the past 2 weeks were just exams and some boring post-exam activities ><
next week is doom's week, for me. cos we'll be getting back our papers
somehow, im mentally prepared to face all the lousy results le.
i told regina ysd that its better to die a fast death than a delayed one. (that reminds me of The Green Mile, the movie we watched during GP lecture)
so i rather get back all the papers in one single day and just die on that particular day
than to get back results day-by-day, and die everyday -.-
foundation not good, and everything starts pilling up like mountains T_T
that shows how "intelligent" i am...........
haix nvm, im prepared to face the truth le
faster give us back all the papers and get done with it bah!
*and pray hard that i wont get too lousy results*
but on a happier note, i FINALLY got to meet up with dear ysd!
after weeks/months of not seeing her!
managed to noe some things at her :D
and i wish her good luck. LOL!
(u dont have to know what im talking abt, cos as long as dear noes, jiu can le. haha)
and we cam-whore in the toilet.
a bit paiseh la! cos those aunties were staring at us as if they had never seen ppl taking photos in their entire life before.... -.-
thats why we look weird/unglam in most of the photos, as a result. LOL!
so this is the only decent photo. (although its still not very decent -.-)
nvm, next time meet up then take more pics. :D
anyway im kind of touched by what dear said that day (in her sms)
cos i finally told her what happened and how ______ managed to almost brain-wash me abt *something negative*
and to be honest, i really feel very very guilty abt this
cos i actually almost believed _______ and almost lost trust in my 8 years de best friend!
WHY AM I SO STUPID ?!
and luckily, dear didnt get too offended by my stupidity.
im very touched by what she said, "why let an outsider affect our friendship"
ya, i wont be so stupid and naive anymore!
i've seen ______'s true colour.
no matter what, we'll still be gf forever! :D
thanks a lot, dear! for tolerating my stupidity. ><
and i admit im very very stupid last year
cos i did a lot of stupid things and hurt a few people
and i've decided to keep all these secrets.
dear is the only one who noes how stupid i was last year
and im so glad i have her to turn to last year
whenever i did something stupid and end up hurting another person
ok better not say anymore.
i'll be more mature in the future! :D
