not a little, but is too stressed!
overloaded with homework this week
EoM final draft, 3x2 econs essay qns, chem test, and lots of tutorial left uncompleted.
OMG !!!!!!!
im lagging behind tutorials since last week
how do u expect me to complete my tutorial when i dont even understand what the lecturer is talking abt?! :(
OMG!
now, im very looking forward to the long weekend break this friday-next monday
then i can study at my own pace, and hopefully finish up the tutorials
i feel guilty going for lessons with tutorials left blank -.-

even lmp, belle and mandy also think that im weird this week
maybe its because of the stress
i just dont feel like crapping that much these few days
and they have been asking me why i suddenly become so quiet and emo
to be frank, i also dunoe
one min ago, i can be laughing and crapping with them
and the next min, i can just sit there and keep quiet for dunoe how long
haix.... :(

and im starting to get very worried for my promos
whats the use of scoring so many As when u fail GP?!
fail GP = maybe will get retained :(
actually, during parents meeting last sat, i almost cried when talking to ms chan
cos i can tell that she expected more from me
even she also noe im disappointed with my own results
cos its too extreme, i can do extremely well for econs and extremely lousy for gp -.-
and when she asked "this is not enough right? u want more right?" (referring to results)
i nodded my head and tried to hold back my tears
and im serious.
i just dunwant to drop tears in front of teacher/parents
i want to act happy
i want to act stress-less
but sometimes, its really hard...


bang ur head and forget all the stress! :)