at this rate, i think i will be stressed to death even before promos!
how am i going to survive through Alevels when promos is already enough to make me emo everyday! :(
like what mandy said, my mood today was like riding a roller coaster.
after gsc to before lunch break, my mood was terribly bad
and i broke down in front of them, for the FIRST TIME !
its really the first time i cry in front of close friends!
(minus away the times when i cry in front of B.I.P because those are more like bu she de leave BP that type.... not counted)
pw lecture today was really a bad experience, for me and lmp. (or issit just me?)
econs tutorial wasnt that good also...
but after lunch, i became happy again
LOL roller coaster -.-

the stress level and guilty level are really killing me!
whenever i think of ______'s face + words, i will feel really really guilty
times and again, i disappointed her because of my lousy results
i noe she has high hopes on us. i noe we can do it.
but somehow, we just failed to meet our target.
why is it so hard to maintain the standard?
why is it so hard to get an A this time round?

and if u see me emo in school, just leave me alone.
and i will be fine after a while...
i really hope all these craps will end after promos....
after pw....
after everything....
I WANT TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN WITH MY DEAR B.I.P!!!!!
and im glad i have very good friends around me who show their concern when im emo-ing...
and im sorry if i've affected anyone's mood today, because of me...
im feeling better now already :D