HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
just came back from the family dinner cum birthday celebration
i think my moodswing is getting worse and worse
one moment ago, i can be happily eating my dinner
and the next moment, i just get abit angry with the slow serving of food
(but it's not their problem, cos the restaurant is full-house today)
and while waiting for the food to be served, i just get overwhelmed with all the shits abt school work, and get worried becos i'm only left with tmr to complete all the ttrls. -.-
i actually had to go to the toilet to calm myself down.
because i dunwant to show the emotional side of me in front of my family and relatives.
HAIX WHEN CAN ALL THESE SHIT END????
i noe i just have to hang in there for the next 7 months.
but sometimes, i really have doubts.
what if i just break down before Alevels?
and all my efforts will go down the drain.... >.<
thats why sometimes, i psycho myself to be indifferent to all the stress
and not to be easily affected by the ppl around me.
it's easy to console others when they are stressed.
but i find it hard to convince myself to be indifferent.
haix nvm i shall try... :)
today is 6 march.
and so i shall not let all these shit affect my birthday mood.
haha anyway, thanks ppl for ur birthday wishes :D
