ok like what i've mentioned in the previous post
i joined in the usual camwhoring session on monday, before maths tutorial!
im feeling very high these few days, all thanks to lmp the abnormal girl

actually there's a lot of unglam pics
so i'll just post some "nicer" ones. (spastic!)
haha



told u we're spastic!
actually kay is supposed to act as if she's drinking from the cup. (which she managed to do it successfully!)
but i failed! cos my hands are too low. im suppposed to be hugging the whale. -.-


this one erm.... i dont know what we are doing
im just doing whatever scary is doing.... haha


we're wanted! OMG!
but i like this pic.
i think it's one of the nicest pic we took that day.
although its a bit dark.


lecturer in action!
LOL! look at kay's expression!
classic!


u're seeing doubles! :D


and more doubles... scary looks really scary! she looks like a ball! LOL!


and more doubles! uno got nice hairstyle...
haha!

so ya, this week is the craziest and happiest week ever since term 3
all thanks to lmp for entertaining me!
continue being like this for the rest of the year! :D
oh and we brought mandy to our "secret place" today!
and told her the "story".... haha!
and so, we concluded that lmp and i have weird imagination.
(i think by the end of this week, i'll have sore jaws. cos laugh too much le. LOL)
so i shall control my laughter now. try not to laugh!
i dont want the recording of my laughter for my 18th birthday present! (haha belle!)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
ok before i turn crazy again, i shall start on my pw now.
off to pw~

OMG today is like.... the craziest day since the start of term 3!
firstly, our dearest lmp finally smile, laugh and joke with us THROUGHOUT the day!
she's a happy girl today! which is so unusual....
hmm but continue to be like that bah. :D

and then, i was like trying to control my laughter the whole day
im trying very hard not to laugh out la!
all because of belle!
she said my laughter is very funny. got 2 different pitch de.
then in the end, mandy keep trying to hear me laugh! -.-
u noe, its so hard to control ur laughter, ok?

and then, during our 3omins break before maths tutorial,
i dunoe why suddenly i just joined in the cam-whoring session with kay, gracia, uno and likhoon
its so fun la! cos of all the cute cute backgrounds and effects.
we had a great laugh
and i really enjoyed myself very much :D
i think its kind of rare for me to mingle so well with the rest of my classmates?
cos i realised lmp, belle, mandy and i always hang together as a clique
so ya, its good to mingle with the rest too.
im curious to see the end-result of all our crazy cam-whoring!
cos i didnt have a chance to take a look at the photos in school.

and the last thing, is really damn random and crazy!
the 3 of us anyhow mix me with _______
and even come up with an equation. (or should it be receipe?)
wth la! they damn jokers!
made me laugh and laugh during gp lessons today!
and i cant believe im that blur to actually almost wrote _____'s name on the paper im passing to lmp! luckily, mandy caught me in time! if not, i'll be so dead.....
blur queen in action T_T
and seriously, i dont want to end up to be lmp no.2! (inside joke. they should noe what im referring to)

haix so in conclusion, i had the craziest day in school today
with lots of craps and laughters
there's no such thing as monday blues
when u've crazy friends with u! :D

yay i went to popular and pre-ordered my <<爱的3温暖>> just now!
HAPPY^^ :D
whee im now looking forward to 31 july!
hope the popular staff will call me asap!
then i can rush down to popular and collect my beloved book!
WHEE!!!!!!!!!!
IM HAPPY XD

hmm maybe i should really force myself to pay attention during gp lessons
and do his assignments faithfully and seriously
if not i will be stuck with the _____ grade for the rest of my JC life!
OMG!
(i shall take liquid paper and erase away my gp grade when we get back our result slip!)
LOL! :D
i like gp
i like gp
i like gp
omg................ fine! i admit im cheena! -.-


LOL i didnt expect myself to get 2 As for MYE this time
cos i didnt really study very hard, as compared to that WONG HUI LIN! :(
so im very contented with my results le, with exception of GP!
and i tyco tyco get first in class!
LOL first time in my life^^
and i shall use it as my source of motivation to push harder for better results :D
must score more As next time!
i've found my motivation again! yay happy!
lets hope this motivation will stay long...
at least until end of promos
i really really really want to score well for promos. :)

HARRY POTTER IS OUT TODAY^^
haha will be watching it with dear regina tmr after school, provided that we can get the tickets :)
i know its ridiculous to watch movie during schooldays
but i want to study hard, play hard.
haha dont want to end up like a nerd who only noes how to study but have no life -.-
anyway i shall treat it as a reward for my MYE results
although my results are not very perfect and i didnt meet the expectation/goal i set for myself....
but at least i know im scoring above average :)
im contented already, seriously. cos i know i didnt put in a lot of effort in revising
AAD/B. (shall not mention the stupid gp....)
although my chem results sucks. cos it destroys my nice As and B....
but i've tried my best. so its ok :)
will work harder to achieve better results!
hopefully, can be in top 3 in class!
i wish they will print our class position and level position on our result slip -.- (like BP's one)
cos it really serves as a source of motivation for me....
at least i know where i stand, and how im doing as compared to the rest
hmmm.....
i want to get my AAA/A!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but how to get A for chem?! :(

luckily regina and i didnt go for the BP Opera Performance at RP last sunday
cos i heard that a lot of ppl who went got sick in the end
fever, flu etc....
OMG H1N1! scary....

got back most of my papers, except econs
hmm i should say.... the results are more or less what i've expected myself to get
judging at how unprepared i was during the MYE period
judging at how i made lots of stupid careless mistakes when i've already written the correct answer somewhere on my script (arh, forget it, u wont know what im talking abt unless u look at my pathetic script -.- )
yea, so im feeling neutral right now
maybe a little disappointed for GP.
CT period today was scary
cos whatever ms chan said was like, exactly what we're thinking/doing
that makes my guilty level rise even higher -.-
but i'll work harder for the rest of this term, for promos!
hope that by then, my results can improve by at least one grade. ><
seriously, when i look back, o level is CHICKEN FEET la! (compared to now....)

o level, if u nvr study, can still get a decent grade
but now, even if u study, the results also like ______
haix the difference is really big lor :(
and just when i thought im already hardworking enough as compared to some other ppl, what ms chan said today brings me back to reality again
according to her, im LAZY!
she didnt pin point names la.
she just list out those characteristics that belongs to a lazy person, or something like that
"when u open ur TYS and realise a lot of qns look alien to u, u freak out and start convincing yourself not to scare yourself further, and so u close the TYS and forget abt it"
"when u reach home, bathe and finish ur dinner, u study for abt 1-2 hours every night"
"what did u all do during free periods? sit down and talk? or study?"
etc etc......
she said a lot of things which i can totally relate to!
cos there's what i do most of the time! (unfortunately)
ya so, thats lazy! :(
which means i must study a lot more in order to be hardworking -.-
sooner or later, i'll just turn into a nerd la! :(
but nvm, i'll rather suffer now than suffer in the future
the opp cost of retaining/not scoring well for Alevel is really very big!
she did the calculation at the start of the year before. the sums are scary, really!

so i should not live in my own fantasy world anymore
sadly, im not as hardworking as i thought i was :(
its time to return back to reality. although its cruel and stressul ><
work extra extra hard for promos!
no more time to play anymore.
the opp cost of slacking for 1 hour is already very big
i dont want to fall extra hard in order to learn my lesson!
i WILL do well for promos.
and im working towards that goal.
shall go mug at the library with B.I.P (esp HUILIN!) whenever its possible
must study with friends who will motivate u to study :)
JIAYOU^^

PW IS STRESSFUL TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

school starts "officially" tmr....
the past 2 weeks were just exams and some boring post-exam activities ><
next week is doom's week, for me. cos we'll be getting back our papers
somehow, im mentally prepared to face all the lousy results le.
i told regina ysd that its better to die a fast death than a delayed one. (that reminds me of The Green Mile, the movie we watched during GP lecture)
so i rather get back all the papers in one single day and just die on that particular day
than to get back results day-by-day, and die everyday -.-
foundation not good, and everything starts pilling up like mountains T_T
that shows how "intelligent" i am...........
haix nvm, im prepared to face the truth le
faster give us back all the papers and get done with it bah!
*and pray hard that i wont get too lousy results*

but on a happier note, i FINALLY got to meet up with dear ysd!
after weeks/months of not seeing her!
managed to noe some things at her :D
and i wish her good luck. LOL!
(u dont have to know what im talking abt, cos as long as dear noes, jiu can le. haha)



and we cam-whore in the toilet.
a bit paiseh la! cos those aunties were staring at us as if they had never seen ppl taking photos in their entire life before.... -.-
thats why we look weird/unglam in most of the photos, as a result. LOL!
so this is the only decent photo. (although its still not very decent -.-)
nvm, next time meet up then take more pics. :D
anyway im kind of touched by what dear said that day (in her sms)
cos i finally told her what happened and how ______ managed to almost brain-wash me abt *something negative*
and to be honest, i really feel very very guilty abt this
cos i actually almost believed _______ and almost lost trust in my 8 years de best friend!
WHY AM I SO STUPID ?!
and luckily, dear didnt get too offended by my stupidity.
im very touched by what she said, "why let an outsider affect our friendship"
ya, i wont be so stupid and naive anymore!
i've seen ______'s true colour.
no matter what, we'll still be gf forever! :D
thanks a lot, dear! for tolerating my stupidity. ><

and i admit im very very stupid last year
cos i did a lot of stupid things and hurt a few people
and i've decided to keep all these secrets.
dear is the only one who noes how stupid i was last year
and im so glad i have her to turn to last year
whenever i did something stupid and end up hurting another person
ok better not say anymore.
i'll be more mature in the future! :D

OMG la!
this week is damn slack can!
i dont need to go sch on tues and tmr
which means, i only go to sch ysd and today!
LOL and i actually survived ysd's 4 hours of GP -.-
today's pw wasnt as boring as i thought it would be la. so hai hao :)
and i think the China's Social Norm de talk today was quite interesting too
cos the speaker said a lot of jokes.... haha

oh and today we went to huilin's hse to slack !
i think the last time i went to her hse was during o-level period T_T
OMG thats like so.... LONG ago la!
if chingching also join us then jiu hao le
cos then, it will be B.I.P gathering liao! :(
nvm, there's still next time
i really miss the days when B.I.P will see each other everyday, everytime in school :(
i miss the times we stick together like glue. LOL!
and i also miss my dear.... XUANNY!

at the end of the day, i dont want to just get good results, but lost all my good friends :(
i want to strike a balance between good results and close friendship.....
i will try my best to do so.... :)



anyway enjoy this!
all of us had a great laugh when the tcher showed us this before pw lecture
LOL! how i wish they will show us one funny video everytime before a lecture
it keeps me awake! haha :D

went to Yuki Yaki today for buffet
it was meant to be a belated bday celebration for yunfang de LOL
so the 5 of us (regina, yunfang, shuli, wanting and me) had lots of fun today
esp the D.I.Y ice cream part LOL!
i will always rmb how retarded we are
staring at the liquid ice cream and wondering why it havent start to freeze
and panicking and thinking that we've spoilt their cold pan
when its us who forgot to switch on the cold pan de switch T_T
LOL la! i guess i've spread my blur sotong virus to them liao....
haha!

and Marina Square doesnt seem as far as i thought afterall
the mrt ride was only abt 40+mins? (luckily we didnt take the red line)
and i took bus home with wanting after that
cos we got direct bus from marina bay to bukit panjang :)
and the two of us slept until very shuang during the bus ride
LOL! :D

ok this shall be my last time playing liao
im still in a holiday mood
must quickly switch back to the "mugger" mood liao
and i shall start to learn how to study smart
and not study hard
cos i realise although i may seem very hardworking, but the content doesnt get into my head -.-
its time to change my study method le. perhaps?
hope can see improvements......
im not satisfied with my test results at all! :(
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY....
I DONT WANT TO GET RETAIN!

im happily slacking now!
cos MYE officially ended today^^
i shall reward myself by slacking as much as i can this weekend
before the everyday-study-like-mad days start next week... T_T
i think im still in a holiday mood......
dont think i can adapt quickly when lessons resume ><
its scary how time flies
which means PROMOS is getting nearer too
i think i better start revising whenever i can, so that i wont start the ball rolling again....
as in i got a lot of uncleared doubts when im doing my revision for MYE, esp chem :(
and i enter the exam hall without truly understanding all the concepts
haix..... where did all my motivations to achieve my goals go to?!
at this rate, i dont think i can be able to achieve the targets i set for this year.... :(
haix jiayou jiayou jiayou^^
i want study with B.I.P !!!! cos they give me motivations to study....