quote frm fahrenheit 451,
the all-time favourite quote : "are u happy?"
NOT! seriously, im not happy at all.
feel rather demoralised, esp after emaths and amaths paper 2
its HARD! do-able but difficult!
and i just feel angry with myself whenever i am stuck halfway through the papers
i admit i used to be not very hardworking, or perhaps just talking exams lightly
but i swear i really mug very hard for this prelims ok?
and in the end, hard work just doesnt pay off.
why must they set those killer papers?
as in it will only demoralise students more.
afterall olvl standard is like way below sch standard la.
>.<
and i dont even want to get back my results now.
cos i dont want to see results that are of no difference to the past few exams, or worse still, lousier
tell me, study so hard for what?
in the end, hard work doesnt even pay off and the results are still like ****

anyway xuanny and i have made a deal
we will study mugging harder for olvls
after prelims, im gonna study and study and study
then do practices and more practices
just hope that hard work will really pay off this time round.
if not can just go bang wall le la. -.-

on a happier note, im super excited abt the sept holiday
not becos i have more time to mug
but becos IM GOING SAKURA WITH XUANNY AND STORYTELLER!
SAKURA!!!!
lol looking forward to it, and i noe xuanny feels the same way too :D
and that day during tuition, my tutor said sth quite meaningful
she told me that studying is not everything in life
I AGREE!
and she said its becos singapore focus alot on the university cert
thats why study seems impt
in other words, if not for the cert, ppl should just socialise more and enjoy life better
thats what she said.
afterall when u graduate, the cert will only secure u ur first job but it doesnt gurantee u a bright future or success
to succeed in life, u have to noe how to interact and communicate with ppl.
the society doesnt want muggers who only noe how to mug and produce results, but no life at all
the society wants ppl who are all-rounders, who can excel in both studies and CCA and communication.
AGREE TOTALLY LA!
and actually it was quite surprising that my tutor suddenly talked abt all these
haha cos we were talking abt JCs and the subject combinations
so she shared with me some of her sch experience and the pros and cons abt some subjects
which i think is really meaningful :)

i think nowadays i've been brainwashed by so many ppl
ok not exactly brainwash, but just gain enlightenment
and it just feels good to noe that there are friends who actually care for me when im emo-ing
LOL