didnt go sch today
haha e-learning day
it was fun to see almost every BPians online
lol first time so many ppl online, and first time i go online for so long
cos i seldom go msn de. >.<
just did eng, geog, lit, emaths and chem
DID I MISS OUT ANYTHING?
i hope not. =D
u noe nowadays i tink i really lack motivation to study
HOW???!!!!
can u imagine
i actually fall asleep ysd during cme lesson while revising for geog
lol i can feel my eyes closing
and i TRIED to open my eyes
but cant, cos too tired and plate tectonics is seriously BORING
so in the end, i dozed off
and only realized it when my geog tb fell onto the floor -.-
LOL then i picked it up
and forced myself to read again
then a few mins later, dozed off again
then wake up, then study, then doze off
lol and the cycle continues
LOL im not exaggerating, its true
ya ya ya i noe o-levels are coming
i can feel the stress
i noe i need to study really hard in order to enter the jc (or even poly) that i want
esp after i went to check for the cut-off points for different jcs that day
to be true, i felt a bit more motivated to study
cos i noe my current L1R5 is like miles away frm the cut off point of _____ jc
but when i open the textbook, i feel like sleeping
cos the content is so ........
then when i start doing hwk, i will give up within 15 mins, cos i dunnoe how to do -.-
die le la.
can someone teach me how to
- master phy
- understand D.C Circuit
- understand organic chemistry
- get lots and lots of A1s
- not fail phy, geog or amaths again
- memorise things (cos i cant memorise, i always crap through geog test, lol)
lol that day i told my mum abt the various cut off points, then she asked
"so u want to go which jc"
then i was stunned
cos i dun dare to answer
but she noes la, cos i always tell her how nice the uniform is
*lol what cheng zhu ren said is very true: girls are so concerned abt how their uniform looks*
but cant blame us what, have to wear the uniform for years ok
if not nice, how to survive
lol.
NVM SOMEDAY, SOMEHOW
I WILL FORCE MYSELF TO BE MOTIVATED AGAIN
i wish i can.
i hope B.I.P's dream is not a dream for me
hope it will turn out to be a reality
although i noe its only less than 10% chance for me
but if i nvr try, i will nvr noe.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
must learn frm fiona : a jiayou a day, keeps motivation last. :D
oh ya my current wishlist is to
- pass every amaths test frm now onwards
- do well in every class test (if i can -.-)
- be motivated and not to be distracted by tv (proud to say, i did it for the past two weeks!)
frm 5.30-6.30pm : eat dinner and rest a while -> watch 1 hr of tong xin yuan (lol)
frm 9.45-10pm : getting ready to slp -> watch 15mins of channel 8 9pm show
after 10pm : if im motivated, continue to study until 11pm then go slp
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU. i hope this continues :D
