i FINALLY got to see my dear chingching after months of not seeing her :D
haha we had a B.I.P movie outing today
yamyam didnt go cos she's still having her odac overseas cip
we used the M1 1-for-1 promotion thing, and it's super cheap
like buy 2 tickets ($20) then got 2 free
so 4 tickets + 2 free popcorn combo, only $20 ! CHEAP!
cos it's just like $5 per person, way cheaper than the usual student's price :)
and anyway we went to watch 2012
it was shocking to see almost all the seats fully occupied, despite the fact that 2012 was already screened in cinema since like 2 weeks ago.
and the B.I.P president seems to be really enjoying herself throughout the movie
with all her funny sound effects and actions. LOL !
(it's a little bit embarrassing to sit beside her during movie. haha joking.)

i think we will be having a complete B.I.P outing again 2 weeks later (with yamyam)
BBQ, if im not wrong.
yay! we shall try to meet up as many times as possible this holiday before school reopens.
honestly speaking, im kind of dreading 11 jan 2010.
cos it means the start of new school term = j2 + Alevel -.-

and anyway huilin said i've changed
LOL !
she means i've becomed more studious, i think?
but i guess its the sense of urgency that makes me change.
afterall Alevel is really million times different from Olevel T_T
and im working hard towards my goal as well.
JIAYOU TO B.I.P
AND JIAYOU TO MYSELF :D

yay happy !
cos no need to go sch anymore, until 11 jan 2010 :D
and this reminds me of sth, we're not J1s anymore !
LOL
but i think this isnt sth to celebrate afterall...
cos J2 = super hectic timetable = Alevel coming :(
and i think i really have a lot of academic stuff to catch up on during this holiday
esp CHEM :(
but i doubt there's even sufficient time for me to really do self-revision on those J1 topics
considering the number of assignments and tutorials for us to complete T_T
and the more i attempt to do those assignments, the more depressing it gets
seriously, i must buck up so that i wont get stuck at every few qns anymore ! :(
and sometimes, the teachers' words (esp mr chu's) made me wonder if i'm really ready for J2
i've been thinking a lot since the day we got back our promotional status
worried that i cant cope with J2 topics (i browsed through the chem reference book and realised the J2 chem topics are like .... alien language to me... T_T)
worried that i might screw up Alevel...
i've heard about people who cant get into the faculty they want with even AAB !
so i'll be worse :(
and there's still GP to worry about. >.<

nvm, i shall stop thinking for the worst and procrastinating for the time being
think positively and things will get better :)
oh and i've found some quotes to motivate myself.

They can because they think they can.
Virgil

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
Thomas Jefferson

The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
Frank Loyd Wright

Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.
Robert Collier

the timetable is crap
we went to sch on wed morning for only about 1 hr, just for GPF filing
then we went to sch ysd for just 30 mins, just to take back results -.-
cant they put these 2 events on the same day ??? !!!
nvm its over

so we got back our results ysd
got promoted, of course. but not with fantastic results.
i think my results look disgusting though, although im alr quite contented with it. (lol abit ironic here)
cos i think i didnt put in my 100% effort this time round, and i screwed up some papers for promos
so yea, my results is alr satisfactory le. :)
BUT I THINK I COULD HAVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER IF I WORK HARDER !!!!
its like so many Bs on my result slip, and not a single A -.-
cos for both gsc and econs, my B is the very high B type. i think around 67 or 68, after adding in CA and MYE etc... >.< wth la!
i hate it when this kind of thing happens.
its like the A is so near yet so far T_T
so although i feel so much relieved after taking back my results cos i didnt expect to get so many Bs, BUT im still disappointed with myself
i know i could have done so much better
so as promised, during the holidays, i shall go mug with xiangqin, huilin and regina !
and like what i've told mandy ysd, we shall all pull up our socks high high until we look like a nerd ! LOL not literally though. :D
if becoming a mugger can convert all my Bs to As, why not ?
seriously, i really hope i can score better for the next exam.
afterall, next year is alr the Alevel year (OMG time flies !)

also, im glad that most of us are promoted to J2 and we can still remain as S10
we entered PJC as 09S10, and we shall ace Alevel together as 09S10 too ! :D
but im sure i'll miss qiaohui, atikah and josiah, in one way or another.

anyway, congrats to my dear gf (HUILIN) !
u've done really well, im so proud of u !
how i wish i can have ur results lah ! :(
nvm, i shall work harder during the holidays to catch up.
and hopefully, i can score as many As as u next year :)
jiayou !

i dont really like it when people look at my results, and say i've did well
cos i know i've failed to meet my own target :(
i have my own target, my own expectation
this kind of shitty grades is not good at all
like hello, i cant even get into the course i want in uni if i were to score this kind of grades in Alevels !
NTU business school is damn hard to get in >.<
but i will definitely work harder to meet the entry requirement.

we had OP yesterday and i think on the whole, my group did well :D
in fact, i think yesterday's presentation was the BEST, as compared to our other rehearsals
at least, we managed to stay calm and didnt really screw up our Q&A
which was great ! *insert thumb-up*
so now left with I&R final, which im doing later
and we're done ^^
omg i love my PW group, PJ068 <3
at least we didnt have quarrels although there may be some slight unhappiness sometimes
at least we can work efficiently as a group and get things done ahead of the due date
yay and now, i shall pray hard for our whole group to get A for PW :)
i want an A for PW !!!!
hmm if really no A, at least a B.... *pray hard*

we'll be having OP tmr!
quoted from angela "second last work of PW alr"
so jiayou and all the best, esp to S10 :D
im feeling quite calm now, but i think i'll feel damn nervous tmr...
really scared i'll screw up my Q&A !
hope the assessors will ask sth "simple"
after tmr, then must chiong I&R final draft
and then go sch on wed for GPF filing and tada, we'll be released from the torture of pw ! :D
have been looking forward to this day since the start of the year.
haha but actually, there are still memorable parts abt pw... :)
and so, back to OP, good luck people! stay calm^^


i was looking at some of my archives
and i realised my JC life is so mundane as compared to the past !
omg >.<
and suddenly, i just miss the days when i can talk abt everything under the sun with potato...
unfortunately, we've somehow lost contact already and so, i've lost one of my best listening ears :(
but still, i wish potato good luck for the upcoming Alevel exam.

after 5 days of school-less days, sch officially start tmr
the word "officially" means that there will be the usual H2 / H1 lessons again...
to be specific, lectures. -.-
but actually i prefer lectures to tutorials.
cos it's more productive and i can absorb better :)
but the thought of 8am - 4+ pm (on average days) lessons everyday makes me >.<
that means no more skipping of schools, cos there wont be any more chinese lessons...
haix...
and it also means the whole studying (or mugging) cycle will start again..
hmm nvm, at least it's better than rotting in school, doing nth productive -.-
in fact, i think im quite excited for lessons :)
haha.
i shall switch myself to the studying mode from today onwards !!!
and hope the determination will stay as long as possible...

i dont want to be so hopeless in chem anymore ! :(
must jiayou ^^