finally.... there's another long weekend!
3 days for me to catch up with school work
im starting to get blur during lectures now, both econs and chem
econs was quite manageable all along, but not after costs of production
i find myself staring at the ppt slides blankly without understanding the concept....
chem was also quite ok, but not after atomic structure and chemical bonding
i cant do my tutorials! :(
i guess its all about reading the notes before lecture bah
its either im too busy or too lazy to read up on my notes before lecture nowadays...
thats why keep getting confused nowadays
WHERE HAVE ALL MY PASSION FOR STUDIES GONE TO????
at the start of the year, im really determined to do well and to excel
i read my lecture notes before attending lectures
and i do my tutorials happily
but since the start of term 2, the passion seems to have disappeared.
i stare blankly at the screen during lectures
i attend tutorials with half-completed work
i dont have much confidence during class tests anymore.

mid year is coming.
MUST BUCK UP LIAO!
cant afford to lag behind anymore.
i will constantly remind myself of the goal i set for myself at the start of the year
must chiong towards the finishing line!!!!!!!!!
and hope i wont drop dead even before reaching the finishing line.....
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D

life is getting more and more boring nowadays
its always studies studies and more studies
but thats jc life :(
and ms chan is so right.
why are we grumbling abt how tedious jc life is?
even if u choose a poly life, it doesnt mean life will be so much easier....
thats how life is in singapore.
face the reality.
in the end, its still the piece of stupid cert that matters.
and im not going to let the piece of paper ruin my future.
i've had enough regrets.... i dont want more!
so...... lets study
*in the process of turning into mugger*
(somehow, i got a bad feeling that i wont do well for mid year. haix)