argh im at a lost now
should i go for the BP Alumni Hi-tea thingy next fri?
or should i just go for the cross-campus run?
no matter how, there's opportunity cost incurred. (LOL! econs!)
if i go back to BP, i wont be able to join my class for cross-campus run
if i go cross-campus run, i wont be able to meet up with old friends in BP :(
haix.
and its like our class got not enough ppl, so if i still pon the cross-campus run, they have to run more rounds to make up.
should i or should i not?

and why must everything be on next fri?
first, there's BP alumni hi-tea
then, there's PJC cross-campus run
then, our group got to present our PI for PW :(
then, its MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D *hint hint*
lol is this on purpose or not?
what a NICE way to celebrate birthday.
got PW presentation and cross-campus run. :(

nvm. maybe i will just go for the run
and skip the hi-tea
although i really really really want to go back to bp!
but since i cant have both choices, i have to make a choice.
resulting in opportunity cost which is the next best alternative foregone.

anyway all the lectures and tutorials have been quite manageable so far
although i still get stuck at questions somewhere, somehow.
i guess its really time for me to utilise all my resources
so that i can cause a shift in my PPC
from a point within PPC to a point on the PPC
ok thats what our econs tcher told us
she asked us to fully utilise our resources and shift our own PPC
LOL! :D ok enough of econs.
anyway i failed in keeping myself awake during PW lecture again!
OMG i think the lecturer will be very pissed with me
cos i ALWAYS sleep during his PW lecture
dunnoe why. but i'll just stare and listen to him talking.
and soon, it'll be zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
OMG i just cant seem to be able to keep myself awake during PW.
and its like the ONLY subject whereby i sleep in lectures ok!
nvm, i'll TRY again during next PW lecture.

i think we dont have cca tmr bah
at least thats what the senior told me that day.
lol good. i can laugh at the rest of them who have already started their cca. :D
YINSHUEN! DONT EMO EMO ANYMORE!
AND I THINK I WILL BE FREE TMR TO MEET YOU!
YAY! :D

and if possible, we shall celebrate our birthdays together!
i'll TRY to make time for it. :)
i think sooner or later, im going to die from studying. LOL
always get stuck at tutorial questions de!
OMG OMG OMG !
i dont want to screw up exams anymore!
i guess its time to buck up :)
JIAYOU!

oh ya before i forget,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, HUILIN! :D
although i think you wont read this.

yay! i finally saw SHE in real life! :D :D :D
went to study at woodlands library ysd in the morning
before meeting regina, yunfang and shuli at cwp at 4+
started to stand/camp around that area
saw liang wen ying since she was there at 4pm
then ate our dinner while sitting there (LOL first time doing that)
and we saw defa and jefferson too! so they joined us.
then finally at 7, i got ready my camera etc. on standby mode.
LOL then SHE appeared!
talked and talked, and played some games with the fans
then everything ended at around 8pm!
wth time so short la! THEY NVR EVEN SING/DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
regina's friend who went to the SHE thing at eastpoint at 2pm ysd
said that they actually sing!
ARGH UNFAIR! :( :( :(
nvm, at least i managed to take quite a handful of pics ysd.
both liang wen ying and SHE de.
yay! :D
thanks regina for being zi-high with me ysd! we're SHE no.1 fans! lol

and i shall not post the pics i took ysd here :)
regina, if u want the pics, then sms me bah.

whee!
tmr SHE will be at east point (2pm) and causeway point (7pm)!!!!! :D
I'VE BEEN HOPING FOR THAT SINCE LONG TIME AGO!
i think i will be going to causeway with regina and yunfang tmr bah!
must faster chiong there to chop place!
i want to be as near to them as possible^^
haha! quite excited!
cos its the very first time im actually doing such thing :)
but nvm, its worth it. cos its SHE! :D

lol while other ppl are busy mugging away during the weekends, im going out tmr!
nvm, i shall study again after tmr's SHE session!
im still a good student :)
oh gosh and im still thinking of how im going to write out my movie reflection for GP
cos i slept throughout the first half of the movie this morning!
dunoe, i just think the movie is plain boring!
so i just dozed off -.-
nvm, maybe i'll TRY to keep my eyes open for the second half of the movie next week
hopefully, i can scribble sth for my reflection.
LOL.


I SHALL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE FOR ALL LECTURES/TUTORIALS!
i want my straight As for Alevel!!!!
hmm is that possible? o.0

lol i kop this pic from fiona's blog (shh dont tell her =X)
anyway i had an enjoyable orientation these 3 days!
and the finale ysd was AWESOME!!!!!!
everybody was so high!
and our clan won sth too! but i forgot what we won le.
most enthu? or sth like that.
didnt manage to hear properly ysd. we just cheered when our clan is being mentioned.
ORION <3
i like our clan although i think our orange hse tee looks a bit ugly
but ya as time passes, perception will change :)
and i think 09S10 is a wonderful class!
hope our 2 years together will be a memorable one.

oh and PJC set a singapore record ysd!
largest school logo made of paper stars! :D
we folded those paper stars during the orientation week
and the end product looks nice
but i didnt manage to take any pic of the logo ysd
i'll try to post a pic of it next time :)

btw happy valentine's day!
XUANNY, i miss u a lot! :(
really hope i'll be free on the first week of march / march holidays
so that we can celebrate our birthdays together!

well orientation isnt as bad as i thought it will be :)
maybe because the water games are not as scary as those in bp/camp de.
ya so i think orientation is fun!
and i love my class so much more than my OG
cos in my OG, i'll just keep quiet throughout or stone there in the hall
but in my class, i got a lot of ppl to talk to :D
yay! 09S10!
tmr will be a long long day.
ok i shall conserve more energy for tmr.
save the best for tmr!
but somehow i just cant catch up with the dance steps!
OMG im really not a dance-sort-of-person >.<
to think last nov when we went to shanghai, those RV ppl actually thought im from dance
cos they said i look like those dance ppl
GOSH how can i be in dance when im like forever slow in my dance steps
LOL!

oh and im so glad that i choose PJC
and i finally know how important convenience is now!
cos these 2 weeks i've been returning home feeling tired >.<
and i cant imagine what life will be if i had chosen other better JCs which are further away
omg and the schedule is hectic lah!
i think the lecturers are starting on chapter 2 soon. omg!
looks like i cant enjoy my weekends le.
i got 2 family gatherings this weekend lah!
guess maybe i have to skip one of them
cos i got both chem and maths tutorials to finish
and still got to read up on the maths and econs chapter 2 notes
how "nice" -.-
how am i going to survive these 2 years when im already feeling stressed now?!

i miss BP
i miss all my BP friends
i miss guides PLC
i miss the teachers
so in other words, i miss.......
everything abt BP! :(
and most importantly, i miss my YINSHUEN !!!!!
it really feels kind of weird going to school without her
its like whenever i walk to the lrt station, i can no longer see her standing there, waiting for me
i can no longer see her crossing the road to get to the lrt station
i can no longer talk to her when im in the lrt
i keep quiet throughout the whole journey (u cant expect me to talk to a stranger inside the lrt right?)
i miss all the gossips
and blah blah blah
haix forget it, i shall not continue.
if not this will really be another emo post -.-

new school, new experience
and im going to school everyday with yanying now :)
ok or should i say, i didnt really make a lot of NEW friends yet
cos i've been hanging out with BIP everyday :D
i dunnoe.
but i will just freak out when i dont see them around
i rmb on thurs, we had mass lectures
then i had a break in between lectures from 9-10am
when the rest of BIP had their physics lectures
so i totally freak out when i couldnt find any familiar faces around me (i.e. BPians)
then i went to the toilet and hide there! LOL!
until someone thought the toilet is empty and decided to switch off the light
there's when i just walked out from the toilet and started to walk around
then i just tried calling every exBPian-current PJCian on my contact
and when i finally saw fiona and her friend, i was really glad!
thats how scary it was without any friend :(
and for that moment, i really miss BIP and yinshuen!
i guess all along, i took everything for granted
and now when we're all separated, i begin to really treasure everything.

oh and im not keeping forward to orientation next wed
i always dont like orientation (or rather, the games they played during orientation)
i dont like to mix around
im the sort who will just keep quiet unless someone starts to talk to me
omg. can i just pon the 3 days of orientation next week? LOL!

anyway ysd the PW lecturer showed us this video.
DAMN FUNNY LAH!
had a great laugh while watching. LOL
there are actually more of such videos on youtube. :D
funny japanese pranks. haha.

i dont think i will be updating that often now
either too tired or too lazy =X
tmr having mass lectures le! kind of excited for it.
cos it means real lessons. STUDY! (lol ok i sound like a study freak again-.-)
will be submitting our subject combination form tmr
and once again, i made changes to my subject combination
ya la. i keep changing and changing.
and in the end, i think i choose back the original combination i wanted. (LOL thats lame)
H2 maths chem econs and H1 gsc (since gsc is only offered in H1)
i think this combination will be fine bah
just that im abit worried for econs after reading the lecture notes
nvm, i shall work harder! :D
and its funny how i still end up taking gsc after making lots of changes to my combination
but i guess, gsc will be easier to score as compared to geog
geog seems to require lots of memorising work (which i think im not good at)
on the other hand, gsc is in chinese. and its abit similar to HCL.
so ya. easier to get an A for gsc as compared to geog bah? at least thats what i think.

still dunnoe what cca to choose.
maybe reading club or young reporter club (chinese) bah
shall see how. :)