lol i think my hp is kind of lag
i didnt see the MOE sms until 10+ when the msg is sent out at 6.09am -.-
so i went to the website to check my posting results
and immediately after that, the sms came -.-
yea so as expected, got into PJC Science :)
i know i should be grateful for that
cos many of my friends got into the same school too
a lot of BPians, i think?
guess its cos of convenience matter bah.
hope my 2 years in PJC will be good :D

and for those who didnt get posted to the school that they wanted, cheer up!
ya fiona. YOU!
dont know if u will be reading this
but just want to say dont cry anymore!
if ur appeal to SAJC gets rejected, (i mean IF)
you are still not alone in PJC!
you have many of us there in PJC. so its not going to be that bad
but good luck anyway for ur appeal
hope SAJC will accept ur appeal, then u can be with ur dearest wanting le! :)
cheer up!
the fiona that i know is a girl who is always happy
so dont cry le ok? :D :D :D :D :D

anyway i've decided on my subject combinations le
wont be taking PCME anymore :)
cos i know physics and i just dont go well together LOL
cant afford to keep failing a subject anymore, esp in JC!
yup so i changed it to H1 geog H2 maths econs chem :D
at least i feel much comfortable with this combination
so ya shall stick to this no matter what
hmm but its a bit weird though, neither science nor arts
but i've checked, its considered science stream
so which means its ok :)
since i got into PJC science
yay *in the process of turning into a mugger*

just came back from west mall
watched "The Wedding Game" with regina and yunfang :)
its the third movie i watched with regina this holiday le. lol
think the movie is quite ok la.
then went to converse and bought our shoes for school
no, actually im the only one who bought shoes
cos regina wanted to buy it during the weekends.
didnt realise my size is so small -.-
small to the extent that i can wear children's shoes -.-
whatever la!
its size 5 (the person say size 5 = uk size 3)
i thought size 5 is quite common for girls?
as in some of my friends also wear that size what.

posting results will be released tmr! :D
im starting to feel abit sian abt orientation although im looking forward to school
those lame ice-breaking games -.-

i think FOREVER FRIENDS BEAR is damn CUTE^^
i used to like it during primary school days
then the feeling fades off a bit over time
and now its back again!
LOL
and i found a website with lots and lots of cute forever friends bear wallpapers!
then as expected, i saved many of them :)
and now i got lots of cute wallpapers for my computer
yay! <3

ok i'm just posting this for fun

today's CNY eve.
finally, i dont have to rush my homework on CNY
cos im still school-less :( (ya, it sucks to be school-less! totally bored!)
guess everyone will be busy with reunion dinners etc bah
oh that reminds me! i havent record those Os-related things into the tape!
ok la. im just joking.
guess it wont be that bad la.
except the fact that i lost to one of my cousins.
and maybe the fact that i didnt manage to go to NJC as much as i hope i could. :(
nvm, posting results will be out next friday!

ok got to get ready for dinner later.



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went out with regina and huilin ysd
supposed to be a shoe-hunting session but we went back empty handed
LOL cos the shoes is either too ex or not nice
had laksa for lunch
waited for quite some time before we could even get a seat
seriously, a lot of ppl at the laksa stall la.
but then the laksa is nice! YUMMY^^
and its not very spicy!
considering the fact that i dont find it spicy after putting all the chilli the aunty gave
(and i dont take spicy food de)
so ya. i like :)
lol the took mrt to causeway point.
wanted to find xiangqin de.
but in the end, the 3 of us ended up in the cinema
watched the HongKong show "All's Well Ends Well"
super funny! had a great laugh while watching.
and its definitely the type of movie that i like :D
then after movie, tried to find xiangqin at the gua zi stall again
but she's not there! ARGH!
no fate to meet -.-
think she went to toilet or what bah.
oh and i very long nvr see BIP le!
and we didnt even have a proper BIP outing this holiday!
lol. guess everyone's busy with their work bah

erm i dont know how to end this post
so ya. shall end it here then LOL

yay CNY is coming!
which means can wear new clothes, new shoes and blah blah blah :)
but frankly speaking, im not very looking forward to this year's CNY
cos ppl sure ask abt results de
i think i better go record down what im going to say in a tape first
then when they ask, all i need to do is just press "play" and let them listen
nice idea :D
"how much u got for Os"
"so where are u going"
"what subjects u want take"
etc..... OMG looks like this year's CNY isnt fun at all -.-
and i feel paiseh cos one of my cousins win me in terms of his L1R5 (yes im stupid -.-)
(i got 2 cousins and 1 nephew taking Os last year too)
yes, its weird.
cos i got a nephew who is of the same age as me -.-
cos my eldest cousin is only a few years younger than my mum
huge family = huge age gap T_T
LOL and i even have another nephew who is older than me!
ok nvm. its not as if we call each other "uncle" or "aunty"
we just call each other by names.
OMG i sound so old!
and 17 sounds really older than 18 lor! (yinshuen and huiyi also think so)
wth and we're turning 17 this year :(
so old.... i still want my sweet 16 :(

going for shoe-hunting with regina and huilin tmr!
im very very excited abt school now. im serious.
cos we'll be wearing JC uniform le.
new school, new environment, new uniform, new subjects, new friends, new teachers
i hope i'll be able to adapt
YAY feb is coming soon!
ok i sound like some study freaks who love school alot. -.-
but actually i prefer school days much more than holidays :D
im weird.
i do weird things that people wont do.
and i dont like to play online games since young.
i work better alone than in groups. (thats why i dont really like project work)
and blah blah blah.....

i think my posts are getting very random nowadays
like there's no link btw one paragraph and another
but who cares! :)
and i think the ipod thingy at the left side is CHIO
cos its PINK! :D
and got stars de. *glitters*

ok forget it. i wont blame u if u dont understand what im talking abt. :)

ok i just submitted my JAE application le
shall leave everything to MOE now. (or fate?)
what's done cannot be undone.
hope PJC wants me :) lol

oh and suddenly, i got this crazy idea of turning into a mugger in JC
and mug mug mug
lol hope this feeling will last so that i wont slack :D

seriously, i think choosing JC and the subject combinations is more stressful than the Os itself la!
12 options! crazy.
i think living in the west is a bit sian
cos we dont have much choices
ok maybe have, but i dont like to travel long distances just to get to school (its like for what?)
so ya i think the nearest JCs from my house are NJC and PJC lor
but then i dont think my score can get into NJC (like duh!)
so maybe i just choose PJC bah.
although AJC will be a better choice, but i need like abt 1+hr to get to school la
thats too not-my-type. LOL
ya la. a lot of ppl say ___points go PJC very wasteful but no choice
i dont want to travel far far LOL

then for subject combinations. i have a hard time deciding too la
choosing btw phy or geog
lol ya la i noe i keep cursing and cursing phy in my previous posts
and i even told myself that i will drop physics in JC no matter what
but somehow, i got a bit of interest in physics suddenly
and the H2 geog syllabus isnt much to my liking too
i stared at the subject details for very long lor
ok so its most probably H1 econs, H2 chem maths phy now
exactly the same as huilin and yanying! LOL
i shall force the two of them to be my phy tutors in JC now^^
and who knows? maybe the 3 of us will end up in the same class since we choose PJC
lol B.I.P gathering :)

i've made up my mind le. more or less.
no matter how people try to persuade me to choose AJC over PJC, i think i shall stick to my own choice
afterall its not them who need to travel 1+hr to get to school
its me la! o.0
and somemore, its not really abt the school that matters
its abt urself
i promise i will work extra harder this year and next year for A level!
and since i've more or less noe what i want to take in uni, i shall work towards that goal!
JIAYOU!

maybe u think getting ____ points and going PJC is a waste
but i shall work extra hard to show that no matter where u go, u can still excel in Alevel eventually
and im glad my parents didnt force me to go to a better school
in fact, they are the ones who are persuading me to choose PJC over AJC :)
at least i know there are people who support my decision too

OMG! its tmr!
and as monday draws near, im starting to get worried >.<
cant help it. but i just keep imagining the worst la!
but nvm, prepare for the worst.
maybe i shall not set too high expectations for tmr.
becos the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. (touch wood!)
ok i think i shall stop imagining abt tmr le
anyway the cert has already been printed what.
its just a matter of time..... T_T
OMG OMG OMG!
i still want my kbox date with huiyi la!
hope i can get the results i want :)
HOPE HOPE HOPE!
tmr will be a busy day.
surely a lot of ppl will ask abt results de.
haix scary!
and if i dont meet their expectations, then got to explain more >.<
aiyo its torturing la!
the waiting for results part is scary lor
but luckily i'm the first to collect results tmr. (cos reg no 1 -.-)
so i dont have to like sit down there and pray and pray LOL
but on the other hand, its not that good also
aiya i dont want to be the first to take results leh
very stressed!!!! haix!
i wonder if i willl lose sleep tonight :(

ok i just saw the newspapers
RESULTS IS REALLY GOING TO BE ANNOUNCED ON 12 JAN!
YAY!
its like finally can end the torture of worrying all day and night -.-
cant they just release the results asap and end everything?
LOL but then what if i dont do well? haix touch wood!
i think i've more or less decided where to go le.
it all depends on the results now.
really dont want to disappoint myself, my family and relatives
*cross fingers and pray*
and on the other hand, IM REALLY VERY EXCITED ABT GOING TO SCH!
(except for the part where i may end up in a class with total strangers and no friends)
although i still laugh at juniors wearing uniforms these few days, somehow i just envy them
like what huiyi said "at least they got a school to go. not like us. we're too old to even qualify for sec sch" o.0
omg we're freaking 17 this year! so old. -.- no more sweet 16 le :(
haix looking forward to next monday!
but i cant stop worrying as the day draws nearer o.0

and omg huiyi told me lots of shocking news ysd!
and like wth la! i still cant get over the fact that ______ is a ______!!!!!!!!
and all of us are wondering how _______ becomes _________!!!!!
OMG thats really shocking can!
i still cant figure out.
i wonder how ________ looks like now.
i stopped visiting _______'s blog since long time ago
and when i finally gu qi yong qi and clicked his blog url just now, its was as though i'm viewing a stranger's blog
he's no longer the old ______ that all of us used to know
and i realised i just dont have the courage to scroll down and look at his pictures
cos those who had seen the pictures claimed that its ______
but nvm, its good anyway
ignorance is bliss. >.<

went bugis today with HUIYI!
*laugh at juniors cos they got school*
omg long time no see! then gossiped abit =X
then we both depressed abt _______ and _________
HAIX FORGET IT!
argh today is wednesday!
which means monday is coming SOON!!!!!!!!!!!
nervous la.
really scared didnt do well then jiu die liao >.<
hope not. i still want my kbox^^
anyway i told huiyi that we shall go kbox to celebrate after monday since i got the voucher
but didnt arrange time with her yet
cos its not confirmed!
cos who noes. we might not end up celebrating :(
CHOY! *touch wood*
hope can get good results
all i want is a decent JC jiu can le. :)

so yesterday was the first day of school
although we can like rot at home for the rest of this month
but then i woke up at 6 still!
went back to school for the marchback :D
and it just feels different to be BP Alumni
its like whenever tiger makes announcement and mentions "sec4s"
i keep thinking he's referring to US -.-
and then when he mentions "alumni"
i will look at the seniors without realising i'm also part of the alumni o.0
and its kind of weird to look at the whole school from the 2nd level when all of them are assembling at the parade square
and somehow i cant sense or feel the strong bp spirit as much as i thought i could anymore
maybe its because we arent assembling with the rest of the school anymore
so all the cheers and singing of the school song just feels weird to me
its not because the feeling as a BPian has faded
but its more like.........
errr dunnoe how to explain
but its just weird o.0
somehow its just weird to be called the alumni
instead of a BPian
but still, once a BPian, always a BPian, right?

its getting closer and closer to the release of results le!
shen lao shi said its 12 jan
OMG!
i'm not even mentally prepared for the worst yet
OMG OMG OMG!

actually i wanted to do my last post for 2008 yesterday de
but then i realised i got nth to blog abt o.0
so decided not to
ok bah then i shall do my first post for 2009!!!

NEW YEAR, NEW START^^
i shall not post my new year resolutions here
but i hope what i hope and wish for will really come true =X

now as i recall, 2008 was just an average year for me
i cant say its a wonderful year but at least, not too bad bah?
lots of memories, lots of new friends, lots of things happened
and of course, i survived the major Os :)

[ some memories from 2008 ]
first is the humanities trip to vietnam in march
its the first time i left singapore without my parents
and the first time i abandoned my home sweet home for so long =X

*fast forward*
then its the graduation ceremony for us
the 4 years in BPGHS had been a great time spent


then its mugging mugging and more mugging
and *tada* end of Os!
followed by prom night!


and a few days after prom night..........
HSK scholarship trip to Fudan University in Shanghai!
my second fieldtrip in 2008
this time with lots of pro pro people
cos all of them are HSK scholars!!! :D
the 12 days was wonderful. and i really love the study environment in Fudan!
*immerse in china's rich chinese culture for that 12 days*
its definitely a memorable experience for all of us
and all i can say is : " I WANT TO GO BACK TO FUDAN RIGHT NOW! "
of course, not forgetting all the new friends i've met during the trip
all of them come from top schools in singapore, with almost full marks for the HSK exam (PRO!)

from stangers to friends!


and on the last day, the school really gave us a certificate each
graduates of Fudan leh! LOL!
ok we are short-term students there. (thats what our student identity card wrote)
lol it feels nice to have a Fudan student identity card :)
makes us feel like we're really their students there although its only 12 days

and now as we bid goodbye to 2008 and welcome 2009
i really hope 2009 will be a fun and better year ahead^^
and hope all my wishes will come true :)
lastly, i shall end this post with this :




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