had a very very bad bus experience ysd!
i swear, it was the most unpleasant bus trip that i've ever had
actually its not because of the trip, its because of one stupid person!
really have the urge to scold vulgarities at that person ysd.
but in the end, i didnt. cos im a nice girl :)
and the worse thing is, when im alighting, i accidentally stepped on that person's feet
and i actually said sorry to him!
saying sry has become a habit. so much that im actually stupid enough to apologise to him.
gosh!
why am i so stupid? T_T
and when im complaining to xuanny dear, i was almost on the verge of crying
the more i recall, the more stupid i think i am.
argh forget it!
and after what happened ysd, i suddenly miss somebody
esp after going to kbox with xuanny
cos she told me __________ *insert date* will be their one year anniversary :)
*the day after that date is special, to me too*
after all the bad things that had happened this whole week, im starting to miss YOU!
im not sure if im missing the actual you, or missing the memories we once shared
but these few days, memories of the past just keep flowing back :(
and thinking of the past, makes me feel im stupid again
maybe, im really stupid at this kind of thing. i dunoe.
but i really miss the past
when i can complain everything to you.
can i turn back time?
but even if i can, i still dunoe if i'll make the same decision i've made last time
i really dunoe.
maybe its not you that i miss.
but to be exact, the memories we had.....
its time to let go and start life anew! :D
i shall learn to be more independent now.
FOCUS ON STUDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*anyway dont bother guessing who im referring to, cos i think nobody will noe
except xuanny and myself. and maybe xuanny's dear.
