LAST DAY OF TERM 2 !!!!!
like.... FINALLY!
i've been waiting for this day since long long time ago...
seriously, going to sch is a chore now...
i've kind of lost all my motivations and confidence
after failing so many tests consistently, i guess i've alr lost that confidence of doing well
it's demoralising and painful , as always
like falling right to the bottom from the sky
i need to regain the confidence again
so that i can find back my motivation to study and ace Alevel...
i used to be very determined
but i guess my hopes were completely dashed when i heard ppl getting 4As and yet, cant get into NTU business...
and i seriously think i've made a wrong decision
i should have chosen arts stream instead of science stream!
like, if u look at my results since sec sch, it's kind of obvious that i'm more inclined towards the arts subjects and i suck at math and science
but in the end i ended up struggling in science stream...
i have super extreme percentiles...
" GREAT! " >.<
5 more months....
i shall endure and finish the last lap
as long as i've worked hard enough, i will have no regrets in the future :)
let's just admit it
we have to get into the university
we have to get a degree
because... this is WHAT the SOCIETY wants..
not what we want....
