just found out abt sth...
thought i wont have any feelings after reading it
but i was so wrong...
hmm.........





it was so near yet so far

received the most dreaded PROMOS timetable today
we'll end exams quite early, as compared to the rest! whee :D
but the bad thing is, all our papers are quite packed in one week
so there's no extra day/break to study :(
unlike MYE...
and im really scared that i'll screw the 60% this time round!
cos recently, i havent been catching up with the lecture pace
its like im still trying to understand chapter A, and the lecturer has already started on chapter C!
depressed :(

and im sick today!
what a "nice" timing to get sick...
i need my precious weekends to catch up with my tutorials and lectures de!
hope will recover by tmr. :)
anyway we had celebration for ms xiao today!
cos she's leaving to taiwan for her further studies :(
so sad. cos she's a wonderful maths tcher!
cam-whore a bit.
i think i look weird/pale in the pics, cos seriously, i dont feel well today
slept for the whole afternoon just now, and skipped CIP as a result
(anyway thanks lmp, for ur sms!)
lets hope our next maths tcher will be nice also...
heard that its a male tcher.
i dont like male tcher to teach maths! i dont know why.
but all along, since pri school, my maths tchers are always females!
except sec 1 and sec 2. LOL!

so its officially about 1 month to promos!
STRESSED!!!!
pray hard that i wont screw up my promos...

haha i asked the 3 of them to read my previous post ysd
then mandy and lmp had the same first reaction when they received my sms!
they thought im up to no good :(
LOL surprise doesnt necessary means negative de things ok!
and then after a while, lmp told me she cried after reading my post
HAHA got so touched arh?
and these few days, we have been talking more and hence, got closer :) (both of us think so too)
becoming more like jiejie and meimei now. haha!
and then i told her
she's my talking parter and listening ear
mandy's my mugging parter
belle's my crapping and retarded parter
haha! :D
so they are equally important.

ok i shall not say anything more
just in case, later lmp sees this and cry again. LOL!
ysd after tuition, emily reminded us that its 6 weeks more to PROMOS!
OMG! time flies!
6 weeks more!
its not even enough for me to finish doing my revision
its not even enough for me to fully understand and catch up with the bullet-train lecture pace! (esp for chem)
and let alone, doing tys and practise extra qns...
-.-
omg omg omg omg stressed to the max~

omg i forgot to mention how touched i was ysd morning.
all because of the ultra sweet lmp!
on thur afternoon, i suddenly had mood swings.
andi felt moody for the whole of thur, even at night!
then when we were sms-ing each other on thur night, i randomly told her i was sad and felt like crying...
it was already 9+ pm, i think
and that sweeter-than-honey lmp actually went out of her house to the nearby store and bought kinderjoy for me!
when we had maths test the next day!
she sacrificed her revision time to buy kinderjoy for me! OMG!
and to be frank, when she gave me the kinderjoy ysd morning, i was really really very touched
but of course, i held back my tears :)
THANKS A LOT, LMP! (my 幼稚鬼 mei mei!) <3
that kinderjoy was the sweetest kinderjoy i've ever eaten. haha!
and i really appreciated ur efforts in trying to cheer me up
thanks mei mei! <3

although i've only known them for about 6 months, somehow, i just feel very comfortable telling them all my unhappiness and my secrets....
in fact, i think they know more about my secrets than any other friend does.
because since they are not from bp, they wont know who im talking abt (although they name the person's name)
and so, i feel really very comfortable telling them everything
pls la, i even told mandy abt _______, when i've promised to keep that secret to myself!
so which means nobody knows abt _______, except mandy!
OMG cant believe i actually told her that la

im glad that i actually sticked to the RIGHT PEOPLE on the first day when 09S10 saw each other, during orientation
at that point of time, i dont even noe a single person from 09S10 la!
i was secretly whinning abt how i didnt end up being in the same class with any BPian although 60+ BPians are in PJ!
and so, i just randomly followed a group of RS girls and sticked to them throughout the whole day!
and guess what, they turned out to be really fun and good friends! :D
thats why i call them the right people!
cos i can act normally in front of them.
i can be as unglam as i want.
i can crap as much as i want.
and they can still tolerate...
LOL!

hmm and in case u are reading this, YES im referring to u!
老老鬼 (mandy) , 赖皮鬼 (belle) and 幼稚鬼 (lmp)
6 months of friendship, and still counting....
haha and im looking forward to knowing u girls further
(i aim to be RS stalker! haha)

LOL i want laugh until stomach burst alr.... haha
this is what happened ....

i switched on my hp, saw the sms sent by this unknown number
so i replied "who are u"
then that guy told me his name.
but i dont even noe anyone whose name is what he told me!
so ya, we concluded that he sent the msg to the wrong person, or his hp got bogus.
then he asked how old i am.
i told him mine, he told me his...
then he asked if i got facebook.
told me his email then i went facebook and take a look
AND THEN, I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE!
entered that email add. looked at the mutual friend list!
and guess which name appeared!
MANDY LOO!
LOL ya.....
so it turned out that the guy is MANDY LOO's GORGOR!
OMG LA. so funny can!
now i noe how come he got my number when i dont even noe him already
cos that funny girl saved my number in his phone last time.
LOL!

I WANT LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH BURST LE LA!
FUNNY TO THE MAX! :D :D :D

LOL had NDP celebration today
the whole thing started out quite sian...
the usual NDP speech etc. and 1 h 45 min of PW!
when our class didnt even noe abt it until today
so everyone came unprepared, like totally!
so we slacked and wasted our 1 h 45 mins
then proceeded to the hall for NDP concert
where 09S10 got damn hyper and high^^
during the singing part, we were like dragging ms chan to join us
and we sang loudly, we jumped and we screamed....
things that happened during campfires, happened today in the hall -.-
LOL!
then ms chan got influenced by us, and got high also! HAHAHA!
and the boys carried "peter" up! omg!

they came up with all sorts of weird english name ysd s
dunnoe why
wenjie become peter
xuewei become maria?
then suddenly, they changed my "chiabomb" to "terror" -.-
but i still think chiabomb sounds nicer
cos it had been my nickname since pri sch...
im very used to it alr.... :D

and im wondering how come my dear S10 become so hyper these 2 days!
ms chan said we ate wrong medicine! LOL!
first time got so high while singing NDP songs -.-
but still, i love my class! :D
(although today they keep saying i belong to *another class*... but nvm i still belong to S10 ok!)

thats how retarded my class is!
everyone got bunny in front of msn nick la!
CUTE!
i suggested it de :D
whee 09S10 is becoming more crappy and fun! <3

went to the school gym for the FIRST time ysd during pe....
it was hot and stuffy la. cos cnt switch on air con -.-

and funny lmp sent me 64 smiley faces using sms ysd night
just when i was feeling very down...
the msg came at the perfect timing!
so i shall be happy :D :D :D :D
the smiley faces can last me for 2 months.... so yea, see how bah.

MR CHU ANNOUNCED THAT THERE WILL BE AN ECONS TRIP TO SYDNEY THIS DEC!!!!
mandy, wenjie and i are very excited!
but not sure if can get selected mah. (cos priority given to 4H2s -.-)
but who cares!
if my parents allow me to go and i got selected........
I'LL BE DAMN HAPPY ! :D
i want go! i want go! i want go! (bu the trip abit ex la)

omg this post is seriously very very disorganised...
haha!

not a little, but is too stressed!
overloaded with homework this week
EoM final draft, 3x2 econs essay qns, chem test, and lots of tutorial left uncompleted.
OMG !!!!!!!
im lagging behind tutorials since last week
how do u expect me to complete my tutorial when i dont even understand what the lecturer is talking abt?! :(
OMG!
now, im very looking forward to the long weekend break this friday-next monday
then i can study at my own pace, and hopefully finish up the tutorials
i feel guilty going for lessons with tutorials left blank -.-

even lmp, belle and mandy also think that im weird this week
maybe its because of the stress
i just dont feel like crapping that much these few days
and they have been asking me why i suddenly become so quiet and emo
to be frank, i also dunoe
one min ago, i can be laughing and crapping with them
and the next min, i can just sit there and keep quiet for dunoe how long
haix.... :(

and im starting to get very worried for my promos
whats the use of scoring so many As when u fail GP?!
fail GP = maybe will get retained :(
actually, during parents meeting last sat, i almost cried when talking to ms chan
cos i can tell that she expected more from me
even she also noe im disappointed with my own results
cos its too extreme, i can do extremely well for econs and extremely lousy for gp -.-
and when she asked "this is not enough right? u want more right?" (referring to results)
i nodded my head and tried to hold back my tears
and im serious.
i just dunwant to drop tears in front of teacher/parents
i want to act happy
i want to act stress-less
but sometimes, its really hard...


bang ur head and forget all the stress! :)

YAY i got my S.H.E book today le! :D
went to collect it after my parents meeting session.
as usual, its the same few comments.
quiet, hardworking etc.
was very very shocked when i saw my percentile for econs!
too high/good until i cant believe it la!
but then on the other hand, my gp percentile sucks to the max!
spoil my whole result slip la! :(
haix!
omg promos 60% leh! die!
must buck up le. cant afford to flunk that 60% !
and ms chan said she cant guarantee if we will be promoted to J2 if we fail GP -.-
maybe can, maybe cannot.
haix!
nvm work harder! :D

and btw lmp and i were talking craps via sms last night
when we suddenly decided to find a clique name for ourselves! LOL!
its based on lmp's kou tou chan.
so after some discussions, we concluded that....
mandy = papa = lao lao gui
belle = mama = lai pi gui
me = jiejie = hu tu gui
lmp = meimei = you zi gui
LOL! now u noe how lame lmp and i can be alr...
this is not the worse.
wait till u find out abt our "secret place" and the story behind it! LOL!
yay! BELLE, in case u read this post....
now u got no chance to not acknowledge the gui gui jia zu le!
cos i've posted this on my blog! haha!