yesterday i was thinking of sth....
when i realised
my circle of friends has decreased.
i guess its because i've began to build some sort of a wall around me and prevent certain people from entering my social circle >.<
dont ask me why.
but i just lost the trust somehow.
it's hard to maintain a friendship when u have problem communicating with each other.
and after things that happened, u will realise who are ur real friends, and who are not.
知己不需要多，一两个就已足够
同样的，好朋友不需要多
一个真心的朋友胜过几个hi-bye friends :)
and i rely on my clique alot
and sometimes i will wonder, if one day we have a major quarrel, i will be left with no friends :(
LOL !

hmm some people believe that in this world, there is always a person who is ur guardian angel
the one who will be there for u everytime u are unhappy
the one who will somehow sense that something is wrong without u having to mention it
and if this is true, i believe i've found mine. :)
and im thankful that i have them to turn to when im unhappy.
they are my angels. my closest friends.
the only few people whom i allow to enter my "comfort zone"
haha :D

and this reminds me....
WE ARE HAVING B.I.P BBQ NEXT TUESDAY ^^
im not looking forward to the food, but more looking forward to meeting the people!
it had been quite some time since i last met chingching and yamyam :)

btw i think this song is very meaningful
at least the lyric is very true :)
你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到对的人出现
在眼角
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要
是一种对照
谁愿意为了一份爱
付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
oh～yeah～