yay im happy! :D
cos i found the exact "ideal course" that i always wanted already.
http://www.nbs.ntu.edu.sg/undergrad/BUS/Prog_Struct/Bus_Prog_Struct.asp
now im following my cousin's path, just that the area of specialisation is different.
ok thats provided IF i CAN get into NTU business -.-
which sounds a bit mission impossible given my current grades, cos it is really a very well sought-after course that many people are aiming for -.-
nvm i shall work hard towards this goal :)
because thats why i chose to enter JC at the start of this year, instead of going to NP tourism and hospitality management

i even put motivational quotes on my study table to motivate myself
LOL!
so i shall stare at that sheet of paper (with the quotes and NTU business cut-off point) whenever im having doubts about whether i can make it or not >.<
i can imagine how hard it will be to conquer Alevels next year
because during the promos period, a few of us already cannot stand the stress and even broke down a few times. T_T
so imagine Alevels ...... OMG !
i rmb i always feel very emo during promos period.
and i even send emo msg to huilin, telling her that i feel like giving up
LOL but luckily, i managed to overcome everything with the help of friends' encouragements :)
i should really thank huilin for "bringing me back to reality" whenever i send her emo msg
it's like her replies will always make me feel encouraged and it's good to know that ur friends do support u no matter how lousy ur grades may be
so we shall continue to support and encourage each other and overcome the big As together !
B.I.P ! <3

AND I MUST WORK VERY HARD ON MY CHEM NOW!!!
i dont want to fail anymore -.-