WHEE i'm super happy now
cos i've just gotten my SHE SHERO album !!!
all thanks to regina, emily and mandy <3 <3 <3
there are 2 versions to choose from
and i chose the above version.
well but i kop this pic from internet de. haha :)
nice nice, i like it ^^

i was feeling kind of moody this morning, during tuition
until they gave me the SHE album
haha SHE makes me happy :D

for the sake of REGINA NG who treats my blog as her private music player, i shall change my blog song. LOL! in case she starts complaining again... >.<

going out with 4P1 clique later. :)
i love the slacking mode after exams!!! so relaxed^^
nvm, we shall slack for one more day then chiong tutorials tmr. haha

END OF COMMON TEST !
yay ! i've survived the 3 days... :D
but with super bad performance, i think?
i guess i wont be able to survive the getting back of papers... >.<
but well, let's just leave all the worryings and tears to next week or so bah
i shall enjoy my 2 days of break!!!

omg!
i'm super worried for my common test becos i think i will do really badly
but i'm not feeling any stress at all these few days!
i just studied with a really really slow pace...
OMG !
i nid to find back my motivation before everything end up in a mess >.< u know, the feeling of falling all the way down from the top is really unbearable... T_T i had enough of it already!!!! I NID TO STUDY AND STUDY AND STUDY !!!!!!!!



up till today, i still dont have the courage to add u on facebook
i dont want to look at the pics / blogs / anything related to u
becos i'm afraid it will change my initial impression of u
let's just keep the perfect image of u in my mind
and i shall not ruin that image by clicking on ur profile....
sometimes, ignorance is bliss

YAY !
i'm feeling less stressed now.
COS MARCH HOLIDAY IS FINALLY HERE !!! :D
not as if we can slack for the whole week, becos there's still common test after the holiday
but at least, i can now study at my own SLOW pace. :)
without having to worry abt not being able to finish ttrl by the next day etc...
LOL

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
just came back from the family dinner cum birthday celebration
i think my moodswing is getting worse and worse
one moment ago, i can be happily eating my dinner
and the next moment, i just get abit angry with the slow serving of food
(but it's not their problem, cos the restaurant is full-house today)
and while waiting for the food to be served, i just get overwhelmed with all the shits abt school work, and get worried becos i'm only left with tmr to complete all the ttrls. -.-
i actually had to go to the toilet to calm myself down.
because i dunwant to show the emotional side of me in front of my family and relatives.
HAIX WHEN CAN ALL THESE SHIT END????
i noe i just have to hang in there for the next 7 months.
but sometimes, i really have doubts.
what if i just break down before Alevels?
and all my efforts will go down the drain.... >.<

thats why sometimes, i psycho myself to be indifferent to all the stress
and not to be easily affected by the ppl around me.
it's easy to console others when they are stressed.
but i find it hard to convince myself to be indifferent.
haix nvm i shall try... :)

today is 6 march.
and so i shall not let all these shit affect my birthday mood.
haha anyway, thanks ppl for ur birthday wishes :D

today we went to the hall to witness the release of Alevel results.
of course, there are ppl who have done really well.
and it's kind of a motivation for all of us, becos there are ppl with L1R5 of 17 and above doing very well! AAAB or sth like that, cant really rmb.
so if they can do it, so can we :D

after that, we went to the classroom with the rest of S10
and watch them get back their chinese results.
OMG and i cant believe i actually broke down in class today!
in front of all my classmates and ms chan!
i cant rmb what exactly did ms chan said, but the impact is there...
i dunoe.
it's not on impulse, but it's more like a release of all the stress and disappointment that i've been accumulating over the past few weeks. :(
i hope i didnt scare anyone, cos i just broke down suddenly in the middle of ms chan's speech.
so yea, anyway ppl, thanks for ur concern!
i'm feeling better now already :)
the kids in feiyue kind of cheered me up, with all their craps. LOL!
but they are extremely noisy and high sometimes, and difficult to control. haha

and yea, although the next 7 months will be a really really tough one, i will still put in my very best.
but if u happen to see me feeling unhappy/emo in school, just leave me alone.
and i'll be fine.
*dont try to talk to me during vulnerable moments like this*