the more i recall, the more stupid i think i am.

argh forget it!

and after what happened ysd, i suddenly miss somebody
esp after going to kbox with xuanny
cos she told me __________ *insert date* will be their one year anniversary :)
*the day after that date is special, to me too*
after all the bad things that had happened this whole week, im starting to miss YOU!
im not sure if im missing the actual you, or missing the memories we once shared
but these few days, memories of the past just keep flowing back :(
and thinking of the past, makes me feel im stupid again
maybe, im really stupid at this kind of thing. i dunoe.
but i really miss the past
when i can complain everything to you.
can i turn back time?
but even if i can, i still dunoe if i'll make the same decision i've made last time
i really dunoe.
maybe its not you that i miss.
but to be exact, the memories we had.....
its time to let go and start life anew! :D
i shall learn to be more independent now.
FOCUS ON STUDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*anyway dont bother guessing who im referring to, cos i think nobody will noe
except xuanny and myself. and maybe xuanny's dear.

hsk briefing

2009-03-19T20:40:00.002+08:00

went for hsk briefing today
and im like T_T throughout the whole session
cos the advanced level (gao ji) is seriously, very difficult la!
gosh i feel like crying whenever the teacher goes through the answer
its so depressing.
i tried my best to do the paper le ok.
and still, there are mistakes here and there.
and for the listening compre part right, there's this section where they play some interview conversation de. WTH LA! background so noisy, the person speak with a stupid cheena slang. how can u expect us to noe what he/she is talking abt! -.-
and worse thing is, thats a compulsory section for the hsk test.
main difference btw advanced level (gao ji) and intermediate level (chu zhong ji) de listening compre
cos i rmb last time when we took the intermediate level, the whole paper is super relaxing and damn chicken feet la!
its like almost insulting our intelligence. ya that easy.
and so i expect the advanced level to be SLIGHTLY difficult.
but not as difficult as the way it is la!
WTH i got a big big shock when i flip open the mock paper just now.
its dunnoe how many times more difficult than the intermediate level paper can!

and its like although u just have to get 380/500 to attain the highest level (level 11)
but u got to score an A for EVERY section!
T_T i think i can forget abt getting A for listening compre part le. cos i really cant understand the cheena slang.
and 40 mins for 40 compre qns! tell me la, how to finish!
not forgetting, there's still COMPO and ORAL!
i think i can say goodbye to my cert le
cos the person say if u get above 380/500, but didnt get A for every section
u WONT get the hsk cert.
cos u're neither level 11 nor level 10. -.-
so ya. depressing.
I WANT MY HSK CERT BACK LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although thats only for intermediate level, but at least thats still a cert la!
and i think i scored pretty good for the paper :) LOL!

lol ok i think i sound stupid crapping over the hsk paper
when its not even counted for exams or whatever shit
but its like....
argh i dunoe how to say
but when it comes to chinese-related stuff, im determined to put in my very best
its like either i get level 11 or i rather dont take the exam
thats the main purpose why i signed up for advanced level even though i took the intermediate level paper before -.-
ya la ya la. im cheena. u dont see me putting in that much effort for english. >.<
and its like i will really fan lian if a person keeps showing his/her detest for chinese in front of me
u should see how harsh i sound when im complaining abt ____ to XUANNY's dear last time.

kbox with yinshuen!

2009-03-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

YAY I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY!
cos i went out for a date with my dear just now. :D
was seriously very looking forward to the kbox date since like, erm last week?
YAY then today we finally meet up and go kbox^^
sang some dual with dear.
argh and somehow, time passes really quickly whenever we're in kbox :(
really enjoyed myself today.
its like ever since sch started, i've never really been so relaxed le.
LOL going to kbox even though i still have tests next week!
haha. anyway, DEAR, I'VE BOOKED U FOR ANOTHER KBOX SESSION NEXT HOLIDAY LE!
no matter what, u must save one day for me! i dont care!
LOL cannot always pei ur dear#1, must also spare time for ur dear#2 sometimes de. :)
haha no choice, since ur two dears dont mind u two-timing us =X
i love going kbox with u!
cos its only the two of us!
then dont have to share mic. YAY!
cos i dont like to share mic.
its like why should we sing without mic in kbox when we paid for it? -.-
they should have one mic per person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL!
ok enough of crapping, i shall go do research for my GP essay now.
oh ya and study for tests. :)

ok anyway my dear is YINSHUEN! haha

class lunch

2009-03-13T17:45:00.004+08:00

yay im happy today
cos i FINALLY go for the weekly class lunch :)
its the first time im actually going for class lunch with my class
and the thing is, its the first time im actually looking forward to class lunch
ya im the sort who will open up very slowly de. so im not really that sociable for the first 2 weeks, i suppose?
as in i didnt really interact with my classmates for the first 2 weeks, except for a few.
and i realise i kind of miss out on a lot of gossips and stuff cos i always didnt go class lunch!
so i kind of like today's gathering!!!!
we talked for like more than 2 hrs, i think?
just crap and gossip :D
yay im starting to like 09S10 more and more now! <3
starting to feel the fun and bonds in our class :D
next tues got class outing! ^^

and btw im so glad that its holiday next week
cos that means i got alot of time to catch up on my studies
not that im lagging behind others, but its just that there isnt much time for revision during schooldays
so ya, holidays are meant for us to catch up on our revision :)
and i MUST master redox eqns by this holiday! no matter what.
its like i always get stuck on the tutorials becos i cant balance the stupid redox eqn.
its always like, the oxidation numbers will end up to be equal (when they are not meant to be equal!)
GOSH!
but the good thing is, i've finally found the motivation to study!
(if only im that hardworking during sec3, then my foundation will be better, and my L1R5 wont be so screwed up-.-)
life is boring. its always lectures, tutorials, breaks, study, do tutorial, mug for tests etc.....
considering we have to do the same thing for 2 years!
but nvm, i'll study hard to get my straight As for A-level :D

some friends asked if i ever regret coming to JC
cos i always complain to them abt the stress and all the craps
but my answer is always NO!
i know these 2 years may be tough and stressful, but i've decided to make the best out of it
instead of complaining abt how stressed jc is and how transferring to poly will be better, why not just make the best out of these 2 years? since we're already stuck in jc now, like it or not.
in the end, after all the hardwork, our efforts will be paid off.
i really hope i will be elated when i receive my A-level results in 2 years' time
and not crying at a corner with BIP like how we did after receiving our Os results.
NO WAY!
2 years later, BIP will all be jumping for joy cos we know we've done well.
JIAYOU, BIP!
like what i've written in the card, i really hope our friendship can stay strong!

i may sound like im joking when i say i want to get straight As for A-level
i may sound like im day-dreaming when i say i want to be one of the scholars in PJ
but i really mean it
i always believe in aim high, score high
whats wrong with setting high goals?
i have high expectations for myself becos i know i can do it if i work harder.
from the day i submit my JAE application, i've already set my goal.
straight As for Alevel and nothing else.
it may seem impossible but i really hope i can achieve it.
JIAYOU!

birthday celebration

2009-03-07T17:31:00.002+08:00

yay i love my birthday this year! :D
and i didnt noe my class makes a bday card for me!
so i was kind of shocked when i saw the card
thanks! 09S10! <3 <3 <3
and thanks yianlu, yinshuen, munpheng, wanting, yanying, huilin, huiqing, taoyuan and my cousin for the birthday sms!
thanks 09S10 for the lots and lots of birthday songs and the card :)
thanks 4P1'08 for the birthday song in canteen
thanks B.I.P + regina for the presents
thanks kaijun for the wallet and puff (which im craving for ysd)
and thanks to many others who wish me happy birthday in BP ysd
there are too many ppl to list. so ya, thanks ppl! (u noe who u are)

and after going back to BP, i went to pizza hut with kaijun, steph, claris, huilin, xiangqin and huiqing! enjoyed the meal.
thanks ppl for making an effort to spend my birthday with me :D

oh and i just came back from lot one
after tuition, we (regina and me) went to new york new york with yunfang, kerk, derrick, mingzhe and kiansiang
it was my first time at new york new york (LOL im suaku)
i shall treat it as one of my birthday celebrations :)
it was fun, crapping and doing stupid things with them
had a great laugh :D
ya thanks again, although its not really a class gathering in the end.

oh ya and before i forget, we took B.I.P group photo again ysd!
long time nvr see huiqing le, since she's not in PJC
i think SAJC uniform is nice. with the tie. :)

this is the "supposed-to-be" formal photo

and this is the "do-stupid-action" photo
LOL i like to hug xiangqin whenever we are taking the "do-stupid-action" photo
but relax ok!
i'm still STRAIGHT, NOT les :)

really enjoyed myself these 2 days
esp with minor surprises here and there
oh and im 17 now. getting older :( LOL

YINSHUEN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
DONT LAUGH AT ME.
COS U'RE TURNING 17 TODAY TOO :D :D :D

BP Alumni gathering

2009-03-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

YAY!
tmr's campus run is postponed!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i can go back to BP :D :D :D
oh but that means im going to miss my 09S10's weekly gossip session
LOL
nvm i'll go the next time.
why am i always busy on fridays? then its like i didnt go for ANY for the sessions so far lah!
wow anti-social. LOL
next friday, i'll try to go bah. :)

excited for tmr!
cos its *hint hint* my birthday
lol actually im more looking forward to going back to bp
and seeing everyone in their respective jc uniforms :)
i think tmr will be full of brown (hwa chong) or grey (nj/aj) uniform :(
nvm, pj's uniform isnt that bad also :)

BP alumni hi-tea

2009-02-28T19:47:00.006+08:00

argh im at a lost now
should i go for the BP Alumni Hi-tea thingy next fri?
or should i just go for the cross-campus run?
no matter how, there's opportunity cost incurred. (LOL! econs!)
if i go back to BP, i wont be able to join my class for cross-campus run
if i go cross-campus run, i wont be able to meet up with old friends in BP :(
haix.
and its like our class got not enough ppl, so if i still pon the cross-campus run, they have to run more rounds to make up.
should i or should i not?

and why must everything be on next fri?
first, there's BP alumni hi-tea
then, there's PJC cross-campus run
then, our group got to present our PI for PW :(
then, its MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D *hint hint*
lol is this on purpose or not?
what a NICE way to celebrate birthday.
got PW presentation and cross-campus run. :(

nvm. maybe i will just go for the run
and skip the hi-tea
although i really really really want to go back to bp!
but since i cant have both choices, i have to make a choice.
resulting in opportunity cost which is the next best alternative foregone.

anyway all the lectures and tutorials have been quite manageable so far
although i still get stuck at questions somewhere, somehow.
i guess its really time for me to utilise all my resources
so that i can cause a shift in my PPC
from a point within PPC to a point on the PPC
ok thats what our econs tcher told us
she asked us to fully utilise our resources and shift our own PPC
LOL! :D ok enough of econs.
anyway i failed in keeping myself awake during PW lecture again!
OMG i think the lecturer will be very pissed with me
cos i ALWAYS sleep during his PW lecture
dunnoe why. but i'll just stare and listen to him talking.
and soon, it'll be zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
OMG i just cant seem to be able to keep myself awake during PW.
and its like the ONLY subject whereby i sleep in lectures ok!
nvm, i'll TRY again during next PW lecture.