found some random quotes which are quite meaningful actually :)
maybe because i'm abit emo bah
when im emo, i think alot (???)
then when i think a lot, i tend to search for quotes/images which match my feelings
LOL ok thats lame. >.<

"And I wonder where the friendship went. What about the days and the memories we spent? Now it feels like I’m being replaced. Now it feels like I don’t know you."

"And slowly as the days go by, you lose friends you never thought you would. "

"Best friends soon to fade away and only become a memory and a picture hanging on the wall."

these are some which i think is quite true, at least to me la
sometimes although we may say "friends forever" to one another
but who knows what will happen in the future?
who knows? nobody does.
and even sometimes the closest friends can turn out to be strangers after a period of time
and all the "friends forever" may eventually become "a memory and a picture hanging on the wall" (taken from the quote)
or perhaps just a "hi-bye" friend. which i think is worse la.
actually i'll rather become a stranger than a hi-bye type of friend
cos i think its really very awkward
its like u noe tat person so well and are the closest of friends
then suddenly a few years later, u just say "hi" to each other and nothing else.
i dunoe.
but i tend to avoid long-lost friends on the street because of this reason

ok after crapping so much, i realise
maybe i'm really drifting apart from some friends
its like i no longer understand what they are thinking of now
neither do they understand mine
maybe i've been isolating myself too much this holidays bah
but i just dont feel like going out too often -.-
its not because i got no money, its just because i dont feel like spending money
and i prefer to stay at home and read some novels and daydream
rather than going out and wasting my time on activities which i dont even like (not referring to anyone in particular)

argh what am i crapping again.
haix forget it.
suddenly i just dunoe how to put my feelings into words here.
lol.

its CHRISTMAS today!
so here goes.....


Christmas Glitter Graphics

LOL merry christmas people!
and hope u'll have a happy 2009 ahead^^
anyway the graphic is cute :D

oh gosh the results will be released in about 2 weeks time?
or maybe less than 2 weeks?
OMG !!!!!!!
*pray hard its good news*
i've been having weird dreams abt olvls results
but i really hope its not that bad in reality >.<

LOL i got a shock when i logged in to Bowling Buddies ysd
or rather, after looking at yianlu's character -.-
i was like saving my bowling cash so that i can buy that costume la!
then in the end, yianlu always buy the same thing as me
OMG why we got similar taste de? (not the first time le)
and its not just that costume, the shoes and bowling ball also EXACTLY the same!
so i decided to change my bowling ball to the red one
and i didnt buy the black socks in the end
if not, we will be like twins le o.0
plus our scores are quite near. so she's ranked just in front of me
and our characters look like twins beside each other -.-
LOL!!!

ok nvm, i'm just crapping and posting for the sake of it :D
and im addicted more to Geo Challenge than Bowling Buddies now. >.<
oh and the chinese magazines i bought from shanghai are nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think im addicted to facebook le, esp Bowling Buddies >.<
lol cos too bored at home mah.
so should play some childish games to kill time :)

anyway i went to the Singapore Flyers with my relatives on tues!
it was actually a last-minute decision for me
cos i decided to tag along with them only on mon night
lol then in the end, i pang-seh dear xuanny! opps SORRY!
ok bah, since i got nth to post, i shall post the pics :)

SINGAPORE FLYERS!

tried to take a full view photo
LOL i just realised there's a weird-looking cloud behind the Singapore Flyers. -.-

the place we had our NDP

some random place >.<
i took quite a lot of photos actually
just anyhow snap here snap there -.-

cannot just put scenery photo.
must include me right? LOL!

the future IR model
looks quite nice here.


YAY and the hsk bbq gathering is confirmed!
on 29dec. :D :D :D
oh and im going kbox with xuanny and huiyi on 30dec.
hmm bbq and kbox dont go well together....

ok i think i shall do a recap on the new friends i've met
just in case i forget their name nxt time.
hmm but i'm not that blur right? or maybe i am. well..... o.0

LEE LIAN LAO SHI! u're great!
even though its difficult to control the 28 of us (Class A) but u did! :D
miss u lots^^

BRENDA! thanks for not dao-ing me too. haha i'm referring to ur little note
CHENYU! how can u stay so high throughout the 12days? lol!
JESSLYN! u look really cute during the puppet performance. haha fellow yellow puff! (i'm durian puff and u're mango puff?)
SEY CHEE! at first i almost thought ur name is say cheese la. LOL then i was thinking to myself "is say cheese even a name?" OMG cant believe i'm that stupid o.0 but had fun with u at ktv!
AI LING! another tall tall girl. sleep so early every night. maybe sleep early = grow taller? lol
ALVIN! i can rmb ur trademark. lol "stares, ignores, rolls eyes, WHATEVER"

JULIA! chio chio

WEN XIN! or better known as the "qi zhi mei nu"!

CAI MIAO! lol its funny how the teachers always tease abt ur name.
"ta zhen de shi cai miao, bu shi cai xin" LOL
and ur jay chou actions.
"you mei you kan guo zhou jie lun chi fan?"
"mei you!"
"wo ye mei you!"

JING RONG! ok now we all noe that u are still dan shen de.
LOL u made us laugh like hell that night la!
and thanks for ur magic!

ZAI WEI! wow ur solo dance and ur moonwalk is fabulous!

YANYUN! room mate! i miss sharing one toilet with u. haha

ZHENSHEN! hmm i bet u've melt a lot of girls de heart. lol!
JUNJIE! thanks for adding colours to our life with ur colourful hats!
YU LIANG! at first we dont know ur name so we just call u liangliang. haha
REBECCA! dont really noe u well though.
YU TZE! wah can do split leh! nice.
XUAN YING! cute girl. lol i first remember ur name becos it sounds like XUANNY's name. (xuan ying and yin shuen)

CHEN XI! didnt noe u well too. just noe u becos u're __________
LOL ok i shall keep the secret. (although its not a secret anymore among us)

SIJUN a.k.a CAO GE look-alike! how can u not know how to sing cao ge's song at ktv that day? hmm and another guy whom i forgot his name. LOL opps.

GUO HAO! his speech made everyone laugh like mad la!
another funny guy.

BOON TIONG! i can still rmb ur "killer speech" lol! another funny speech!
and another RI guy whom i forgot his name too. OMG!

YU JIE/JERRY!
yea now i noe tom is ur father! LOL
at traffic light : someone said "tom and jerry"
then he turned and replied "eh who said that. tom is my father ok?"
HAHA!

LI ZHEN xue jie! haha she calls us xue mei because she's an ex BPian too.

and many others whom i didnt have a chance to take photo with!
BOONHUI! rest assured i'll surely rmb ur name de.
MING KE! another shuai one. haha class A got a lot of shuai ge while class B got a lot of mei nu!
AMANDA! unglam aunty. haha inside-joke.
CHARLES/JIA HAO! xian nu! LOL!
SABRINA! u dance very well!
HELEN LAO SHI!
JASLINE! shy shy girl.
etc etc.... lazy to type out everyone's name.

but i'll always rmb u guys!
HSK SHANGHAI '08 <3 <3 <3
must turn up for the bbq gathering in jan ok? :)

everything begins with this.... the opening ceremony :)

fudan's school motto (read from right to left)

taken in front of the school gate. its a must-take-photo venue for everyone
cos this will proves that u have been to fudan before. LOL


one thing i like about the school campus is this!
dont u think it looks like those scene in korea drama?
when the cold wind blows, then the trees will sway
OMG the scene is nice la. we saw it a few times. :)

weiqi is bending down and im tip-toeing
but still.... she's taller than me
ok that shows how big our height gap is. o.0
and the main difference btw GRD and ARD

i love this place la.
its called yu yuan. sth like a garden de.
with a lot of nice nice places.
its really a perfect place to take photos.
cos of the beautiful scenery there.

shall post a pic of me! haha :D

my shanghai clique!
BP + RV!
lol the RV ppl are really fun to hang out with.
there will always be laughter with them around.

everyone is waiting to have their chance to take photo with this guy
the red-beard ang moh
haha
we went to have our photoshot taken at some part in yu yuan
i fell in love with the various costumes there the moment i saw the shop
u noe, those palace de costumes. got king, queen, prince and princess de. LOL
then in the end, the aunty there let us wear the ge-ge (princess) costume
and its kind of paiseh la. cos ALOT of strangers were crowding in front of us
while we were taking our photoshot
felt like some big stars. camera flash and ppl everywhere. haha.

and we took pic with some of our lecturers at fudan!
didnt manage to take pic with every lecturer
cos some of them left the classroom in a rush >.< everyone loves his lessons! to the extent that we demand for another of his lesson on the last day of school. he may look old, but he's very IN la.
he taught us abt xin ci yu. which is actually those words that youngsters in china/taiwan uses nowadays.
my favourite teacher in fudan! laoshi, ni hen meng! (LOL i applied what i've learnt in class)

chio chio teacher. haha she taught us abt ying yong wen.
those letter writing format etc.

as seen from the magazine in our hand, its kind of obvious
she's our xin wen dao du teacher.
on the first day, we took a magazine each
and we were asked to choose an article and present it to the class
sth like public speaking
but its really very fun.
i love the RI guys de speech. they are super humurous lor!

her lesson is super slack de.
cos its dian ying xin shang.
which means we just watched movie for the whole 2 hrs.
oh and the movie she showed us is very entertaining!

our gongfu shi fu!

and then everything ends with this. the closing ceremony. :(

if given a chance, i'll definitely go back to fudan again
with the rest of the HSK scholars
oh and i forgot to mention sth
they are really PRO la.
i feel so noob with them around
its like many of them scored 399/400 or even 400/400 for the HSK test la!!!!!!!!
bian tai! and the worse thing is, they took advanced level lor.
not like us, cos BPians took intermediate level only. >.<
and we scored lower marks than those who took higher level than us!
OMG paiseh....
but i really love the study environment there in fudan!
super nice and friendly lecturers, beautiful school campus, interesting classmates etc....
and every lesson is taught in chinese. (i like)
LOL

ok i think i shall end here.
lazy to post other pics. :)

I WANT GO BACK TO SHANGHAI / FUDAN!
2 weeks is seriously not enough la.
to think we were all grumbling on the first few days in shanghai
everyone was complaining abt how long 2 weeks is and how they wanted to go home
that was BEFORE we started to know each other better
after a few days, we started to mix around with ppl from other schools
and that was when everyone started to grumble about how time flies
LOL
its like we only started to get familiar with the area and the ppl around us
and then its time to pack up and go home
sian la! :(
i wont forget the night when all of us got high in ktv
its the first time i've been in the VIP louge in ktv, singing with 20+ ppl
even if we dont know each other very well, we got high together
and im really starting to miss the 12 days we spent together
omg! I WANT GO BACK TO SHANGHAI AGAIN!

btw i've uploaded the pictures onto my computer le
just feel a bit lazy to upload them on blogger
so wait bah. see if i got the time first.
haha :D

came back from shanghai this afternoon
and im already starting to miss the place
the freezing cold weather, the new friends and the university
argh my camera no battery le. got to charge first.
will be back with pictures soon!
i need to get more pics from the rest first. :)

ok now. since yianlu so "good" give me early christmas "present", i shall be nice to pei he tai. haha! actually i edit from yianlu's answers de, cos some quite similar :D

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.
4) No tagging back.

1. I'm not a mugger.
People often think that I always study and that my results are good
but then......ok i know myself best. =X

2. I have many things which are pink in colour.
My handphone pouch, bag, watch, pencils etc......
*actually ALL my this year de birthday presents are pink in colour lor. LOL*

3. I love to daydream.

4. I don't talk to people unless they start talking to me first.
lol thats why im always quite slow in making new friends. >.<

5. I enjoyed my shanghai trip ALOT ALOT! and i miss everything there too.
12 days passed really quickly la!

6. I like to keep all my inner emotions to myself.
In other words, i'll continue to be cheerful in front of my friends although i may be feeling really sad...

7. I actually survived 12 days of not using handphone and computer. haha
cos i didnt bring laptop to shanghai. then sms/call using hp very expensive mah.

8. I'm easily touched by people's words or actions. and i cry while watching drama de. LOL!

9. I dont know how to reject people. to the extent that sometimes i force myself to change in order to suit that person, just because i dont know how to reject. (ok i noe im stupid la)

10. I'm quite a perfectionist.
If my handwriting is horrible,
I'll re-write everything. (although i copied this from yianlu but its freaking TRUE! i wasted lots and lots of paper because of this. lol ok i noe this is not environmental friendly la. its a BAD habit)
If my table is a tad bit dirty,
I'll clean it right away.
If my hair isn't acceptable,
I'll re-tie it till it's acceptable. (OMG yianlu, this is scary! we are so alike when it comes to this perfectionist thing. to the extent that i just copy and paste everything u wrote. LOL)

The 1O people who are tagged:
XUANNY dear, CHERYL, JOSIAS, BEARBEAR etc........
aiya whatever la. want do then do lor. dont do then dont do.
i dont care. haha :D





就算多麽不如意的事情，
也要懂得对自己说：我忍得住！
就算多大的挫折，
也要懂得对自己说：我撑得住！
就算再怎么伤心欲绝，
也要懂得对自己说：我看得开!