there's so many things to revise for mye
until i dun even noe where / how to start... >.<
and my brain memory is not sufficient enough to store everything lah!!!
OMG !

i got a bad feeling that history will repeat itself again...
and i will flunk my mye >.<
oh no, cant let this happen again.
Alevel is nearing..
omg i shall add more oil and pull up all my grades.
STUDY !

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE !!! <3 <3 <3

let's shop, people!
shopping makes me happy...
studies makes me depressed ...
LOL !

just now after our tuition, we (mandy, emily, regina and me) spent nearly 1 hr in Cotton On.
haha. window shopping is fun, sometimes.
esp when u need a break from all the studies shit. >.<

OMG
how i wish our lecture notes + tutorials + assignments etc... can turn into stacks of $$
then we can shop till we die..
without looking at price tags.
OMG HOW NICE ^^

LAST DAY OF TERM 2 !!!!!
like.... FINALLY!
i've been waiting for this day since long long time ago...
seriously, going to sch is a chore now...
i've kind of lost all my motivations and confidence
after failing so many tests consistently, i guess i've alr lost that confidence of doing well
it's demoralising and painful , as always
like falling right to the bottom from the sky

i need to regain the confidence again
so that i can find back my motivation to study and ace Alevel...
i used to be very determined
but i guess my hopes were completely dashed when i heard ppl getting 4As and yet, cant get into NTU business...
and i seriously think i've made a wrong decision
i should have chosen arts stream instead of science stream!
like, if u look at my results since sec sch, it's kind of obvious that i'm more inclined towards the arts subjects and i suck at math and science
but in the end i ended up struggling in science stream...
i have super extreme percentiles...
" GREAT! " >.<



5 more months....
i shall endure and finish the last lap
as long as i've worked hard enough, i will have no regrets in the future :)


let's just admit it
we have to get into the university
we have to get a degree
because... this is WHAT the SOCIETY wants..
not what we want....

long time no post. haha.
so apparently, i'm kind of suay today...
firstly, i sprained my right thumb while having napfa today >.<
cos of the weird position that i landed with during SBJ... quite stupid i think...
then next, i did VERY VERY badly for the gsc compre assignment that we did last week
cos i wrote as slow as a snail that day and thus, i didnt manage to finish the paper
like seriously, what kind of stupid grade can u expect when i left the entire 15marks qn blank totally?! didnt even have time to look at the qn at all la. >.<
guess i really lack time management.... u should see how i struggle to finish my econs essay on time during exams everytime!

OMG and i become very emo during gsc today
almost cried out.. i think mandy saw it.
it's not like i'm being competitive or what.
but its like since young, i have high expectations for my chinese
and seeing this kind of shit grades, i just couldnt take it
even though it's just some minor class assignment.
but nvm, i noe i screwed up that assignment becos i wrote too slowly
it's not because i dunoe how to do.. so ya self-console. LOL :)
i dont care whether ppl call me cheena or what, cos i admit i am...
and i dont see the reason why some ppl detest chinese to the core
i mean, afterall it's our roots, our mother tongue!

blah blah blah...
i dont want type anymore...
my thumb hurts T_T