haha i randomly found this pic online and cant help but agree totally with this statement! :D
organic chem is seriously a killer lah.
who the hell invented organic chem?! -.-
without organic chem, i think i will enjoy chem more.
at least i can still pass my chem... T_T
hmm nvm. still 1 week left for me to squeeze all the idiotic mechanism and reagents/conditions into my small brain....
i hope i can really memorise everything and apply them during the exam!
i cant afford to get a big fat U for chem, just because of that organic chem -.-
jiayou!

i will love organic chem from now onwards, so that i will ace in it in time to come. :D

at this rate, i think i will be stressed to death even before promos!
how am i going to survive through Alevels when promos is already enough to make me emo everyday! :(
like what mandy said, my mood today was like riding a roller coaster.
after gsc to before lunch break, my mood was terribly bad
and i broke down in front of them, for the FIRST TIME !
its really the first time i cry in front of close friends!
(minus away the times when i cry in front of B.I.P because those are more like bu she de leave BP that type.... not counted)
pw lecture today was really a bad experience, for me and lmp. (or issit just me?)
econs tutorial wasnt that good also...
but after lunch, i became happy again
LOL roller coaster -.-

the stress level and guilty level are really killing me!
whenever i think of ______'s face + words, i will feel really really guilty
times and again, i disappointed her because of my lousy results
i noe she has high hopes on us. i noe we can do it.
but somehow, we just failed to meet our target.
why is it so hard to maintain the standard?
why is it so hard to get an A this time round?

and if u see me emo in school, just leave me alone.
and i will be fine after a while...
i really hope all these craps will end after promos....
after pw....
after everything....
I WANT TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN WITH MY DEAR B.I.P!!!!!
and im glad i have very good friends around me who show their concern when im emo-ing...
and im sorry if i've affected anyone's mood today, because of me...
im feeling better now already :D

i was looking at the BPGHS facebook profile
when i realised the science team emerged as the national champion for this year's science challenge!
the one that is on channel 5, i think? i nvr watch channel 5 de. LOL!
OMG la! 3 cheers for them^^
and as i look at all the pics taken, the pride of being a BPian comes back almost immediately
i saw a group of BPians sitting among the audiences, happily waving the school flag
the ever-familiar white blouse with maroon red skirt... the uniform which i once hated when i was in pri 6/sec 1.
i saw tiger tan waving the school flag proudly.
i saw the team of 5 which had done BP proud, holding the big trophy, with mr lee!
honestly speaking, i think mr lee is the best ever principal i've ever seen.
can tell that he always give motivational talks to the graduating classes. (cos i blog-hop juniors blog sometimes >< )
we are lucky that he took over as principal during our most important year :)
and made a significant impact in my oh-so-wonderful BP life. :D

the pictures really bring back lots of memories....
BP BP BP! <3

went to the library today again with B.I.P to study
i swear, i didnt even study that much back in BP la!
JC has indeed transformed all of us into muggers...
no more last minute work, or else u'll die.... ><
haix
and saw kaijun when we were camping outside the library, waiting for it to be opened
had lunch with her, updated her with lots of PJ gossips (mostly B.I.P's de)
then i went home with her :)

and became moody for a while after dinner
suddenly think of something
i thought i've forgotten about it long time ago
but actually, memories still stay...
nvm, i wont let it affect my mood de :D

and i want to whine again...
IM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY SCARED FOR PROMOS !!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH !!!!!!! :(


你知道我在想你吗?
if things didnt turn out like this, maybe i will consider finding out THAT answer which i've been wanting to find out...
but nvm, its not important now.... :)

i was reading some of my last year's posts
when i saw this :

就算多麽不如意的事情，
也要懂得对自己说：我忍得住！
就算多大的挫折，
也要懂得对自己说：我撑得住！
就算再怎么伤心欲绝，
也要懂得对自己说：我看得开!

ok i will rmb this whenever im feeling down
i realised ever since the start of JC, i've been feeling emo quite frequently...
the kind of emotional breakdown...
when u realise u got lots of tutorials left uncompleted
when u realise how badly u've scored for a particular test
when u realise how far u are from the target u've set from urself at the beginning of the year
when u realise u're drifting apart from friends
when u realise u dont understand a single sh** about the lecture notes
when u realise pw + schoolwork + cca = stresssssssss
etc....
but just leave me alone, and i'll be fine after a while :)
although its stressful, but JC has always been my ideal route
the so-called "easier" route to uni...
and since i made the choice to come JC myself, i shall be strong :)
promos is coming!
EVERYONE, MUST JIAYOU OK!
WE CAN DO IT DE!


my minimum target for promos : MUST PASS EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT, including GP!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
for the sake of getting good results, and not disappointing myself once again,
i shall be a guai student and TRY to turn into a mugger....
i mean TRY.....
but i will work hard this time round.
cos i want to meet the target that i've set for myself at the beginning of the year when i made the choice to come to JC... :)

WORK HARD PPL! esp B.I.P and 09S10 <3

as promised, Be Yourself Day photos!
but some of the pics are blur, cos lmp got shaky hands!
LOL!

this is before the celebration.
when the whole school is outside for their 3km Aces Day walk, we are busy cam-whoring at the hall! LOL!


me and kay


me and mandy

OMG I LOVE EMILY's PINK SUNGLASSES!
DAMN NICE!!!!!!!!!


09S10 representatives! the "lucky" 5....
and if u are observant enough, u should be able to spot the difference
*tada* i changed from pink sunglasses to white sunglasses!
cos the pink one, i "ge-ai" and lent it to weijiang...

us on stage...


the paparazzi in action






yay and everything ended in abt 1 min -.-
LOL so fast lor...
but we had our fun :D

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had teachers' day celebration in school ysd
but we didnt managed to watch most of the performances
cos we were at the backstage
ya, the 5 of us were so "lucky" enough to be selected for the Be Yourself Day thingy.
then at first, we were very sian and not enthu, even felt like pon-ing the whole thing
but then after we changed in to our costume, all of us became very excited! LOL!
*great contrast*
and we thought maybe we could stand a chance of winning de.
cos we thought eric's costume kind of match the theme... hmm but nvm.
at least we had some fun at there on stage, although its just like 1 min! LOL!
shall post pics next time.
when i got the time to upload the pics from my camera :D

then after the celebration, BPGHS-Pioneers walked back to BP in one big gang!
its so cool la!
and just like what fiona said, there is this BPGHS-patriotic feel :D
although we may not be very close with all the 60+ BP-Pioneers, but we are all from the big BP family!
and as we walked back tgt in one whole gang, and meeting the other AJC/NJC gang on our way,
i really feel the BP spirit coming back!
all the familiar faces, all the familiar voices of the teachers....
it just makes me feel HOME.
and i know i can never feel the same way for PJC..
cos for some reason, BP just have the homely feeling that PJ cant provide.
and so, i still love BP the most :D
once a BPian, always a BPian.